My Beloved Turns out to be Young Master

Fill Linda's heart

Since the party, Niel and I got closer, we often went for a walk together. I don't know I kind of found a soulmate. I felt like we were a good fit, and Niel knew about me not wanting to be in a relationship with any man in the meantime. I told her about it when she asked me to be her lover. I rejected her and she wanted to understand my feelings at the moment, but even so we stayed close. She was a good listener to me, I always told her about everything.

Regarding Jacob, Niel also knew about it. Although sometimes his eyes look disappointed when I tell him about it.

Jacob and I, our relationship is still the same. I don't know what to call it. She's not my lover. But if we say only friends, our relationship is more than that. Sometimes in the middle of the night he would come sneaking into my room. Can I call this friends with benefits or just s*ex partners? I don't know. Because until now he's always claimed that I belong to him. I don't want to take that dizzy.

Then, about how I feel about Jacob. I am also confused myself. Sian says I love her, because I've been jealous a few times since I saw the girls who approached Jacob. But I'm still stubbornly unwilling to admit that.

I'm self-conscious, too high a wall divider between us. I've been imagining it, how complicated it would be if I had a serious relationship with Jacob. His noble family was already made sure it was impossible to accept an ordinary girl like me.

One more reason I don't want to be in a relationship is also because after graduating from college later I can go home and not come back to this country, I have not thought of living here. Pity my mom and dad if I keep living away from them, they only have me. Who will look after them if not me.

My original plan to go abroad was just to gain knowledge and seek life experience and have a little fun of course. I don't want to be involved in a complicated relationship. Just go through everything in sight. And Niel he's the second person who knows my thoughts other than Sian.

Actually, Sian was always lecturing me, he always said 'don't worry too much about all Linda. We just enjoy everything in plain sight as long as it doesn't put us in jail.'

Yes I do enjoy this all, but I stick to my stance to not be tied to an official relationship called courtship. Just so you know if you have been claimed to be someone's girlfriend, all your movements will be limited by the person called the boyfriend. Everything should be talked about even friends or close to others should be your partner's permission. That's what I've seen all along. That's why I prefer to live free and single, whether until when I don't know, maybe until later if there is a man who really makes me subjugate to him. Because I still want to be free to make friends and connect with anyone I want, with no one to restrain me.

Speaking of Jacob, I haven't seen him in weeks. Thea says Jacob's father is sick, so Jacob has to handle all the abandoned work. It cannot be denied that longing is in my heart, maybe my body that is used to feeling a little lost or indeed I have begun to get used to our closeness.

It just so happened that I was on guard duty in the area and there was one young man who was drunk, because I found him so I had to evacuate him, take him out of the club. The drunken man refused to come out and my face was hit by his fist to the point that my nose was bleeding. That same night I resigned crying, I was knocked and I was so scared.

Now that I was relaxing sleeping in Sian's room, she was preparing to leave with her lover.

"I'm leaving yeah, don't forget to lock my bedroom door when you're gone." I held up the thumb sign in agreement.

"Run your life the way you want it, bring Linda happy, too" Sian said before leaving.

I was in his room, thinking about everything that had happened to me all this time.

After a long time of thinking, I went out and locked the door of the room according to the message. I looked at the door of the room not far from Sian's room, it was Jacob's room. Still no sign of life there. He still hasn't come home yet.

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