My Choice of Match

Eps. 61

Until the morning before, although sharp sunlight entered through the window glass.The room that had been light was still dark in the eyes of Mely.

All night he thought about the news that Nadin delivered, remembering the happy times with his friends in Bogor, every day he did not go through without laughter and jokes.

Every day was so pleasant that he wanted his time to end there, especially how Afdal treated him with special.When his life almost stretched because of a knife stuck in his stomach, which was very difficult to find, The words of fear of loss that Afdal said until now ringed in his ears.

Now he realized that Afdal did not just like him, he finally knew that all this time Afdal loved him, and the heartbreaking he realized in the late time.

If he had realized earlier, perhaps the thirst for revenge would never have started, and this fight would not have happened either.

However, even though he already knows the contents of Afdal's heart to him, Mely is still not sure about her own feelings.Maybe Nadin is right, but Mely is too afraid to start a relationship again, she is too afraid to fall in love.

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Unable to wait any longer, Jordan finally decided to talk seriously with Dina, accompanied by her mother the three of them sat facing each other.

"I don't know how I behave as a husband and I don't know how you behave as a wife.I know our marriage is still a corn, but why maintain the household if we are both equally unhappy" Jordan said.

There was no word that Dina said to answer Jordan, now his head was cold and he was resigned to what would happen to him.He realized no matter how much his love if Jordan did not want it then all in vain.

"I know you understand, I'm going to divorce you and take custody of the baby" Jordan said.

"Alright, " replied Dina slowly which actually surprised Jordan's mother.

Of course, because of how much Dina loves Jordan and will do anything to get it.

"You're not trying to plan something, are you?" ask Jordan's mother suspiciously.

Dina smiled faintly, raised her head looking at Jordan and her in-laws then replied.

"I plan to go home to my parents, and start a new life"

"really? you're not trying to persuade Jordan not to divorce you?"

"Every love requires sacrifice, as long as I love Jo I always sacrifice for her, and going away from her life at her own request is the greatest sacrifice I will make for Jo's happiness, I don't mind" replied Dina.

That same day Dina again tidied up her clothes, now with a heart full of resignation one by one she put them in the bag.And in the middle of her busyness Mely came in.

"I don't want Jordan" Mely replied.

Dina turned to face Mely, astonished that she asked again.

"Then what's all this for if you don't want Jo's mas, don't you love her too?"

"I still remember that day, Jordan loudly said he would marry you on the grounds that you were pregnant with his child.I don't think Jordan meant it, though, I guess he doesn't love me anymore.I think he's tired of facing my selfishness and my jealous nature.What makes me hate him the most is that he offers to keep marrying me because it's our dream but after marrying me he will marry you, if I refuse to marry her she will marry you anyway, then why would we marry you if Jordan would still marry you?" mely recalled.

Unexpectedly, at that time Jordan did defend him and was fully on his side, Jordan was willing to lose his love for the sake of marrying Dina and giving the family whole to his daughter, hearing this fact of course Dina felt overwhelmed.

"You think to yourself, all I want is for her to leave you but she instead stands by you and gives you everything that should be mine, I do not want to marry him if it should be in the end honey.Yang make me angry because I have sacrificed a lot for him, I accompanied him from zero, he said, I'm loyal to accompany him in times of trouble so why should I be thrown away?" mely started crying.

"The only reason I'm standing here is just to take away what's rightfully mine, when I first met him he was a nobody and had nothing, so when he left me then he had to come back like when we met, I don't care if you're still together or separated because you've already made up for all my pain.This is Jordan's turn."

Without waiting for Dina's answer, Mely left just like that.As a woman of course Dina understands, even as a woman who loves the same man Dina also understands very well the anger felt by Mely, as a woman, Dina understands, because he has sacrificed a lot too.

One step starts many steps that will make Dina go far away from her husband and child, the most difficult for her of course when she had to part with her baby.

In those last moments Jordan allowed Dina to hold and hug her baby as an expression of goodbye.Airmata was sad to be unable to keep remembering the stupidity he had done.

If only Mely hadn't come in and seen that crazy one, of course his son is now in the hole.Puilties and regrets make him want to re-raise the baby as a substitute for an apology.

"I'm sorry dear, but you are the only proof of your love, when you have given mamah a lot of happiness, but mamah is not fair to you, someday if you have grown up hope you are willing to meet mamah so that mamah can apologize again" said Dina amid sobs.

Unable to take off the hug, Jordan who was trapped in the sad atmosphere took the baby from Dina.Semin linger carrying it does feel heavier to take off, it feels heavier to take off, so with resignation Dina handed it to Jordan.And with just one wave and a smile of hope to Mely Dina was finally gone until the trail was lost.

Mely wiped away the tears and entered the house with Jordan and her mother, it took some time for their mood to improve and forget Dina who was gone.

"Honey, now we can live happily without anyone will separate us again" said Jordan intend to entertain Mely.

And just the nod and smile that Mely gave in response.

"It's better that you go now to rest because tomorrow is a big day for us, I have a surprise for you"