
***
They looked at each other, the sound of waves and dim sunlight accompanied their togetherness.
"What do you want to say?"
"Julia I like you...."
"????"That sign came to Julia's mind
"I know..I like you too"Julia spoke lightly
"really???"Andrew took Julia's hand,
"of course...I like you like my own sister, if I had a sister she would be as sweet as you" Julia smiled
"What's?Brother?"Andrew was surprised by the words of Julia who only thought of him as a sister,
"Yes...Little sister...Aren't you happy?"
"Juliah..I don't want to be your sister, I want to be a person who means something to you, who always loves and takes care of you.I love you Julia"Andrew really serious with his words.
Julia is shocked by Andrew's remarks, although she feels that Andrew is very different from the men who approach him, but what status will Andrew accept?.
"Sorry..But you have to rethink this"Julia seemed hesitant.
"Why should I think about it?Don't you like me?Or do you already have someone you like?"
"Not...But you don't know about my life yet, so please rethink what you're saying, I don't want you to be disappointed"
Andrew was stunned by Julia's words, but he really tried to think about what Julia said and encouraged her to know more about Julia.
***
*Julia Apartment*
After returning with Andrew somehow the situation became awkward, after dropping off Andrew, Julia rushed back to her house.
In Julia's room, she thought incessantly of Andrew's words, even though Julia found Andrew very interesting, but Julia couldn't take it for granted"Andrew...I'm sorry, but my life isn't as easy as you think"
*Next day*
Jihan was so excited to go to play, she went to Julia's room to wake her up,
"Mama..It's sunday..Let's wake!"Jihan tried to wake Julia
Julia's still not awake, Jihan's trying to see her mama's state, "Mama..Are you sick?Why is your body hot?"
"Hmmm..Jihan..Mama's not feeling well"Julia tried to open her eyes,
"grandmother..Mama's sick"Jihan yelled as loudly as he called Aunt May,
"Damn..Why are you yelling so loud?"AuntyMay in
"Mom sick, try grandma look"Jihan pointed out, she's very affectionate with Julia, Julia,
Aunt May examined Julia, and it was just a fever, after taking Julia's medicine to rest again,
"Damn..Sorry mama, we should be tight playing mama even sick"Julia lema's voice, she said,
"It's okay, it's important that you rest first, next time you ask Jihan again"Jihan is very disappointed but she can still smile for Julia,
"All right..."Julia's back to rest, please,
***
2 days later
Julia still hasn't gone to the cafe, she's still resting at her house,
The sound of the home phone ringing, Aunt May picked it up, and,
"Hello..."
"Auntie..It's me Fara"
"Oh...Fara yes..Is looking for Julia?"
"Yes..I called her phone but she didn't pick it up, is she still sleeping?"
"Yes.2 today he is sick"
"alright...Thank you Fara, I'm sorry to bother you"
"No problem"
Aunt May hung up her phone, tried to check on Julia in her room, but Julia was still sleeping,
*Nightnight*
Fara went to see Julia, all at once delivering the cafe report for 2 days,
"Hey...I just found out you can get sick, what makes you sick?"
"Are you going to hurt me or worry about me?"Julia sat in her bed,
"okay..Okay..I'm really worried about you, but you went to get sick what happened?And where are you going?"
"Fara, can I ask you something?"
"What?"
"How did you feel when Laurent's brother declared his love for you?"
"Ah..That's.."Suddenly Fara felt ashamed,
"Wait...Did you like Laurent then because I was the same way Laurent made me sick?"
"What are you talking about?I just want to ask what it's like?"
"Yes..I felt so happy, then it was like a flower had appeared in my heart, then why did you arrive to ask that?"
"I...L'm..Just.."Julia is confused how to say it, she was dating but after 5 years of facing her own solitude to forget how to love,
"Did someone declare their love for you?But as far as I'm concerned, you've never had a problem like that?Do you really like that guy?Who's she?"
"You have so many questions, but obviously although I like it but I can't be with him, our world is very different" Julia looked uninspired,
"I guess what, what's that bronis?"
"Stop calling him that, his name is Andrew"
"Well...My guess is right"
"Since when did I say your guess was correct??"Julia looks embarrassed
"Just now, it's your attitude that says it"
Julia was stunned, she couldn't deny it, she said,
"Fara what do you think?She and I are so different, she's so young her future is so bright, whereas I'm a divorced woman with one child in my hand, how can I think that I deserve her?"
"This is not a matter of merit or inappropriate, but it is a matter of feeling, if indeed you want why not try it, also say that you already have a daughter,if he really loved you, he would have accepted you"
"But I will destroy his future"
"Who said?The problem of the future is his business, you can encourage him to take him more seriously to learn so that he can become a great man, make it a reason to accept it, he said,if she can't do that means she's just playing with you"
Julia seemed to think, hearing Fara's words she could no longer say anything,
"Oh yeah..I forgot to tell you, 2 today the Sibronis came looking for you and asked for your home address"
"What??Then what did you say?"
"I said I didn't know your home address, and said that you were on leave"
"Thank God..."Julia relieved
"Do you want to avoid it?"
"No..It's just that I wasn't ready, I didn't reject it but I didn't accept it either, so I was confused to meet him"
"What did you tell him?"
"I told him to think again about what he said"
Fara said nothing else, she knew it was difficult for Julia, as long as she knew him these few years Julia could always face all the men who approached her, but somehow Julia could not face Andrew,did Julia fall in love with him??.
After the discussion that night, Julia thought maybe one way was to tell Andrew the truth about him, the problem of still wanting or not being with him was Andrew's right.