Mommy Sugar

31. Juan and proposal

Juan lay down while looking up at the sky - the sky of the room. Then turn to the woman lying next to him, who is scrolling through social media. Social media of his idol.

"Sister." called Juan to make Nadira turn her head.

"Why?" nadira asked to see Juan speechless after calling him. "cuddle? here's deketan."

Actually Juan only called, but still approached Nadira because Nadira asked for it.

"So, I slept for a long time this afternoon." he lamented.

"Usually also your sleeping brother tetep cuddle."

Juan remained silent. Not wrong, Juan used to cuddle even though Nadira was in a sleepy state or even when Nadira was sleeping. But before the cuddle, Juan always asked Nadira for permission.

It is impossible for Juan to ask permission when Nadira sleeps, Juan will be permission before Nadira overslept.

"I asked my brother to bed for me" said Juan after a long silence.

Nadira almost forgot Juan's mom. When Juan was hospitalized, the beautiful woman asked Nadira to look after her child.

Nadira's confused. How can Mama Juan ask Nadira to take care of Juan after Nadira makes Juan drink wine. But Nadira did not bother and did not think about the reason.

Sometimes thinking of reasons for the actions of others will make Nadira's head hurt, so Nadira chose not to think about it.

"I was going to invite my brother to see Papah, but he was sleeping." Juan hugged Nadira, with his head resting on his chest.

The most comfortable position for Juan is when his head rests on Nadira's chest. Because Juan can listen to Nadira's breath and feel Nadira's heart beating.

"If you're kidding, don't bring the old man."

Nadira plays Juan's hair, and closes his phone screen because there is nothing interesting on his phone, there has been no new post Bryan.

"I'm serious, brother!" Juan lifted his head slightly and looked at Nadira. "mom also agreed I was looking at big brother, but wait to pass."

"Where if you pass sister already married?"

"Who's got a guy who's ngajak brother marriage?"

"Nothing. But who knows Bryan's got married."

"Basic singles!" maki Juan is upset. And back to Nadira's chest. "Bryan also will not want to marry his sister." he said.

Nadira could only laugh at Juan. It seems like Juan is very upset right now.

"Son't gonna chase Bryan until he dapet."

"Don't be shy, brother. I love my sister too. What's Ngarepin the Bryan?"

Nadira laughed more. And unconsciously kissed Juan's head, hugging the body of the man who was bigger than him.

"But mending you don't think of marriage, big brother this age just haven't thought of marriage."

"Eat him from now on you must think."

"Ngapain thought? the wedding made me dizzy to know!"

"Sir Dira's been married, huh?" ask Juan.

"Mending you to sleep, rather than talking about it."

"I can't sleep." Juan hugged Nadira tightly and secured his position. "i'm not ready to be left married to a sister, don't marry before I can sincerely sister?" her door.

"Yes, my sister will also not marry" cried Nadira.

"Sister should marry. Why don't you want to marry me, but you have to get married."

Nadira did not answer. And just talk in your heart. "can't we continue without getting married? you don't understand, Juandra. Marriage is just a nightmare for my sister." she said.

"Sister doesn't want to marry you, but brother doesn't want to marry you." Nadira spoke again in his heart. I don't know why Nadira feels unable to talk right now.

"So Dira must be pretty wearing a wedding dress."

Juan realized as close as they are now, in the end Nadira will meet the man who will later become the goal in his life.

Juan also realized Nadira's heart wasn't beating for him. Juan could feel it when Juan hugged him like he was today. But, Juan still hopes Nadira can reciprocate his feelings.

Juan doesn't know when that time comes, all Juan can do is wait. Like Jefri who waited for Nadira for years.

"I will be one of the people who wriggles big brother wearing a wedding dress, either as a bride or a witness." Juan was a little flabbergasted as he said his last sentence.

"I'd be happy if my sister was happy too."

Nadira sighed. "sister wouldn't marry unless you were married, so did ya?"

"So, no more entertaining little kids. Ish."

"You're a little boy to a sister, Juandra." Nadira ruffled Juan's hair.

Juan held Nadira's hand above his head and then held it. Juan did not mind Nadira considering him a child, in fact Nadira was older than Juan.

"Don't know?" Juan raised his face again and looked into Nadira's eyes. The two of them were already ordinary with such a close distance. Though less natural, but that's how they are.

"What's? don't be weird, I'll kick it."

"I love it when you call me Juandra."

Nadira gave no response, tired of hearing the word like out of Juan's mouth.