MENTALLY

DUMBFOUNDED

"Yes....I'm..." Almira shut up for a second.

"I'm tired, I'm tired.I'm tired of following my mother's wishes, I'm tired, I want to sleep!" obviously with a little bit of a twist. Doctor Ibram was still silent, not responding. He just waited and as before he just listened to the complaints of the patients.

"Mama always demands that I be a great kid. Mama always told me to be a champion, mama always asked me to be an example of my sisters. I'm the firstborn child to be my sister's role model. If I fail, then mom and dad fail to educate kids. The bad luck of the family depends on my success. I'm tired, Doc. I'm tired of studying, I'm tired of tutoring, I'm tired of mama's arrangements. I want to sleep..Sleep I don't wake up, I want to," Almira looks dusty, tears have come down without command. Sister Devi appeared to wipe her tears several times, not bear with the condition of Almira.

A beautiful and young girl but a little bit sissy as a result of a mother's selfishness. In the heart of Sister Devi vows not to be a mother like the doctor Anggraini, despite her pretext for Almira's future.

"From childhood, I've been doctored to be a doctor, all my toys smell doctor. Dolls, stethoscopes, miniature injectables, miniature microscopes of any kind must be related to medicine. Not to mention about clothes, since childhood my clothes are most white, said the mother of white clothes is everyone's favorite color, because all who can wear white clothes are only doctors. Even though the corpse wears a white cloth, right?"

Doctor Ibram nodded.

"Housing friends when I go to my house, always told to be a patient and I'm told to be his doctor. If my friend asked me to run, my mother gave me an injection, and my friend ran the doctor out of fear, I haven't had any friends since."

Almira again bowed her head sad when remembering her childhood, doctor Ibram sighed heavily and looked at Sister Devi then shook her head, what she meant was clear in the heart of sister Devi had cursed, it's like the crazy doctor Anggraini deh.

"Have you?"

Almira nodded, then turned her hand to Doctor Ibram, "My money?"

Doctor Ibram laughed and handed over fifty thousand sheets to Almira. "My doctor's not crazy, why am I given toy money?" almira's reprimands make Sister Devi and Doctor Ibram laugh.

"Money.it is magical, even sick people know where the real money where the toy money," murmured doctor Ibram while shaking his head.

"I'll tell the doctor a lot more, but I'm given real money yes, I don't want to owe my mother," again Almira related to the doctor Anggraini in his words. Since the beginning of dealing with this case of Almira, Doctor Ibram has suspected the main cause of Almira depression is the mother.

Seeing his dominant behavior explaining the personality and habits of Almira, did not give any chance to Mr. Muhtar, making doctors Ibram suspect doctor Anggraini was the mastermind of Almira depression. A little bit of his suspicion began to open, he also signaled Sister Devi to re-record.

"Your mom has a lot of money, Al. Why pay the debt to your mom?" doctor Ibram asked in a relaxed tone, even he took an orange and peeled it. Checking the patient's problems must regulate the atmosphere as well, so that the patient does not feel intimidated.

"Debt, Doctor sir!" almira said pitched spoiled. Anxious to doctor Ibram who does not know what Almira means.

"Where there are parents who assume debt, there is no. The old man is sincere."

"Adaaaaa, uh.doctors don't believe in Al."

Sister Devi fell silent, Almira's emotions suddenly spoiled, and a cheerful smile appeared on her face. Maybe start to comfortably tell a story with doctor Ibram. "Tomorrow'?"

Almira nodded, "Mama said I'm a smart kid who can boast of parents, so doctor, success, so I have to study hard so mama is not ashamed."

"Trus?"

"I like to study, but I don't want to be a doctor."

"Yes, my mom told me to."

"Where does Almira want to go to college?"

"Here," said Almira girang while poking his nose, then get off the chair and laugh loudly not forgetting to spin like a mad man. Doctor Ibram just looked at her, letting Almira express everything inside her. Sister Devi had gawked and then pressed the record button, shocked by Almira's sudden attitude.

A few minutes later Almira's body fell on the floor, she cried roaring, "I'm tired of doctors, I want to live in my own way, I don't want to be close to mama, I'm tired of doctors, I'm tired of doctors, mama don't come here, I'm mohoooon," he said. Sister Devi cries again, doctor Ibram signals to Sister Devi to calm Almira.

Sister Devi stopped the recording, then moved closer to Almira, hugging her back and patting her, "Pathetically beautiful child, you great child, the pride of all of us,"

Almira nodded, but she was still crying. Sister Devi kept hugging the girl, hearing her constant fussiness, repeating it continuously until it was thrown I did not want to be a mama's child.

******

In the evening, Widya's aunt, the younger brother of Mr. Muhtar came to accompany Almira. Before entering the nursery of his father, he stopped by the doctor's room Ibram, because he had a mandate from his brother to ask about Almira's development, although Sister Devi this afternoon has given a report to Mr. Muhtar and the Anggraini doctor.

"Then?" ask aunt Widya after getting the explanation of Doctor Ibram.

"I have given a report to Mr. Muhtar to meet, sit together with the Anggraini doctor to discuss this issue, it just so happens that this month there has been no discussion together."

"Indeed Al was formed my sister-in-law since childhood, her space moved very limited, naturally she felt that way. I also wonder why Mbak Anggi can be as authoritarian to Al alone, not to his two children."

Doctor Ibram smiled faintly, Widya's comments were not her capacity to respond, as the most important discussion was just Almira's mental health.

"I hope, if the meeting there is a brother I can change the mindset mbak Anggi, it is enough to curb Al."

"Hopefully, madam."

"Thank you doctor, I'll go to my niece's room first."

Doctor Ibram nodded. He leaned his back against his chair, massaged his forehead, suddenly dizzy also handling the case of Almira. Actually the case is simple if the family cooperates to open the daily details of Almira, especially the doctor Anggraini, because all this time there is something that the beauty doctor has hidden.

Although only limited to patients and doctors, he was furious to also see the attitude of the doctor Anggraini who was like a psychopath for his biological children. He is a doctor, psychiatric problems certainly a little understanding, but so conservative in educating Almira. It is a pity to educate his son with high obsession.

Good night Mr. Muhtar, after 2 pm inshaAllah we discuss.

Finally the handsome doctor replied to the message of Almira's father who wanted an appointment with him, with forced he had to cancel his date with Asna, his fiancee.

I'm sorry I can't pick you up tomorrow at college. Ibram's message to Asna.