My best friend my husband

Chaptre 65.Give me a chance

I walked into the car to the hotel. Arriving in the room, I daydreamed looking at the window of the room which was treated to a spectacular view.

But, not with my heart and atmosphere at the moment. I closed my eyes while exhaling violently.

Thinking of events that didn't last long, was this my fate line?

It makes me nervous, disappointed, frustrated and emotional. He really wanted me to go.

"O, ileon. Nae insaeng - eun eolmana bogjabhabnida. Aghwadoego issseubnikka? Naneun igeos - eul wonhaji anhgo geuleul nog - nae pallo dol - aol su issseubnida. Geuneun ije wanjeonhi bakkwieossgo deo isang naleul wonhaji anhseubnida. Igeos-i naega aneun Dara-ibnikka? Ileon, jigeum-eun andoui hansum-eul swil su eobs-seubnida. naega geuleul seutokinghanji 2 il-i jinassneunde igeos-i naega eod-eun gyeolgwa? Jong Ru, uli sa-eob-eun kkeutnaji anh-assseubnida. Dangsin-i je anaeleul joh-ahandaneun geon aljiman geunyeoneun yeojeonhi je anaeibnida." I said as I walked into the room to clean myself up.

(Oh, god. How complicated my life is. Why is it getting worse? I don't want this, make her melt and go back into my arms. She's completely changed now, she doesn't want me anymore. Is this really the Dara I know? God, I can't breathe with relief right now. I've been stalking him for 2 days, and this is the result I got? Jong Ru, our business is not finished. I'm just getting started. I know you like my wife, but she's still mine.)

***

At night, I sent a message to Jong Ru.

[정말 원하세요? 그는 내 것이고 내 보물입니다. 내 물건을 다른 물건으로 대체 할 수있는 것은 없습니다. 내가 먼저 가져 왔어, 넌 나 한테서 가져 가려고하지도 마. 아니면 당신의 삶은 내 것입니다.]

I sent him a message in Hangul or Korean.

(Jeongmal wonhaseyo? geuneun nae geos-igo nae bomul-ibnida. Nae mulgeon-eul daleun mulgeon-eulo daeche hal su-issneun geos-eun eobs-seubnida. Naega meonjeo gajyeo wass-eo, neon and hanteseo gajyeo galyeogohajido ma. Animyeon dangsin - ui salm - eun nae geos - ibnida.)

(Do you really want it? He's mine, he's my valuables. No one can replace my stuff with anything else. I got it first, you don't try to take it from me. Or your life is in my hands.)

Pingy!

I opened the message that got a reply from Jong Ru.

[? . ? ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ?]

I snorted annoyedly getting that reply from him.

(Ani, museun soli huh? Ibwa, ulin sachon. Naega eotteohge dangsin - egeseo Dara - eul ppaeas - eul su issseubnikka? Geujeo wilohaneungeoya wae ileoni?)

(No, what are you talking about? Hey, we're cousins. Where could I take Dara from you. I'm just comforting her, you're why this, ha?)

'What does he mean to entertain?' my inner.

I took the car keys to meet Jong Ru to the hotel rather to her room.

***

Arriving there, I knocked on the door of his room in a hurry. A lot of people look at me in wonder, but I don't care.

Chequek!

"Who?"

"Ibwa, gaejasig, himnae lani museun soli huh? Dangsin - eun geuleul gyeoglyeo hal jagyeog - i eobs - seubnida. Naneun geuleul gyeoglyeo hal jagyeog-iissneun salam-ibnida!" I snapped at him and pushed his body into the room and closed the door.

(Hey, kepa***, what do you mean cheer him up? You don't deserve to comfort her, I'm the one who deserves to comfort her!)

Jong Ru ruffled her waist while licking her lips looking at me who was looking at her with a look of horror.

"Ibwa, geuneun yagi hal chinguga pil - yohae. I munjeneun geuga honja innaehagiga maeu eolyeowossseubnida. dangsin-i jib-eseo geuleul jjoch-a naess-eul ttae geuneun yeol-inassseubnida. Naega geuleul jal dolbol suneun. Geuleona geuneun hunsang gotong sog-eseo dangsin-ui ileum-eul malhaessseubnida. The dangsin - eun geuleohge neukkiji anhseubnikka? Ibwa, neomu maldo. Ulineun deo isang gabs bissan chaleul nohgo ssauneun aideul-i anibnida. Geugeo al-a?" jong Ru is long.

(Hey, he needs a friend to confide in. This matter was very hard for him to shoulder on his own. You know, he had a fever when you kicked him out of the house. Even though I can't take good care of him. But, he always mentioned your name on the sidelines in pain. Don't you feel that? Hey, don't be prejudiced. We are not children anymore who are fighting over expensive cars. You know that?)

I grieve, it's not easy to trust Jong Ru to be in this situation.

"Naneun dangsin - i geojismal jaeng - iinji annji moleugessseubnida. Naneun ttohan Dara - e daehan dangsin - ui taedo - e nollassseubnida. Jeongmal. Naega soyuhago issgi ttaemun - e nae mulgeon - eul gajyeogal geos - ibnida. Dangsin-i anieyo station. Geuleomeulo geuleul meollihaibsio. Daleun yeojawa dangsin - ui salang - eul chaj - eusibsio. Geuleona nae geos-i anila, geunyeoneun nae geos-igo, geunyeoneun nae bomul-ibnida, Dara. Dara - eul daleun yeojalo daeche thing su issdago saeng - gaghaseyo? Ani, Jong Ru il su eobs. Geuwa gat-eun jang-eissneun yeojawaui dalkomhan chueog-eul nugungaga ijneun geos-eun maeu eolyeobdaneun geos-eul ihaehasibsio. Ihaehae?" I turned around and opened the door and left the hotel he was staying at.

(I don't know if you're a liar or not. I'm also surprised by your attitude towards Dara. I'm jealous, very. I'll take my stuff, 'cause I own it. Not with you. And from that, stay away from him. Go find your love with another woman, but not with my woman, she's mine, she's my valuables, Dara. You think you can replace Dara with another woman? No, it can't be Jong Ru. Understand, it is very difficult for someone to forget the sweet memories with the woman who was in 1 roof with him. Youunderstand?)

****

Arriving at the destination, in front of Dara's house. I walked up to her door and knocked on the catu door.

Tok ... tok ....

Chequek!

Dara looked at me in great surprise. He was about to close the door again, but I held him off.

"Give me one more chance, I will change everything. Tara, honey. I'm sorry, come back to me, please. I don't like seeing you hanging out with my cousin. I was very jealous and angry seeing you easily laugh out loud and smile in front of him."

"Then? Should I feel sorry for you? No, my heart has hardened. Don't you cut this wound again."

"I've never cut you, Dara. You were before. Since that incident, you have lived in your brother, right? Then you also invite us to part. Brother had refined, but you stubbornly asked for it"

I sit in front of him.

(Give me another chance, I'll change everything. Dara, honey. I'm sorry, come back to me, please. I don't like to see you walk with my cousin. I was so jealous and angry to see you so easily laughing and smiling in front of him.)

(Then? Should I feel sorry for you? No, my heart has hardened. Don't you incline this wound again.)

(I've never inflicted a wound on you, Dara. You before. Ever since that incident, you've been living in brother's house, right? Then you also invite us to separate. Brother had refused, but you stubbornly asked for it.)

"I had time to think in your way at that time, I who was already emotional can only follow my anger. I'm afraid to make you hurt, but whatever, if you continue to be by my side in this condition I also feel bad. You know, I miss you so much. Missing our memories together, why are you doing this to me Dara, why? I feel so guilty for not being able to take care of you and be responsible for you." I cried in front of Adnan with a slight sob. I poured everything in front of him.

(I had time to think in the way you were, I who had been emotional can only follow my anger. I'm afraid of getting you hurt, but whatever, if you continue to be by my side in this condition I also feel bad. You know, I miss you so much. Losing our memories together, why are you doing this to me Dara, why? Aki feels very guilty for not being able to take care of you and being responsible for you.)

****

Don't let it cry, yeah. Enough of me.