MENTALLY

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"How's mama doing?" Almira relented, her heart pounding when she mentioned mama. One thing he could not control was the rumbling of calling the mother. Maybe he hasn't learned anything about it. During this time he learned to adjust to the environment, care for the environment, so that Almira can learn to adapt and express what he feels in others. The portrait of Almira is of an introverted and quiet girl has faded. Together with the closest people and his feelings for someone, Almira was able to become a different person than before. Even the discussion of Aqil he did not hesitate to discuss it.

"Mama stays the same, works at the clinic and every day accompanies me to lunch and study, just more at home."

"We want to meet kangen, do not need to discuss unimportant matters," Mr. Muhtar stopped his second interaction about the wife. Relationship with dr. Anggraini also still walk in place, even the two rarely discuss or even make out. Bima immediately pouted, Radit just sighed. The gaping distance of family relationships is also influenced by the attitude of the father. He turns cold and tart when it comes to mama. It feels like the husband and wife relationship between the two is very bland.

"Why the hell, instead of trying to unite our families instead of supporting Mbak Al to be away from mama," all speechless with Bima's rebuttal. The child, who is considered the smallest and most childish for other family members, is very mature and thinks about the relationship with each other.

"Papa does not want to ruin our dating atmosphere," Mr. Muhtar is still slow, facing Bima also needs a strategy so that the bontot child does not frown and tantrum.

"With papa not taking mama alone has broken our hearts, Pa."

"This is it, Pa. Papa still wants to continue with mama no, all of you are clear. If you think so we think that mama does not exist!"

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Radit. He believes the brother is healed and can think clearly when discussing the mother. Mr. Muhtar was silent. The protest of his two sons disturbed his heart. In his heart he also misses the peaceful and loving family atmosphere. Fostering affection between family members, as before. Seemed happy when they took the children's semester vacation to the tourist attractions. But now, there is an ego that rises, wanting to punish the wife who has educated Almira at will.

"Listen to Ma'am, Radit and Bima. There's nothing wrong here. Mom, Dad and Dad, nothing is wrong. We still have ego. Admit it, you're selfish." Almira explained calmly, what an incredible inner role she felt. The rumbling of his chest could not be controlled when calling out to mama. My own fear with that word.

"Mad should also be therapy near mama, so that emotions about mama can be controlled, but Mbak Al has not been able to learn to that stage. Ma'am asked for time, at this time Ma'am still trying to throw away the soul of insecure and negative thinking, and interact with many people. You know for yourself, when at home you did not have friends other than you and at school can be counted with the fingers. But at the cottage, Mama learned a lot. They also have problems and feel B alone despite being heavy at their young age. Mbak wants to learn to set hearts with them, so that Mbak's heart is stretched out like they are."

"The key is one Mother, be grateful."

Almira nodded, completely agreeing with Radit's words. With his mental disorder and adapting in the cottage environment, the main thing to do for a roomy heart is to be grateful. Hanging out with children who are all economically deficient but have a spirit of learning, certainly has an extraordinary effect.

Almira who never felt the lack of money, school in a good place even otw become a doctor instead wants freedom that is not necessarily good for him. The condition of the heart that is still a little blaming the mother is what makes him grateful at the lowest level. His heart could not return everything to God's destiny.

The brain resets, remember all the heart and mental sacrifices you have made will bear sweet fruit someday.

But the heart denies it, right? until when to be patient, when others can live as they wish.

Almira held back tears in order not to make her family worry. "Even in my brain I'm recording who's gonna want to be with Ma'am, befriend Ma'am if I ever go to a mental institution."

Mr. Muhtar sighed heavily, like this is the atmosphere he really wanted to avoid. Let the wife sacrifice her feelings, but her three children do not blame each other. If this is the case, Mr. Muhtar should.

"What does Ma'am want now?" challenge Bima, maybe since the beginning of his arrival has been badmood, the turn to corner the mama increasingly make it a double badmood.

"When are you what am I?" challenge Almira back, all emotions. He does not want to be in the room, alone, to be burdened with disputes here. Must be done, let plong.

"home."

"Sister has long since left home, whatever the problem should be back home and family. It's enough Mbak ventured," continued Bima poetic pretentious, even the Junior High child casually sipped the remaining juice in the glass. Miraculous.

"Prepare your heart, Ma'am. I'm sure my mom has changed," Radit said sincerely and there was no doubt saying that, even he glanced at the papa as if asking for help so that Almira came home.

"If you're ready, papa doesn't make it. Like papa promised you, want to arrive at any time at the cottage, papa agreed. Go home now you agree."

In this case Mr. Muhtar still did not want to force the desire of Almira. Comfort is the most important thing in Almira's life now. His condition is very improved even intend to go to college again, not to be broken.

"Papa ah," decak Bima. Cannot be compromised.

"Listen, you're both men. Of course one day you also do not want and do not let what you feel now. The hearts of the old man where not destroyed when his flesh blood suddenly became mentally ill. Your mother has struggled on her own, adapted to a more comfortable and more relaxed environment so that she can control her emotions, we must appreciate her efforts. Don't force him again. Papa is even willing to change papa's happiness for you, everything you ask me to try to fulfill it, and I hope you also appreciate my decision."

Radit and Bima fell silent and nodded, maybe they were also selfish, his desire to bring Almira home was certainly not easy. Almira's mind and heart must be maintained as well, after all the mother has resigned Almira will meet him when.

"Listen, Ma'am. Ma'am promised that if Ibam's doctor's decision to approve college, Ma'am would choose a campus in the city."

Okay compared to his desire to be close to Aqil, it is better to be close to family. Almira also could not keep away from the mother. The success of Almira can be shown anywhere, as long as there is an intention. Right?