My best friend my husband

Chaptre 64.Let's Go Home

I got out of the car as Dara walked towards her bike. I blocked his left arm so that his steps stopped and looked back.

"Delivery."

Dara rebelled in my grasp, I did not take the grip off her hand and chose to carry it into my arms.

"Come, we go home, we make a story from scratch."

I inhaled the scent of his body that I missed so much.

"Go back."

My lips quivered saying that word, Dara did not return her embrace at all.

"Go, my life is calm now."

I let go of his embrace while holding both of his shoulders and looking into his eyes sharply.

"Don't you miss me, honey? I'm really tormented by this situation. It hurts so much, I'm waiting tormented in this situation. Don't you feel it? Have you forgotten our memories first? You love my cousin? You hate, Dara? Do you really want us to part soner?!" I screamed in frustration in front of Dara

(Don't you miss me, baby? I am really tormented by this. It hurts so much, I am looking forward to being tormented in this situation. Don't you feel it? Have you forgotten our memories? You love my cousin? You hate, Dara? Do you really want us to part ways sooner?!)

"Why are you silent? Why are you looking at me like that? Please answer my question."

"I never loved Jong Ru-your distant cousin. You don't slander me like this. Don't talk about things that are impossible and have happened."

"Impossible things? What's impossible, Dara? This already happened, Jong Ru always took you into his car."

(Why are you quiet? Why are you looking at me like that? Please answer my question.)

(I've never loved Jong Ru-your distant cousin. You don't slander me like this. Don't talk about the impossible or the never happened)

(The impossible thing? What's impossible, Dara? This has happened, Jong Ru always takes you into his car.)

Dara rounded her eyes. Maybe he didn't believe what I said.

"Why? Are you surprised? Yes, I've been following you guys, I'm worried about your situation. I miss you so much, everything in you, Dara . You changed's. You changed in front of me and laughed wildly in front of Jong Ru."

"I changed because of all your doing, Azlan!"

(Why? You surprised? Yeah, I've been following you all along, I'm worried about your situation. I miss you so much, everything in you, Dara. You're changing. You changed in front of me and laughed loosely in front of Jong Ru.)

(I changed because it was you, Reyndad!)

I was surprised by Dara's words accompanied by a shout. Her tears are falling in front of me.

I raised my hand to wipe away the tears on her cheek, but was brushed aside violently by Dara .

"Can money fulfill everything? No, Dara money can't cure everything. Money can't heal the rounds we've made together."

"Yes, I am the cause. Can you get out of here right now?"

(I don't like Jong Ru, do you understand that? I went to California, it was taken by my best friend. Lectured here. So, don't ever take my life away again, don't ever bother me again. Find a better, more beautiful, more mature and smarter woman than me. You are rich and handsome, it is easy for you to find what you want in this world.)

(Will money fulfill everything? No Dara, money can't treat everything. Money cannot heal the wounds we have inflicted together.)

(Yes, I'm the cause. Can you get out of here right now? )

I shook my head in a sign I could no longer stay away from him. I walked away step by step and carried himself into my arms.

Dara rebelled and beat my chest brutally, but I held back. This is not what I wanted, but a reply from him.

I endured the pain in my chest from his actions, but this was not worth how angry I was with myself.

How disappointed I was with Dara, until I first felt that my breath and pulse seemed to stop.

"You know, you had wanted to commit suicide when you and my dad couldn't find you there. I had scratches on my body, because I was too frustrated when you really disappeared in 1 year. I almost gave up on the world, but mama, mother and love strengthened me. I also intend to depend on myself when you are missing for 1 year and 3 months. But, I thought again, before your corpse is really in front of me, I won't believe in your death or losing you in my world," I said while holding back sobs.

(You know, you wanted to commit suicide when you and your dad couldn't find you there. I had a chance to scratch the wound on my body, because I was too frustrated when you were completely gone in 1 year. I almost gave up on the world, but my mother, mother and Love strengthened me. I also intend to hang myself when you are missing for 1 year and 3 months. But, I went back to thinking, before your corpse was really in front of me, I wouldn't believe in your death or your loss in my world.)

I tightened my arms to Dara even though she still hasn't reciprocated all my treatment.

"I feel that my life spirit has died. He doesn't exist in this world. I thought that you went to Korea, but you didn't. I love my heart without being as passionate as it used to be, when I looked at your peaceful face while sleeping, looked at the beauty of your hazel brownie beads, and looked at your hazel brownie beads, the smile from your lips, prepared me breakfast, bath water, when I came home from work and time with you. Europhia seemed to have been swallowed up by a very short time for me."

(I feel that my spirit has died. He is not in this world. I thought that you went to Korea, apparently not. I opened my heart without any excitement, when I first looked at your peaceful face while asleep, looking at the beauty of your hazel brownie bead, the smile from your lips, preparing me for breakfast, water for a bath, when I go home to work and spend time with you. The Europhia seemed to have been swallowed by a very short time for me.)

I let go of my embrace to him. He looked at his face that had been soaked by his own tears.

I was too.

"Why are you living like this? I married you not out of pity, I feel something different in me up until now. Wh why? You did this, huh? I was really frustrated and disappointed in myself" I said in a low tone.

"Go, we are destined to be together. But, that was before. Now, I don't want to feel life with you anymore. You have so long to find another woman."

I shook my head in disbelief and disagreed with Dara's request

His heart was really hard as a rock now. His nature was cold, he turned one hundred and eighty degrees.

Dara let go of my hand that touched her shoulder and then walked towards her bike leaving you still in a dilemma.

'Jeongmal dangsin-ieyo, Dara? dangsin - eun byeonhaessjiman deoug saag haejyeossseubnida. Meonjeo dangsin-i geuliwoyo, dangsin-ui salangseuleoun bonseong, dangsin-ui miseongsug han haengdong, geuligo jege mangchin geos gat-eun dangsin-ui mall. Dara - eun eodi issseubnikka? how about eodie iss-eossseubnikka? Naneun yes dangsin - eul ilh - eossseubnida. Ileojima. Jib-e waseo na-ege. Manh - eun salamdeul - i jigeumkaji dangsin - ui dochaggwa jonjaeleul nohchyeossseubnida. Yeoleobun, geuliwoy. Dara, nan jeongmal neo sesang - eul mid - eul suga eobs - eo. Jan-inhaessgo nae momgwa ma-eum-i apeugo gotong seuleowossseubnida.' I stared at his disappearance until the tiny back I had always missed completely vanished from my sight.

(Is this really you, Dara? You've changed, but you've become more evil. I miss you first, your adorable nature, your immature mannerisms and your spoiled talk to me. Where are you Dara? Where were you then? I lost the old you. Don't be like this, please. Go home and come back to me. Many people have longed for your arrival and presence until now. Everyone, I miss that. Dara, I really can't trust you and the world. Truly cruel, painful and torturing my mind and body.)