
"I still struggle with how I feel about you but I'm sure I can love you sincerely. With the passage of time, with the many togethernesses we've been through together, I'm sure I can love you"
"In the meantime, I will never betray you. I would never leave you. Even if you ask me a thousand times to leave, I also have a thousand reasons to stay by your side"
"We're married, ma. And for me that marriage is once in a lifetime."
Those words repeatedly encoded in Maura's head. Like music playing over and over again and making her slowly open her eyes.
The hospital's distinctive smell, and white walls awaken Maura's consciousness to immediately recall what had happened.
"She's mind...!"
The call made her smile and slowly turned her head towards the source of the voice.
A loving face greeted him.
"Lord...!" call Maura slowly.
Gerald stepped closer to the bed where Maura was lying.
"Thank God you're sober." Gerald said with a relieved face.
"I'm in the hospital?"
"Yes baby, you had an accident near the airport. Luckily, your helmet is well-mounted and protects your head. But your right hand is broken so it must be operated and casted" said Gerald while pointing at Maura's hand.
"I chased after Ben, but Ben was gone papa" Maura's cry broke as she recalled the incident that night.
Gerald stroked his daughter's head "You will definitely meet her again. Believe me, if you two love each other there's a way to be together again"
"I'm stupid, papa. It's so stupid that it threw away a man as good as Ben in my life"
"All this is a learning process for your life to be better." Gerald wiped away his daughter's tears "All you have to do now is get yourself healthy again"
Maura nodded. He felt pain all over his body at the moment. The most painful thing was losing Ben.
Maura will fight to get Ben back. He will look for Ben everywhere and apologize for everything he has done.
Maura's strong spirit in order to meet Ben again made him recover quickly and allowed to go home even with his hands still giped.
Alicia came to visit for 2 times when Maura was in the hospital. But when Maura asks about Ben, Alicia has no idea.
"Mommy doesn't know either, baby. Ben has never left without saying goodbye. Mommy is just as agitated as you are. Ben just told me through Mr. Leo, that he'd be fine. And going home is the right time" said Alicia with a sad face.
Maura harbored a deep longing. Every day he even always prayed that Ben's whereabouts could soon be known.
*********
Today Faith decided to go to her husband's office. 2 weeks ago Opa Daren died and Faith knows that Ezekiel was so devastated by his opanya's death.
She was also happy that Rachel was with her. The two of them have cooked Joe and Ezekiel's favorite dishes so they can have lunch together in the office dear.
"Darling, I'm glad you came!" Ezekiel hugged his wife.
"I know you're sad. That's why I came to bring you your lunch. Rachel and Joe are having lunch in Joe's room"
Faith let go of her embrace and arranged for lunch under her. They also had lunch together.
After lunch, Rachel and Joe come to Ezekiel's room.
"We're going home now?" ask Rachel
Faith who was cleaning the table nodded.
The sound of knocking on the door, shifted their sights towards the door. Thomas, Ezekiel's secretary opened the door and bowed respectfully towards them.
"Sir, in the lobby there is Miss Maura Belinda, she said she wants to meet with Mr. Ezekiel"
Ezekiel frowned "Maura Belinda?"
"Darling, that's Maura. His wife Ben" Faith said in surprise.
"Please let him in!" Ezekiel.
Thomas nodded and immediately left the room.
Soon, Maura entered with her hands still plastered.
"Maura...!" Faith immediately greeted him with a warm embrace. "I'm sorry I didn't get to see you in the hospital"
"Nothing Faith. I know you've been busy since Mr. Darren got sick until he died. I am sorry, yes "Maura smiled bitterly.
Faith nodded then took Maura to sit on the sofa. Others do the same.
"Can we help you?" ask Ezekiel.
"Please help me find where Ben is"
Faith deeply moved. He held onto Maura's ungipped hand. Gives a soft squeeze there.
"I'm.I miss him a lot. I want to meet him." said Maura without being able to hold back her tears.
"We don't know where Ben is either. The phone is inactive. And he never told us at all" Ezekiel said.
"Ben told me once that Ezekiel and Joe had the power to track people down. You have great people who are very masterful of various advanced tools" Maura said as she wiped away her tears.
"Tante Alicia's been asking us to find Ben. But he is very difficult to trace. He never even used his credit card. All I know is that the day before Ben's disappearance, he took a sizable sum of cash in his account" Joe said with a sorry face.
"Please try again to track her whereabouts. Who knew he had already used his credit card" Maura said with a face so hopeful.
"We will definitely try Maura. You relax. Ben will be found. Now all you have to do is heal your hands first" Faith said.
Maura nodded "Alright. Then I go home first" said Maura. He greeted everyone in the room before leaving Ezekiel's room.
Rachel looked at Joe"Darling, can't you trace Ben's whereabouts? You can hack into various security systems so you can tell that if Ben doesn't use his credit card, he'll use his passport to travel, his face will be everywhere. You're very good at hacking CCTV"
"Of course I can do it even though it's actually a tough task considering how many jobs there are in this office. But baby, if Ben goes this way, it means he doesn't want to be bothered. We have to respect his decision" said Joe trying to give understanding to his wife.
"Yes. We have to respect Ben's decision. This is a lesson for Maura. Do not just believe in others while her own husband does not believe" continued Ezekiel while leaning on the sofa.
Faith looked at her husband with a slight glare at "Eze, why don't you and Joe seem willing to help? Ben is our best friend, meaning Maura is also our best friend. They are two people who love each other but are very selfish. That's why we have to help them. Don't give Joe any assignment from today until he finds out where Ben is."
"Darling...!" there was a tone of protest from Ezekiel's voice.
"I'll sleep in Caleb and Chloe's room as long as you haven't found where Ben is" Faith said in a stern tone.
"Yes. I'll sleep in Joel's room before Ben's found" Rachel said. He looked at Faith "Come brother-in-law!"
The two beautiful women immediately came out of Ezekiel's room.
"Joe, quickly find Ben's whereabouts.I don't want to sleep alone for weeks" Ezekiel ordered.
"Good Boss! You're the only one who doesn't sleep alone!" joe said as he scratched his non-itchy head.
**********
The night wind blew Maura's hair. He was standing on the Thames River. The gypsum in his hand was removed so that both hands were now freely holding the iron fence.
It had been a week since he came to Ezekiel's office. There is no word yet on Ben's whereabouts. And that means that Maura has had 3 months of deep longing for Ben. He lives in Ben's apartment. Because by staying there, he can still touch Ben's belongings, holding him tightly just as he hugs Ben's body which always carries warmth.
I don't know how many emails Maura sent Ben. But none of them Ben read.
And this Thames river is a place that always longs to be visited by him because this is where they first met.
Hp Maura rings. He was happy because it was a call from Faith.
"Maura, we've found where Ben is"
Maura's heart immediately beat rapidly. His eyes were even very teary.
"really? Where is she?" maura asked impatiently.
"He's in New York"
"I'll be gone in the morning. Thank you Faith"
"I'll send you the address. Yea..."
Maura immediately ran to Ben's apartment with a burning spirit. His longing, making him impatient to immediately set foot in New York tomorrow. He took a picture of Ben on the table. He kissed her with tears.
Ben.. I'll do anything as long as you forgive me....
At the Thomson residence...
Joe, Rachel and Ezekiel looked at Faith who had just called Maura.
"Why don't you tell me the truth?" ask Rachel.
Faith sat down with a sad face "The voice was so happy. I can't bear to"
"He would be heartbroken if he saw Ben was not alone there" Ezekiel said.
Faith speechless. Heart asked. Is that how fast Ben forgot Maura?
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