My Chosen Man's

My Chosen Man's
Conscious but late



...M.Y.C.H.O.S.E.N.A.N...


...What really happened to me? ...


...Am I jealous? ...


...This is not true...


...Even if I am jealous now, it will mean nothing...


...~Elena...


***


With an annoyed face, Elena stepped down the stairs while occasionally her mouth grumbled. 


Elena shook her hands as a fan, suddenly the atmosphere seemed hot to her.


"He told me to wait but he was cool with the other woman in the room" he said as he continued to move his legs.


Elena had reached the door, she turned her gaze to the top floor again while looking if there was a figure she wanted to see there.


"Heh, you unstable man" he said, slamming the door and walking down the path with the light of his cell phone.


"What's wrong with me? Why would I be upset if I saw Erlang with that woman? Am I jealous?" he said as he continued to walk, occasionally he picked leaves that grew crawling around the path.


"Ah there's no way I'm jealous, it's just a feeling of annoyance because Erlang has told me to wait too long." Elena said.


Elena continued walking down the narrow path by stomping her feet. Unknowingly, he stepped on a stone that was the size of an adult hand.


"Aawww." screeches as his foot slips off the stone to make the phone he is holding fall.


"Elle" said someone from behind. Elena recognized the voice. Yeah, who else if not Erlang.


"You why Elle? Are you all right?" erlang said as he half ran up to Elena.


"Did your leg hurt, let me see" he said, crouched down to the level of Elena holding her leg, then he grabbed Elena's phone and started examining Elena's leg.


"Aawww." Elena grimaced as Erlang held onto her sprained leg.


"illness?" erlang said then replied to a nod by Elena. Turned off the flashlight from the phone, then he put it in his pants pocket.


Erlang then raised Elena's body with both hands, making Elena flinch and reflexively draped her hand against Erlang's neck.


"Erlang, what do you want?" elena's question was not ignored by Erlang. He kept holding Elena's body.


"Erlang I can walk by myself." said Elena thrashed when she found out Erlang brought her back to the villa.


"Elle, with a sprained leg like this can you walk?" Erlang stopped his steps.


"Of course you can" Elena said lightly.


"Alright." said Erlang while lowering Elena's tiny body. He watched the movements of the woman.


"Aawww." screeches when he steps the leg.


"I've told you but still stubborn" Erlang said resentfully as he carried Elena's body back. 


There was no longer any rejection from the woman, only a feeling of fear upon seeing the annoyed expression from Erlang's face then choosing to drown his head in the chest of Erlang's field.


"Why can you be this reckless as Elle? Why walk there alone? Didn't I tell you to wait for me." said Erlang when they reached the top floor. 


Erlang slowly laid Elena's body on the bed.


"To tell me to wait but you're busy with other women" said Elena who looked upset, she folded her arms around her chest while glaring at Erlang.


"Lusiana." guessed Erlang.


There was no answer from Elena's mouth, she just set her gaze in all directions, wherever she thought as long as she did not look into Erlang's eyes.


"Are you jealous of Elle?" guess Erlang, by resting her hands on the side of the mattress while bringing her face closer to Elena.


"No." Elena said as she pushed Erlang's body with both hands. At first glance at the face of Erlang then he diverted again in any direction.


No more words came from Erlang's mouth, he just fell silent while looking at Elena for a moment. Then he left leaving the room Elena was in.


Erlang set foot towards the kitchen while looking for something there. Open the lid of some of the closet drawers in the kitchen. 


After finding a box containing p3k drugs, Erlang immediately memahmpiri Elena who was still every with her position.


"What's sick here?" erlang asked as he crouched down and placed Elena's tiny foot on top of her thigh. 


Elena nodded as Erlang held the pain point on her leg.


Erlang opened the box containing the p3k earlier and looked for something to relieve pain. He found a pain relief gel and painfully applied it on Elena's leg.


Elena observed Erlang's face seriously struggling with her feet. Although she could not see the full face of Erlang, but it was enough to stupefy Elena.


"Already." said Erlang disperse the view of Elena who was cool to see the beautiful scenery according to him.


"Other times be careful, don't go there alone at night. Now you rest, don't go anywhere." somehow the words Erlang uttered seemed to sedate Elena. He easily nodded and obeyed Erlang's words, but only then did he feel annoyed when he saw Erlang with Luciana.


***


Elena was ready with her clothes on. While occasionally he sings with his hands that are busy combing hair.


Tok tok tok tok


The sound of knocking stopped Elena's hand movement. He put the comb on the table and opened the door.


What is it Erlang so early this morning has knocked on the door. his mumbling while turning the doorknob.


"There is aap." his words were interrupted when he saw not Erlang who was at the door but Luciana. 


The woman who had recently pissed Elena off for no apparent reason.


"Mba Lusiana, what's wrong?" he asked with a clumsy smile because he did not expect the life of Luciana.


"Look, I'm getting married in 3 days. Because you are Erlang's secretary, so I'd like to invite you." said Luciana.


"Me-married?" said Elena.


"Yes, this is the invitation" he said, handing over a paper bag containing an invitation and small souvenirs.


"I went down first yeah, wanted to look at the design of the wedding cake" he said then passed after a small nod from Elena's head.


Elena stepped her feet peering downstairs hoping that what she thought was a mistake.


There were 6 people chatting downstairs. 


They are Erlang, Lusiana, 2 men, and 2 women who somehow who might be the people who will take care of the wedding cake design, Elena thought.


His outlook weakened, his hopes dashed after seeing Erlang flipping through the wedding cake design book.


Elena immediately ran towards the room she had occupied earlier. Once again he felt annoyed, angry, even wanted to cry for no reason that he did not know could he be jealous he thought. He continues to fight with all his thoughts.


What the hell is going on with me? am I jealous? this is not true. Even if I am jealous now, there will be no more meaning