
It's day, but it's night, it's sunny, but it's cloudy, this gray heart is frozen, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, when I saw the woman of my dreams was now beside someone else. I can only be quiet for now.
"What about mom, shouldn't we just keep going on with my wedding?" Ask Arsyaf.
I want to rebel, I want to tell the truth. That I am Arshad, that I am the one who should be with Intan, I am the one who deserves it, but I can only be silent, silent to see my happiness taken by my own sister.
"Mother may still be in shock, if you later realize you still see father, so you should go father, grandfather and grandmother who accompany Arsyad, however Arsyad is right, he must continue to continue his wedding" I said.
I tried to speak as calmly as I could, but I also wanted to make an excuse for not seeing the wedding in person. I have no power, neither can my heart.
"Arsyaf is right, this is also your son's wedding, and Elis' condition is not ready to accept your presence, sir" Grandfather supported my plan.
Dad kept staring at me, a few times he still had time to wipe his tears with his shirt sleeves. Then nod.
"Dad put mommy first son, make sure mom calm down after waking up" said dad before leaving me and mom at home.
"Dad not to worry" I tried to smile, showing that I was fine.
"Okay, son, we'll go first, we'll be back in the afternoon"
"Good cake"
Father's eyes continue to be on mother, he was like not satisfied to take off his longing, ah I became filled myself to see the gaze of father for mother, lucky mother, loved ones are now still owned completely, all, they just need time to get back to what they used to be. As for me, before I had Intan she was already owned by my own sister, how now I have to string my life together, I was too busy bringing father and mother together, but I never thought it would happen like this either.
"Mother, good mother?"
My daydreams broke when my mother's hand suddenly moved to hold her head, she had regained consciousness.
"Mother's having nightmares, son" said the mother.
"Nightmare?" I helped mom sit down like a regular on the couch.
"Mother dreamed someone was coming, and she wanted to take you away from me"
"But the dream was really real, the guy came, he was at the door, and he, he..."
"It's mom, there's nothing" I keep trying to keep mom calm.
"Is there really nothing, son, then why are you in this couch?" She looked around, then held her head back.
"Maybe mom is tired, and mom is asleep on the couch" I'm starting to get confused as to what to answer.
"Mother fell asleep on a couch?" Mother began to remember what happened that just happened to her, I just pray that I think the incident was really a dream.
"Oh my God, I just remember now, shouldn't you be at your wedding and Intan's, why do you stay here, just wait a minute I want to justify mother's clothes first"
My do'a was granted, I really thought it was just a dream, but after hearing what I remembered was a marriage, my heart immediately beat. Ah what should I do now.
"Mom, mom, wait, mom seems to be tired, you don't have to go there, you just rest"
"No-no, you're how, it's your wedding with Intan, how you're not there"
"Yes, Arsyad knows mom, but the condition of the mother is not healthy, Arsyad does not want the mother why-why again"
I tried to prevent mom as much as possible, hoping that mom would not be present until the show was over, if mom saw dad there it would all be back to chaos.
"No! You're the bride, too, why are you here, son, let's get you ready, let's go"
"Mother, I wait! Let Arsyad go alone mom, mom rest, mom must still be tired because it takes care of the event?"
"Ah it's okay, let's go, you don't have to argue anymore"
Mother pulled my arm, walked in haste, although I tried to hold her back but she still insisted on leaving.
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