My Choice of Match

Special eps: Thorn 15

In the health room Kak Deni and Sely accompanied me until Anggi came to declare that he deeply regretted Reni's treatment of me, he also said for a while Reni was suspended until she could control herself.

I innocently say Reni is innocent he just tried to help me get the stuff out and it's my fault that I didn't accept it, not only Sely who was furious to hear my words Anggi Kak also said.

"The other children have told me there are many witnesses and many saw Reni deliberately make you fall, he said, how can you say that.I beg Mel you do not trust too much Reni you still just do not know him"

I won, for this time won all the hearts that are here.Di heard from the words of Anggi Reni Kak indeed once ngebully people quite severe, well who cares now he is far below me.

To complete my act, I said my body was sick and asked for permission to go home to rest. I easily got permission from Anggi even though he was a little afraid that I would complain to aunty so as to cause Anggi Kak in other problems.

But I said I couldn't possibly complain about something as trivial as this to her so she could breathe a sigh of relief, I chose Sely to take me home. Today was close enough to Kak Deni because from the beginning the reason I stuck to him was to make Reni jealous so after he was suspended I did not have to try too hard.

"Son Mel is it okay to stay back from work?" sely asked after driving me home.

"It's okay, you have to work. I slept in my room at most"

"I'm still worried, though, I did not expect Deh Reni could-can ngebully brother in working hours when as far as I know he always mengebully outside working hours.Of course the reason so that he is not caught and can continue to work in order to continue see Brother Deni"

"Do you know anything about Reni?" many wonder.

"Hmmm.. actually, I used to take a decket with Kak Deni but Reni kept crashing me ever since then I've been away Kak Deni I don't have the courage like Kak Mel so I'm away from Kak Deni even though it's a bit difficult also anyway"

"Have you ever been with Deni? new story now?"

"Yes, Kak Mel's abisnya anyway, anyway now we've been victorious right.Yes I've returned to the store again yes.. bye" replied Sely in a hurry and left just like that.

Somehow I feel Sely is hiding something from me, it feels like something has happened between him and Deni.Maybe Sely used to have feelings for Deni? his words when saying their closeness used to indirectly have revealed the fact that Sely likes Kak Deni but that closeness must end because of Sely's fear of Reni.

Maybe this is just my gut feeling maybe just my cursory thoughts, but if it's real I hope it's gone from Sely's heart anyway Reni can't let go of me, and if Reni finds out Sely has feelings for Deni, she could be in danger.

I changed my uniform and put on a regular sweatshirt, a glass of lemon ice must have really refreshed my mind that was working extra.

Suddenly I remembered Brother Damar, I had not told him about Sely's answer. I looked for my phone in the bag intending to inform Kak Damar but the first thing I found was a gift box, I almost forgot this morning I intended to see it but because of the hunt called Sely I expressed that intention.

Until I got home I forgot the box so now is a good time to open it, by slowly going back and forth the box was nothing special like the other gift boxes so I just opened it.

I didn't think in it I found a letter and bracelet, not an ordinary bracelet I know this bracelet.The bracelet I gave to Kak Deni, the bracelet he said he'd hand over to the woman of his heart.

Why is that bracelet in my locker? is the woman Kak Deni means me? butwhy? didn't we consider sodara to each other, she herself said I was a sister to her but why did she send me this bracelet? two chain bracelets that become one because of the heart-shaped stone.

I hastily opened the letter he had included in it, and began to read.

**I enjoyed the rain on Monday

not because of the cold air

but because suddenly there was a vibration in the heart

at first glance, I think

I don't know why my eyes won't turn

maybe because of that smile

maybe because of that laugh

the day I spent in a mask

instantly your thirst drives me crazy

slash

rebelled,

I want to break the thorn that's blocking

between my wishes and yours

I think of you in every breath

I'm the one who passes the path in your heart every day

trying to amaze you

I am just a dust grain

I'm trying to read your eyes

secretly wishing there was me

but until this moment the thorn slashed at me

re-express the impossibility between us

you are my journey

and become my goal

the name I give in prayer

then I look for our destiny in the sky

if I don't find it

I will create on earth

I want to fight, announce my love for nature

until the thorn becomes the limit

turned into a protector

just call me crazy

I punish my love

but let me say

I LOVE YOU

I'm still masked

passing the path in your heart every day

I'm still masked

flying like sand

there's nothing to say

everything I wanted I said

my eyes are yours, but you don't realize it

no one will love you, like me

although it is seen

I just kept quiet.

I'm not good at talking, especially about love because I'm not a poet. I only told you about my anxiety, the beautiful feeling that drowned me in suffering.But I'm still here, still struggling to smile even though you're dodging more and more, I know this feeling of love is probably supposed to be quiet.I know I don't deserve this.

But before I really get out of your sight let me accept your answer, Sely I love you.

If you have the same feeling wear the bracelet I gave you and then we face all the problems together.But if you think my presence is just a burden you don't need to wear, let's keep it as a sign you once had a friend.

I always look at you from a distance.

Denis.