My Blinds On The Eagle
RINDUKU TO THE EAGLE .............. Hold on Love
As if racing with the sun that recedes into the contest, setting
I pressed my missed arrow on a dark night
If this wasn't about you, I would have been able to withstand the whaling
If it wasn't you, I wouldn't be riled up in the chaos
A thousand sorrows seemed to stoning every layer of my race
One by one, your tears
In this never-sold pain
To this longing that has never been so long
I can only stand without complaining
Please ask the Almighty .....
With the deepest prayer, that you may remain calm
But I'm restless in fretting because we're apart
In silence on a thick night
My miss bow has flown
Looking for you...find you.
But I've never been this sick
But I've never been this scared
In silence on a thick night
I heard your voice ..
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That day, Rayhan only made two video calls to Nilam. It was the morning when the whole family had breakfast and four hours later. Afternoon until evening, the call from the loved ones did not arrive. Little Alend repeatedly asked about Daddy's negligence - it was, until finally the little guy was asleep.
Nilam also began to fidget, he felt a little worried but did not have the courage to make a video call first. Indeed, she did not want to disturb her husband who was on duty in the great mission of saving these two companies. But that fretfulness and uneasiness really made this woman unable to close her eyes for an instant. His feelings say, something is not right.
It was already showing at eleven o'clock in the evening when Nilam really could no longer curb his anxiety. She also made a video call on her husband's international number. Her husband's cell phone was active, but there was no immediate connection from Rayhan. Nilam did it once again, yet to be lifted as well. By taking a deep breath trying to calm the rumble of his fret, he also returned to make a call.
The pair of gray eyes suddenly shimmered with hope as they sounded the tune of a connection to the cutting-edge telecommunications equipment of the century. The next one, really not something that is expected. A foreign face with a google mask that is commonly used by the military when in the contamination zone, in military uniforms.
" I'm sorry .. This is my husband's mobile phone, Mr. Rayhan Zachary from Indonesia. Can I talk to him ? ", asked Nilam with his very clingy British accent. But what he received was an answer with a language that he did not understand at all.
" Please...give this phone to my husband...What happened ? ", Nilam is starting to look very restless.
From the imaging of the visible image, the phone switched hands. Now receiving is a woman in very familiar clothes Nilam, a paramedic. He's getting very restless. " What happened to my husband... Mr Rayhan from Indonesia ? ", girl.
" Mistress."., the double-masked female paramedic replied in slightly stammered English. " Mistress...the owner of this phone is undergoing quarantine ... ".
" Is he infected ... Corona ? ", Nilam ambushed quickly full of worry.
" Don't know yet.but everyone who made contact with the suspect who had just visited from Wuhan. After the master examination is complete, you can call him back ".
Nilam fell sitting on the edge of the bed with a pounding beritme increasing. Women with heavy loads of two babies who coiled warm in the womb felt the air as thinning in the room area. He breathed a long breath and exhaled slowly, trying to neutralize the impulse energy that was still lodged in his chest. Even he felt the twins as if they were tense, making a very uncomfortable feeling. With his knowledge as a senior paramedic, Nilam checked his own pulse. His rhythm is fast.
With her fingers shaking, Nilam grabbed her phone and started looking at the contact number. He tried to contact his mother-in-law, but apparently the handheld telepo was disabled. Nilam increasingly felt tightness in his chest, he rushed to call his father-in-law.
” Papah....please Nilam “, the sound is raucous .
“ Yes son... papa to your room “.
Actually Rayhan's father and mother's room was just across from Nilam's room. A little twisting because it is separated by a large family room, but Nilam has really felt unable. He is afraid that he will not be strong to support his body, to make a fall and certainly will be very dangerous to the content. Nilam decided to lie on the bed while still adjusting his breath.
“ Why ? “, Nyoya Kamal burst into the room with her husband following her. The face of the middle-aged wantia looked very anxious as well as her husband. “ You contraction son ? “.
While Mr. Kamal who is an obstetrician, swiftly checked the state of his son-in-law. After checking the blood pressure and pulse of his son-in-law, with a stethoscope he also checked the heart rate of his two twin grandchildren who were still in the stomach of the mother. His forehead creased seriously, he then looked at the son-in-law
which now seems to be still breathing.
“ Why your tension ..... 140/100.
pre-eclampsia before this…. Pseudo Contractions …. Relax “.
“ Papah...“, Nilam tries to talk with no emotion involved. But the tears shed uncompromisingly, sliding profusely and like telling the true condition of the heart. “ Mas Rayhan…. Suspect infected nov-CorV. “. Nilam's voice was soft, but what he said was like a thunderbolt.
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Rayhan groaned frustratedly, he paced back and forth walking in the isolation room. While Gerald also showed an expression that is not much different. It all started from the national guard of the country of white elephants who suddenly stormed into the meeting room this afternoon. Fortunately, all activities and meetings that time have reached agreement have even come to the signing of legality. And the rest of everything that happened then was all bad luck.
Apparently four people from Hong Kong who took part in the meeting, one plane with a woman from Thailand who had just returned from a visit to Wuhan - China. Unfortunately again, the woman was declared positive infected with a new type of coronavirus, as similar to SARS and MERS, equally deadly. The infected woman made Thailand the first country to confirm the spread of nov-CorV outside China. The pandemic has touched the country of a thousand pagodas, until now Thailand has declared 13 people who are positively infected.
" Whether a hospital of this size does not have the latest technology to be able to detect. At least give us access to communicate with the outside world ", Rayhan continues to grumble long and wide.
" You heard earlier that anything that has been in contact with the suspect. Sleep.This bed is quite soft. It's already one in the morning" Gerald tried to calm his friend. But what happened next is totally unexpected.
" What's one o'clock at night??... aaaaahhhh..... I should have called Nilam. Oh my gosh.... Ahhhhhhh!!!!! ".
Rayhan is really frustrated with all the conditions that are happening to him now. With recklessness, he tried to open the door of the room, success. He finally mumbled his body in a hospital bed as Gerald had done. But his pair of eyes still remained pushy spreading anxiety.
Supposedly in one or two days he could have returned to Indonesia, from the time that has been targeted he managed three days faster to solve everything. After the first coffee break this morning, he was so optimistic and happy because all the acquisition process went very smoothly. But not so with the afternoon, everything changed drastically. The pandemic really made him a hospital prisoner.
" Nilam." and he muttered the most beautiful name in his heart. " It's gonna be okay....".
But not with my heart, she screams calling you dear. I've missed you so much. What about our eldest son?, he's not too much trouble anymore right?. I miss her cheerful laughter. Then what about the twins?...how many times have the four tiny legs kicked your stomach ?. Tell them ..... Wait for Daddy to come home, let Daddy be the first one to hold him. I miss your sweet nape and hair, I miss your soft voice, I miss your sweet smile. Patchouli........
Women shed tears to wash their wounds and heal them. And the man cried in silence to calm his heart. And Rayhan shed his tears. He prayed a long prayer, letting his tears flow to convey his appeal to the Almighty.
My Lord, the Most Merciful and the Most Merciful. Give health and safety to me and my whole family.Give me this helpless opportunity to embrace and make them happy, as the most beautiful trust from You.
