MENTALLY

MENTALLY
SISTER'S SEDUCTION



This morning Almira could not stand the actions of the sister who remained silent, did not want to explain the reason why she chose to stay in the cottage. Almira understood very well the meaning he wanted to be like himself, even the teenager dared to risk half crazy.


"One more time, I asked, why do you want to stay here? what are you planning?" accuse Almira of a little emotion. While Radit is still relaxed with a warm-up before playing volleyball or basketball. Not bad also live in a cottage with adequate field facilities, the natural first impression of the brother at home.


"Said Radit wants to be like Mbak Al, really. Tuh wa...tuh ..wa.tuh ..wa," Radit grew warm up, ignoring the sullen face of the brother. Moreover, the message that Almira sent to papa never returned. Tumben-tumbenan the papa ignored the message from him. There must be something wrong.


"Once again I ask, why do you live here? if you don't want to answer yes, no pa-pa!" Almira gave up, she had never felt good to be forced, and she did not want others to force her again. So if Radit doesn't want to answer honestly, Almira won't bother. It is better that he does not meet his brother.


"Go home, I want Madam Al home. We've been living a long time, even though it's still a matter of months." Radit's heart talk suddenly stopped Almira's steps who intended to stay away from Radit. The girl did not turn her head just permeated every yearning word that the sister said.


"Please don't be selfish. Enough to escape reality. If it is comfortable and wants to be away from us, okay I am not forcing anymore. Think, Ma'am, since Mbak is sick, papa and mama just focus on you. What am I and Bima, and if Mbak still continues here, gradually our family will be far away. Come home, the house has changed."


Almira was still stunned, not once responding to Radit's words. "Later in the afternoon I go home, if you want to go home let's go home, if not already I will not be meaning anymore."


Radit passed by, somewhat annoyed with the state of his family. Not expecting it, papa, mom and brother are very selfish and stubborn. Their wishes should be taken for granted, never thinking about how other people respond.


Almira decided to shut herself in the room, her mood and feelings were half-dead. His morning activities helped Bu Puguh in the field he did not play, he just wanted to set his heart to determine a firm attitude for the sake of the integrity of his family.


Radit has always known as a patient figure, always thinking about the feelings of others. In contrast to Bima who is flat-headed and does not care about people's hearts. But now Radit's figure is different, indeed Almira's sister was thinking about the interests of her family, but there is a sentence that is very piercing the heart of Almira.


"Agoist? Radit said I was selfish?" Almira muttered with a discordant laugh. A hard slap for him was considered selfish. The pain has been blamed all along. He felt that there was no point in living. Silence oppressed, forced this it, dictated in all things wrong, let alone himself who show up and determine according to his wishes added wrong.


"Maybe I was born by mistake" he regretted withholding the rate of tears dripping down his cheeks.


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Almira wiped away her tears, turning her head towards the slightly open door of the room. "Can Budhe come in?" pinta Bu Puguh with a head bow. Almira nodded.


The middle-aged woman who was very quiet seemed to smile and then sat on the edge of the bed, not forgetting to stroke the top of Almira's head. "Cock tumben not to the stall? looking for mothers!"


"Almira again wants to be in Budhe's room."


"Why? want story?"


"Almira is wrong, Budhe?" tanya Almira who had been silent for quite a while. Still back and forth telling stories.


"Almira was wrong for wanting to stay here. Almira's decision turns out the effect is extraordinary on Radit and Bima."


"certainly. Whatever we do has an effect, good or bad. That's a consequence."


"Yes but why does everyone blame Almira selfishly. Almira wants to be understood too. All this time Almira was always submissive, pain was also wrong. Very happy life Almira, hu.hu.... So the kid who's supposed to be the best is not that good, Budhe. It's crowded here" said the beautiful girl who had shed tears. "Papa and mama alone are selfish, have a target life demands for his son."


"All parents want their children to be the best, Al."


"Yes but do not maksa Budhe, children are tired of obeying the wishes of parents who are too grandiose."


"Then what do you want?"


Almira raised her shoulders, "I'm still here."


"Maybe your sisters want to protect you, so she wants you to go home."


"What about my mom, I'm still not ready to meet Budhe. I'm scared."


"Want a day there?"


Almira was silent, still weighing.


"The heart is very easily rejected by Him, if not trying to forgive forever it will be hard to make peace. For this time try, if it turns out your mother remains like before, you can give up. No need to force the will."


Bu Puguh did not need to wait for Almira's answer, after saying that he patted Almira's shoulder and then moved out. The girl looked pondering, Radit's words milling about. The bantin war began to break out.


*Return


Don't need to


Go home


Not*


The final decision was made at exactly 16:00, only carrying a sling bag, Almira directly riding on a Radit motorbike. The teenager was shocked to death. "Don't ask too many questions!" sentak Almira who immediately held on to the side of his sister's jacket.