
After lunch, we returned immediately. Jacob walked with his innocent face while my face was red from earlier. I let out an aura of hostility and was ready for battle. I swear I was very upset with his attitude. I don't care even if he's my boss.
We went in, I saw Jacob like he was giving Thea a code with his eyes.
Thea looked clumsy and awkward, "Ah, I'm out for coffee for a minute" she said with a forced smile. He turned around and came back out in a hurry.
I'm heading to my desk. In my head right now there are a lot of swear sentences that I want to make on him.
How could he do that in public and in front of my own lover.
There was a long silence between us. I pretended to be busy.
I looked from the corner of my eye, Jacob was walking towards me.
I looked up at him who was currently standing looming in front of my desk.
He looked me in the eyes for a long time, then his eyes turned sad.
I wanted to be angry with him, but after seeing the look on his own face, all the swear words that were in my brain disappeared, evaporating somewhere. Damn, just in the face of him my heart is no longer because it feels.
"Linda. L'm... " He's shaking. "What if we could go to the past? Which part do you want to fix?"
Which part?
Why did he ask a question that made me remember that time again. A time when I was very happy was also a time when I was very hurt. A time when I hated myself so much that it was so helpless. A time when circumstances forced me to hurt the man I loved so much.
"I want to go back to June 2016, when Sian invited me to move into the house. I want to get through that and not meet you at all."
That way, maybe I'll go through my beautiful, quiet college days, without the complicated romance issues that hurt me.
I realized, My words just now would definitely hurt her once more.
I don't want to get stuck with the love of the past. If I show a little weakness now, maybe he'll make fun of me.
He closed his eyes. His lips smiled widely.
When those eyes opened again, he immediately looked at me sharply.
He's walking closer. Our distance is only a step now. His face looked darker and somber. The alarms sounded in my brain.
I stood up, shook my head, and turned away. It's not good for my heart to be in the same room just alone with him like this.
Jacob caught my stomach. He hugged me from behind and rubbed his face on my nape. My whole body stiffened. My breath is so tight. I'm sure she could hear and feel the loud throbbing inside my chest.
"I want us to do this again. I want us to feel it again" he whispered in my ear. "I want you, Linda."
His words almost tempted me, but the shadow of Max's face suddenly flashed inside my head.
I struggled, trying to escape. I got off.No. It was not me who managed to escape, but he who let me go.
"Jacob! Now I have a boyfriend, and you're getting married. Our circumstances are different now." I took a few steps back from him.
He seemed to open his mouth to answer, but I chose to leave. The longer I'm with her, the worse it will be for my heart. He'll always have a way to keep me here. I was afraid I could not control my feelings.
He pulled my hand again, then pulled me over the wall. One hand on my back. One more hand pulled my hair. She pulled my hair until I looked up at her. "What if you didn't betray me, Linda? What if you didn't have an affair with Peter? What if we were together?" his hiss in my ear. I was afraid, emotions clearly sounded from his tone of speech.
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There was a greeting from Jacob's crossbar who was again angry and sad.