
Marriage is not for the union of two hearts. Everything looks the same, nothing different. The newlyweds sleep cold friends in their respective rooms. That is how they are for a few days after the ijab-qobul is pledged.
Angga felt grateful for the decision taken by Budi. It will not hurt both sides. Now, all it takes is hard work and perseverance to get his memory back. The faster it is done, then he can also immediately break from the bond and live his own life.
"Come, we'll have breakfast!" Silvi walked closer towards Angga who was sitting on the side of the bed.
The girl helped the man to get into a wheelchair. A masculine scent entered his nose, making the heart beat faster. A scent of a man he first knew other than his father.
Strange indeed, all this time Silvi had never felt such a thing. He was also confused by what happened to him. The happy and ashamed feelings mix into one, making them flowers that bloom in the heart.
"Thank you" said Angga. He smiled at Silvi.
A smile that is common to Angga, but capable of thrilling Silvi's heart. A proper way to make a woman misbehave so unable to return the view. The little legs immediately carried the body behind the man, trying to hide his unusual taste.
Friction of the wheel with the floor accompanied Silvi's steps, bringing a feeling like never before. Flowers bloomed on every trace he left behind, evaporating a fused sweetness. A logic cannot interpret all of this.
If my marriage is the same as he really is, I am willing what and how his previous life, Silvi's mind. I don't know what makes the mind fight reality. Feelings of dispelling sanity.
Silvi immediately shook her head, realizing that what she was thinking was wrong. He should not be lulled, even drifting into his own imagination.
"Son Angga. Sorry if you always love you food like this," said Budi.
Rice with cassava leaf vegetables is the daily food of the family. There is no object as luxurious as rice presented on the table when hungry whack. Gratitude for His favor as the most delicious side dish in life.
Previously, the family could eat more decent than just cassava leaf vegetables. However, due to the cost of hospitals that are not small, now they have to save money. Silvi and Budi attempt to raise the money back.
"It's okay, sir. It's good too." Angga stuffed a spoonful of rice into the mouth. He does not sort out food as long as it still fits on the tongue.
Pleasure is created when not complaining about what is. Angga so animates every taste that goes into the mouth. There is nothing better than health. They finished breakfast without one meal left.
"Silvi, you're at home, take care of Angga. You go to the farm with Mom." Stand up and look at the child's face.
"But, Sir. The grass is a lot, later the same father I am tired of pulling the grass both," said Silvi. She protested because she felt sorry for her parents.
"That's it. If you come, who's guarding Angga." Ayu spoke up.
The two Silvi's parents had already made up their minds and were undisputed. Angga who said not to worry about him, also unable to shake. A compulsion over the attitude of the old man must be taken by them.
Silvi brought Angga just sitting in front of the house. Silence was between them. The two looked straight ahead, enjoying the morning atmosphere in the countryside.
"Now you can tell me what my condition was at that time" said Angga. He tried to melt the atmosphere. It also feels uncomfortable when two people are sitting together without any conversation.
"Are you ready?" ask Silvi. Looks like a frown on his forehead. He's still sanctioned by the state of the man's head.
The man's head felt comfortable. He was confident that he was able to hear the news of the surprise. Perhaps, with so the shadow of his previous life will cross the mind.
Silvi told me everything she saw at that time. All the details nothing escaped his lips. From the clothes to the position where Angga is.
"Didn't anyone look for me when I wasn't conscious?"
Angga thought, at least if there are missing people, there will certainly be those who are looking. Especially after hearing the story of Silvi who considers that he is not an ordinary person. So, there was no way he would be left with it.
Silvi shook her head. As long as Angga was in the hospital, there was no one to search for the missing person where the man was found.
"Do I want to be killed on purpose?"
Silvi shook her head again. "You are an angel who came down from heaven" he said. He originally spoke because he knew that Angga fell from a height.
Angga frowned at the joke that Silvi had thrown. He felt that this was not the right time to joke. A sharp glance was also smoothed towards the girl like a ruthless mafia.
Silvi was instantly silenced. He lowered his head. For the first time he saw Angga like that, it was truly terrifying. The atmosphere turned around making him feel uncomfortable.
Could I have fallen off a plane? People might dump me off the plane, Inner Angga. However, he immediately rejected his thoughts.
"Where are my clothes now?" ask Angga. He calmed down again, as if nothing had happened. The focus this time was to get the memories back.
"Wait a minute." Silvi walked quickly into the house. In addition to immediately looking for objects requested by the man, he also wanted to get out of the uncomfortable atmosphere.
The girl immediately sorted through the neatly folded clothes in the closet. When he found the soft black cloth, he immediately escaped from the pile. Silvi immediately brought him forward.
Angga watched carefully his clothes that had been clean, nothing that could make him remember. He ruffled the shirt, trying to find something that might be left in his pocket. His face looked extremely disappointed after all the pockets were checked.
"There's nothing there. Sorry, I checked."
The more uncomfortable the atmosphere, Silvi deepened into drowning her at times due to the unpleasant feeling. He had ransacked all the pockets of Angga's clothes without the owner's knowledge. So, the girl felt herself to be disrespectful.
Angga let out a long breath. He could not find a single clue. His first attempt was in vain. However, the man would not give up so easily. Now he has to think back to remember his true self.
"Udah, don't be too forced. I'm sure you'll remember sooner." Silvi tried to smile to relieve the unpleasant taste.
In the conversation they had, someone had been paying attention since. A smile of disappointment was seen on his lips. The effort he had put in all this time felt futile. However, he still wanted to talk to Silvi someday.
Seriate.