My Chosen Man's

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...M.Y.C.H.O.S.E.N.A.N...

...How can I forget you Elle, seeing your attitude that prioritizes the people around you even makes me love you more...

...~Erlangga...

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Elena was just silent in her position. The figure he was looking for was now in front of him. But he did not want a situation like this.

"Darling come." Bima's words blew Elena's daydream.

"Elena Arabella." while extending her hand towards Erlang.

"Erlangga Bratadika, you can call Erlangga" Erlang said as he returned Elena's hand.

Elena sat on the chair opposite Erlang. 

His body seemed to be limp, his heart was not careless. He looked at Erlang who was sitting in front of him for a moment. 

His gaze was sad as if implied the deepest disappointment there.

The atmosphere was really uncomfortable for Erlang and Elena, in contrast to Bima. He always gave little attention but was always subtly rejected by Elena because Erlang's eyes were always watching Elena's every move.

Until the end of the show both Elena and Erlang, both seemed reluctant to speak.

***

"Thank you or Alex's invitation." Bima shook Mr. Alex's hand and was repaid by Pa Alex.

"I'm supposed to thank you for coming to our show Mr. Bima."

Arriving in front of the car suddenly Bima's mobile phone rings.

"For a moment, dear." said Bima while walking away from Elena. 

Elena nodded while leaning beside the door. He played his phone while waiting for Bima.

"What's up, Mom?" elena asked to look at Bima's face that looked panicked.

"I have a sudden business, dear."

"What kind of business is Mas?" ask Elena

"My friend had an accident and is now being critical in the hospital" explained Bima as she looked into Elena's eyes.

"Do we need to go to Mas' hospital."

"No need, I'm enough. I'm afraid you'll be exhausted, darling."

"But Mas.." Elena's words faltered as Bima shook her head.

"Yes Mas left now, later I go home to take a taxi." while opening the car door as if asking Bima to immediately get into the car.

"No, I'll take you home, baby."

"I'm fine, believe me."

Bima looked at Elena fixedly. She took Elena's tiny hand and held it.

"Beauty Careful." he let out the hand and left Elena.

While waiting for a passing taxi, Elena sat in a chair on the side of the road. 

His eyes were unceasingly looking at the passing car. Before long a white luxury car stopped in front of her and came out a very familiar figure Elena.

Actually Elena wanted to reject the offer from Erlang, but because the rain began to trickle down her body she finally decided to go home with Erlang.

"Do you love Bima?" asked Erlang when he reached the front of Elena's house with directions from the owner of the house.

"What do you need to ask."

"Do you really don't want to start all over again Elle." asked Erlang while facing Elena.

"Even if I wanted to start all over it wouldn't end well Erlang. I won't hurt the people around me."

"But it hurt me and yourself Elle." Erlang's remark made Elena pause for a moment.

"Forget me." Last words from Elena before she got out of the car.

"For so many years I waited for you Elle, how could I just forget you" said Erlang who managed to catch up to Elena. He clutched the arm of the woman in front of him.

The rain soaked Erlang and Elena's bodies, but it seemed to be ignored by the two. They are busy with their own feelings.

"If you and I are together, many hearts will be hurt." Elena slammed Erlang's hand from his arm.

"What do you mean Elle?" Erlang looked confused.

"Figure." The one name Elena gave off was able to make Erlang pause for a moment.

"Where do you know with Anggi, Elle?"

"It doesn't matter where I know it. What Anggi obviously likes is Erlang, don't forget that. If we're together then we hurt 2 people at once."

"But I don't like Anggi, please don't force the feeling because in the end you will get hurt."

"I also don't want to be happy above the suffering of others. Maybe it's fate that we can't be with Erlang."

Elena took a breath trying to normalize the tightness that had been squeezing.

"I'm sorry for not giving you a chance and just walk away at that." Elena wiped away the tears with her arms.

"Sometimes love is also created without having to have. Maybe that's what's going on between us. So please forget me." Her tears slid down with the rain dripping down her body.

How can I forget you Elle, seeing your attitude that prioritizes the people around you even makes me love you more

I can't believe you're growing up now.

Elena curled up her tiny body like a baby on the bed. He cried while holding both knees.

"I'm the fool, I'm the wrong one, I'm the bad one" he said as tears continued to drip from his crackers.

He remembered what he said to the little boy at the party. Heh, you fool thought again. He could say not to cry to the little boy, but in fact he also could not not not cry.

Elena closed her eyes as she continued to curse at the mistake she made. He did not expect that the decision he took would lead to a complicated story like this.

***

The sun has not yet shown itself. Even the cold was still so piercing. Elena got off the bed and stepped on her feet with a shunt. He lost his energy from crying last night.

Open the refrigerator while looking at something he can cook. With her mouth repeatedly yawning, Elena still forced herself to cook.

"At least I have to fill my stomach" he said as he continued to cut carrots. One piece, two pieces managed to escape from the sharpness of the knife.

"Cut the carrot now I can't" he said, irritated as he quickly moved his hand to peel the carrot."

"Aaawwww." Her index finger was sliced by a knife. He quickly went to the sink and doused his wound.

In a fit of annoyance Elena took a few loaves of bread and smeared jam on top of it. It might be better to eat bread, he thought.

"Tumben Mas Bima didn't call this morning. Is he busy? it's better if I go alone" he said, taking the car keys and passing to the office.

"For Ms. Elena." said one of the female employees.

"Forward" said Elena reply to the greeting of the employee with a friendly.

The room of Bima is still empty. It is true that Bima is having business.

For almost an hour Elena struggled with the file on her desk. His focus was distracted when he heard someone calling his name.

"Meet me in the room" said Bima who had just come and gawked away to her room without Elena yet giving a reply.

"What's up, sir?" askanya when it entered the room Bima.

Bima just kept quiet and turned her chair to face Elena as if hinting at something behind her eyes.

"Sickness?" asked Elena who walked past the sofa and stopped at the big table of Bima's possession. He no longer uses his formal language. He saw Bima's pale face.

"Badan Mas hot, but still impose to the office. Come now we go to Mas Hospital" said Elena after examining Bima's forehead which was hot. On his feet was a large body to stand.

But instead of standing, Bima even pulled him a hug. Elena was surprised and wanted to stand up immediately because her position was uncomfortable. 

How not, he was sitting on Bima's lap with the man's hand wrapped around his waist.

"Mas, I'm in an uncomfortable position" Elena said honestly.

"Just beg you for a moment." Bima tightened her embrace and drowned her head between Elena's shoulders.

"If anyone sees how Mas is?" Elena looks panicked.

"It can't be darling, because this room is designed in such a way that outsiders can't see the activities of people inside." explains Bima as if to silence Elena's mouth.

"Mas" said Elena because they had been in that position for too long. Several times Elena called but there was no reply from Bima.

"What's the matter?" elena said after Bima raised her head.

"I just miss you, that's all."

"But your face looks pale, Mas." Elena held Bima's face with her left hand.

"Why fingers, dear." Bima just realized that Elena's finger was using plaster.

"Just a little knife wound when I want to cook" he explained.

Elena was surprised when Bima suddenly stood up and took her phone. He typed something up there.

"Why, is there something you forgot?" elena asked as she continued to pay attention to Bima's movements.

"No, I just wanted to contact someone to find you a housekeeper."

"Make what Mas, I don't need a housekeeper. I also never asked Mas to find me a housekeeper." Elena looked annoyed, she raised her voice slightly.

"This is what." Bima raised Elena's hand whose finger was sliced by a knife.

Elena was silent thinking about Bima's words. What is Bima thinking.

"I don't want to if you hurt Honey." Bima said so softly.

"It's just a small wound, Mas." Elena released her hand from Bima's grasp.

"Stay, I don't want you to get hurt in the least, honey. Tomorrow I will send someone to help you at home" said Bima who also raised her voice because she was upset with Elena's attitude.

"Mas, please. I don't need it." Elena softened her voice. Maybe in a way like this will affect Bima he thought

"But I'm worried darling." Bima's words softened again.

"I promise to be more careful." Elena raised her hand to form the letter V.

"Next time be careful, because you mean so much to me dear." Elena nodded while giving her smile to the man in front of her.

That's how much you love me Mas, until even a small wound you look very worried.