Mommy Sugar

27. Knowing Nadira

Nadira saw a gallery on his phone that somehow since when filled with photos of Juan selfie. Even Juan had time to take a selfie in the kitchen when it will help Nadira cook.

Nadira admitted Juan is handsome, his body is also quite good for the size of men. It's a pity that it's all covered by his super-manifest attitude.

Juan really can't sleep on his own. Juan even woke up in the middle of the night when Nadira was not in the room. At that time, Nadira just wanted to go to the kitchen to get a drink.

But despite being spoiled, Juan became one of the men allowed to enter Nadira's life. Before meeting Juan, no other man allowed Nadira into his life.

Nadira is not traumatized by ever being heartbroken by men, Nadira just does not like men entering her life. Because according to him there will be no men who sincerely love women.

Ah, naw. It may be true that Nadira was traumatized because the man and the man were her papa. But Nadira did not want to admit her trauma. Just admitting he is not ready to be tied down in a relationship.

Nadira is friendly and warm, but will turn cold when dealing with men. Not all men, only men who do not know how to appreciate Nadira who is a woman.

Nadira dislikes men who feel themselves great, feel most wanted and feel most needed. Especially men who consider women weak and cheap.

Sometimes Nadira does not understand how there are men who still say that women matre. When there are many men who cheat even though the money for his wife is not enough.

Moreover, papah Nadira, odd jobs, sometimes up to days do not give money for his children and his wife to eat, cheating pretenders. And use Nadira's money for the affair.

It is fitting that until now Nadira really hated his papah, even though Nadira's father had long died. Because Nadira still can not forget the actions of the papah.

Nadira not only got physical injuries from his papa, but his heart and mental were also injured. It is still a good thing Nadira did not lose her sanity and live well today.

"I'm a handsome guy over there?" Juan suddenly stood behind Nadira and noticed Nadira's cell phone which now displays his picture.

They were in the dining room. Nadira had wanted to cook noodles to eat, but suddenly lost the mood to cook and instead played his phone in the dining room.

Nadira closes her phone screen and turns to Juan. "do you here? don't you want to go home? why go back, heh?"

On his return home from the hospital, Juan received many incoming calls from his older brother who asked him to go home.

Juan tells Nadira his mom is in need of him, and Nadira thinks Juan won't be returning this soon to his home. Nadira even thought Juan would never come back again.

"Don't you like me here?" Juan put on a sad pretentious face. "when I hunted here, worried later brother kangen same me."

Every time she remembered the past, Nadira could not help but cry. Nadira is fine now, but the wound on the woman's heart still imprints even this second.

Nadira is not grateful for his life that is better, even better. But feeling the wounds of the past is not a matter of not being grateful, but because the wounds have not healed.

Basically, all wounds will not be painful after the wound heals. So too with Nadira's heart wound. Nadira will not feel pain if the wound heals.

"Eh? why is brother crying? big brother is moved I'm back until crying?" juan was confused.

Nadira shook his head. "sister does not cry. I don't know why suddenly my eyes have water. But I'm not crying."

His hand quickly swept away the tears as it did not want to look weak in front of Juan.

Juan felt pain when he saw Nadira crying. Nadira's eyes can't lie. As hard as Nadira hid it, Juan could see the sadness from Nadira's eyes.

"Son't haluninasi, I'm here for brother."

Nadira could not help but laugh at Juan who had missed out on confidence. "What the hell?"

"Yes, who knows if my brother thinks again hallucinations wriggling me here." said Juan. Not that Juan was too confident, but Juan said that so that Nadira did not dissolve in his sadness.

"Nhd!" Nadira returned to play mobile, but this time Nadira switched to his social media account.

The movement of Nadira's hand on the screen of his phone stopped when a hand hugged him from behind. "sister is not hallucination, I'm actually Juandra Adhiwijaya and I'm here for brother."

"Yes - yes, Juandra. You sit down."

"I hug big brother in a moment, brother misses me right?" Nadira did not agree, but also did not dodge. Nadira doesn't miss Juan because they've only been apart for a few hours, but Nadira needs Juan's embrace.

"No need to tell me anything, I'll try to be the biggest brother. Don't be sad for long, beautiful sister."

Juan confused Nadira suddenly crying. But after seeing Nadira's eyes, Juan knew that Nadira was not doing well. There was an inexplicable wound from Nadira's gaze.

Juan is not smart to calm women with speech, Juan can only give a hug.