My Blinds On The Eagle

Restu. 2

Rayhan woke up to the sound of a reminder notification on his phone. The square flat object on the nightstand of the bed was grabbed. A moment he stared at. reminder: the schedule of consuls with psychiatrists, tomorrow afternoon at six. His forehead wrinkled, showing his hard work of stringing events and combining with his past and current psychological health conditions.

Slowly Rayhan rose from his sleep, leaving the bed as quiet as possible to keep the comfort of the other two souls who were still sleeping comfortably. He stepped towards the table and then opened the drawer, finding a small plastic bottle filled with white tablets. Grasping the container tightly, then put back with a smile and a face that looks relieved.

Then he grabbed his phone, and started texting a contact number.

" Good night doctor Nathan. Unlike usual, he was still awake because of his severe insomnia. And for almost a week, I was able to enjoy a good night's sleep without taking the medicine. I think I've completely healed, doctor.

Thank you so much for your help all this time. I'll still come later this afternoon to make sure of everything, and of course thank you personally "

Rayhan smiled, he felt very lucky. Severe insomnia suffered four years ago can heal instantly in just a matter of days. He was convinced, all because of the presence of two people he loved so much. His long-sought wife, who was suddenly rediscovered. Equipped with the presence of a very happy baby.

In the past, sadness, worry, great guilt and passionate longing were so tormenting. Make it through all night until dawn. The night he went through so painfully, it seemed to have been completely erased by now.

Rayhan smiled again while not taking his eyes off the figure of Nilam who was sleeping peacefully. He recalled the first night they spent together after six years without touching. At that moment Nilam held his chest with a fist with both hands. The woman lowered her head half to show her pias face and blushed into Rayhan's presence.

" I was afraid .. ", Nilam's voice was stifled and slightly trembled.

" Why? ... will not be sick again like the first time" Rayhan smiled amusedly with the attitude of the wife.

" Yes.but I'm ashamed", errat Nilam hastily.

Still with an amused smile that he held back from becoming a laugh, Rayhan tightened his arms at Nilam. It was easy for the tiny body to sink into the circle of her two burly and warm arms. Unchanged, this was the gentle and adorable woman he loved so much.

" Like a virgin, but I like ", whispered Rayhan, biting Nilam's ear lobe.

" In.. in the next room only, do not let Alend wake up", Nilam immediately with a breath that began to hunt because of a successful desire provoked by Rayhan's touch.

And the same thing is repeated again. Nilam was still timid and did not look to free his feelings. Even though Rayhan has tried to condition everything as condensively as possible. Including making sure Alend is asleep. And brought Nilam in the second room in his apartment. But Nilam still seems a little agitated.

" Why ? what's up ? ". Rayhan asked as he laid Nilam down without letting go of any net contact with a pair of cloudy-muttered wells that always managed to mislead him.

" ..... ", silence with no answer from Nilam. Just a gentle touch with her soft fingers in response.

Slowly down the masculine line on Rayhan's face. Carrying the man closed for a moment felt a warm sigh that ignited his desires. Until when the touch is deeper and specific touch the chest of his field that has been opened.... Rayhan. But a moment later Rayhan was surprised by something he had never expected.....

" I... don't get pregnant ".

" What??", Rayhan was so surprised. The fog of passion in his eyes seemed to disappear.

" Don't..don't get pregnant before everything is certain. Emh.. before there is blessing ". The pair of gray crystals began to appear watery, Nilam held back his tears.

Rayhan seemed to have woken up from his shock. His heart was suddenly pierced with guilt and helplessness. Women need reassurance, protection and compassion. All of that Rayhan has not been able to give to Nilam so far.

" Yes... ", Rayhan replied with a smile. " But I don't have contraception.I took it out. Yeah, ", she whispered in Nilam's ear without giving the woman a chance to argue.

Until finally the hot night was not interrupted. Rayhan still carried Nilam across the sea of his burning passion. Bringing his woman to meld in an unstoppable desire. It was only a moment that the two rested for a moment after the release of his turmoil. Then start from the beginning .. climb along to reach the peak of pleasure.

" Rey.. already yes..we sleep now ", pinta Nilam while wearing a shirt belonging to Rayhan who looks like a mini dress for her.

Rayhan nodded while pulling Nilam's hand. Make the woman fall back in her lap.

" Rey."., "but slowly.

" Tidaaak. I just want to say. You are so beautiful and sexy in this dress ".

And Nilam ruffled her husband's hair, intending to hide the red tinge that ran through his cheek. Rayhan laughed faintly at that. What an adorable woman this is, her heart murmured.

Rayhan smiled again in light of the incident he had just been through. He looked at Nilam who was still sleeping peacefully. Then he decided to step outside towards the middle of his apartment. While opening the screen of his phone, and sending photos of Syailendra and Nilam and also photos of the three of them. Family doctor Kamal Zachary.

It is currently in London at two in the morning, which means nine in the afternoon in Indonesia. Busy hours ... so no one responds to his message in WhatsApp group. Rayhan decided to make a video call through WAG. And succeed....

" No work, sister.". ", the voice of a sweet girl with a grumbling face. He's Anggita, Rayhan's sister

" What's up ? Brother wants the same operation papa ", said another woman who looks busy wearing a mask, she is the doctor Sarah Rayhan's sister. Next to him was the figure of doctor Kamal Rayhan's father, who then waved at his son.

" What's important, son?", asked the beautiful and elegant woman who looked like she was in the car. She was Kamal's mistress, Rayhan's mother.

" Okay. Just one minute.... After this, look at the photos in the group. I invite you all to my S2 graduation. Must come.. Take time for me. I have prepared a reservation for everyone. Anyway must come. okay... bye ... ". And without waiting for an answer from everyone, Rayhan immediately ended the call.

Rayhan breathed a sigh of relief as he ended his call. He deliberately did not mention about the child and wife who had just been with him back. Because he had written it at length along with the submission of photos about them.

His name is Syailendra Thoriq Zachary, age five. He's my son, the son I found back with his mother.

Rayhan caption on photos of Alend who looks cheerful and laughs loosely. There is also a photo with him, showing a very dominant resemblance. It is different in color of the pair of eyes. Because Alend inherited a gray color like twilight in the rain that belonged to his mother.

This woman is my heavenly angel.I rediscovered it because of endless prayer. Nothing has changed with his love. He's holding out for me.

And that is the caption for the photo of Nilam who looks very beautiful with his maroon red dress on Syailendra's birthday. Candid camera .

Family ...

The last caption for Rayhan's own photo that hugs Nilam who is holding Alend.

' We beg your blessing '