MY BRONISH GIRLFRIEND

Chapter 50

I was still walking along the sidewalk, under the rain, my footsteps were heavy, I remembered the words of the man who hit Andrew. "I had a very sick child, he had surgery, I didn't have enough money to pay for it, so a man came to me and said he would pay for all my son's medical expenses, if I did one job,I know it's crazy, but for my son's sake I have to do it, so I'm sorry, actually I can't say this to anyone, so after hearing this I beg you not to tell anyone." Huh...My legs are really limp now, I'm sitting on the side of the road, I scream as hard as I can, I really regret my way of life, both my hands I use to cover my face, I just want to live a quiet life,I don't want to hurt anyone, but what I see, everything around me, they're hurting, and it's all my fault.

HOSPITAL.

I went back to the hospital, my clothes were still wet from the rain, and once there, Andrew's parents were there with Miko, they looked at me in a mess,I don't know how I'd tell them if it was all because of me, how I was responsible.

"Julia, what's wrong?Why are your clothes wet?" Aunt Vivian seems to be worried about me.

"A..I'm fine."I answered with a trembling voice.

"How was it at the police station, what did the police say?" Miko anxious.

"This was a pure accident, the killer was drunk, and the police have filed the case." I explained, but not everything I told you.

"What if you change your clothes first, you'll get sick if you keep wearing this." Aunt Vivian is still worried about my condition.

"Julia go with aunty to change clothes, the uncle will be here waiting for Andrew, you don't worry too much about him, he'll be fine." Said uncle Edward.

ANDREW'S APARTMENT.

I finished changing my clothes, until I saw Aunt Vivian sitting on Andrew's bed looking at a picture of Andrew, as a mother, I understood and knew how she felt,no parent wants to see their child suffer, all these tragedies started because of me, so now I have to end this too.

"I want to see you tomorrow, I'll decide the place." I closed my call quickly.

I knocked on Andrew's door."Aunt, we can go back to the hospital now." I said softly, Aunt Vivian turned to me and nodded her head, but I could see her red eyes, she was just crying, but she was trying to cover it up from me, like I was covering my grief from her.

HOSPITAL.

I saw Uncle Edward in the room Icu, he seemed to open his head with both backs to his arms, I could see his tired and anxious eyes.

"Uncle, come home with aunt, I'll take care of her tonight."I said as I held Uncle Edward's shoulder.

"But Julia..."Uncle Andrew wanted to refuse, I know his worries.

"Nothing but uncle, we have to take care of him alternately, tonight so that I can take care of him, the uncle and aunt can sleep in Andrew's apartment, the new tomorrow in my place, I'm younger, so the night breeze doesn't matter to me." My persuasion.

"Well, if there's anything, just let us know soon, do you understand?"

Finally the uncle and aunt came home, I also told Miko to go home first.In the room there was only me and him, here was very quiet.I held her hand tightly, once I kissed her hand, once I kissed her,I wish she felt my presence and could open her eyes to me immediately.

"Andrew, if you hear me, then hear my voice, I love you so much, everything you've experienced because of me, if I can turn back time, then I want you to never know me, I want you to never know me,in order not to be this miserable, I want you to be happy, I regret having you dragged into my troubles, after tonight, I hope you understand that for me your life is everything to me,I wish if there was a next life then I wanted to be yours to the full."

I kissed Andrew on the forehead, he didn't respond to me, I hope his condition isn't as bad as I thought.

MORNINGS.

When morning came, Miko was already there, I was awake last night, hoping to see her for the first time when she opened her eyes, but of course it was just my imagination.

I came out of the room, and Miko was waiting for me outside.

"How's it going?" Ask Miko.

"It's still the same." Answer weak.

"You look tired, rest first, I'll take care of him."Miko.

I took out a piece of paper that I folded and gave it to Miko.

"What's this?" Ask Miko.

"Give it to Andrew when he wakes up." My love.

"give it?Then where are you going?Why should I?"Ask Miko confused.

"I have to go." I said it felt heavy.

"Where?"

"Where should I be." I left Miko there.

I don't know if my decision is right or wrong, but for their sake, my closest loved ones, I have to do this, I won't regret it.