
It's been two months since that incident, I still haven't been able to contact her until now.
During these two months Sian and Niel were the two people who never stopped comforting me, they felt sorry for me who was always this moody. Niel felt guilty for me after knowing he was one of the causes of the misunderstanding between me and Jacob. He always apologized.
Sian always takes me to parties or clubs that he thinks are exciting. Even though I didn't enjoy it, I stayed with Sian because I appreciated his efforts.
Last I heard from Thea that Jacob has now completely taken over his father's job so he's very busy, because his father is still in a state of severe pain that will either be healed as usual again or not only God knows. Since his father had a heart attack at that time, he was conscious but could not move normally anymore aka stroke we used to say.
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Right now we are having a small party, we are having a BBQ at home. There were only us the residents of the house there were also Stevan and Neal of course.
Jasen, he was playing his guitar and then playing a melow song whose lyrics slightly offended me.
Everyone was now staring at him with glaring eyes.
" who... Whos... Whos... What's wrong with me, why are you all glaring at me like that? You guys are so creepy, "he said in wonder. Jasen is the only one who doesn't know my problem. He's not very sensitive.
" Silent guys. I'm fine, "I said with a smile.
" linda. Come here " said Thea. I who was burning meat approached, then gave a stamp to Jasen. He resignedly accepted it and replaced my duty of burning meat.
I sat next to Thea. " Linda, I heard from my father. Later this year Jacob will return home to celebrate Christmas and the new year at his Kent home. " I frowned because I still did not understand the direction of this conversation.
" Kent is my hometown too, "Continue Thea again. " Let's go on vacation in my hometown. I heard Jacob's mom is going to have a big birthday party this year, she's inviting a lot of people. "
" Yes, I really want to of course, "I said with enthusiasm and sparkling eyes.
" Well, if so, the year-end holiday we will go to Thea's house" said Sian also no less enthusiastic than me.
" Stevan and I, we'll catch up after we finish the year-end work "Neal chimed in. Stevan and Neal were on an internship in their third year of college.
" Later I'll help you explain the misunderstanding about us. " Neal still feels guilty about me.
" I can come too, can you ? " jasen said chimed in, although he was not sitting near us but his ears were sharp to hear our conversation that was a good distance away from him.
" No! You just accompany your mom to church and celebrate Christmas at home, "said Sian slightly tightening her voice.
" You're so mean, "whimper Jasen.
Everyone laughed when they heard it.
I took a deep breath, I was nervous as it were.
I can't wait to go to where Jacob is. Just imagining it, my smile had already grown. I miss him so much.
I picked up Jasen's guitar, which happened to be next to me, and then I sang another one that I've been listening to a lot these days when I miss him.
All I hear is raindrops
All I hear is rain
Falling on the rooftop
Falling on the roof
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
Oh, love, tell me why you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
Because of the injuries I don't think this is leaving
And today I'm officially missing you
And today I really miss you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
I thought from this heartache, I could run
But I've fronted long enough to know
But I tried long enough to know
There ain't no way
There's no road
And today, I'm officially missing you
And today, I really miss you
Oohs...
Can't nobody do it like you
No one can do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
All that stuck in my mind
And I'm officially
And I really
All I do is lay around
All I do is sleep
Two years full of tears
Two years of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Because look at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
A week ago you were my lover
Now I don't even know you at all
Now I don't know you at all
I don't know you at all
I don't know you at all
I wish that you would call me right now
I hope you'll call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
So you can understand me
But I guess it's safe to say, baby
But I guess it's okay to say, love
Safe to say that I'm officially missing you
It's okay to say that I really miss you
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
I thought I could easily forget you, my love
But I see there's something I just can't do
But I know there's something I can't do
From the way you would hold me
From the way you've grabbed me
To the sweet things you told me
Until the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
I can't find a way to let you go
It's official
Really
Hoo.you know that I'm missing you, yeah, yeah
Hoo... You know that I miss you
All I hear is raindrops, ooh, yeah
All I hear is rain drops
And I'm officially missing you
And I really miss you
**Tamia, I'm officially Missing you**
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