Meeting Point

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Guitar string lines rang out between the sunyinya night. Under the moonlight accompanied by small stars, the melodious voice of brother Rama sounded so soothing. Like a lion who dares to fight against the silence of silence.

Carefully, Aretha stared at the sea of light above her, then she raised her right hand while looking at her deeply. There is a small, star-shaped ring in the middle.

"Buy the new deck ring?" Kak Rama asked while staring at the ring embedded in his sister's ring finger.

Aretha shook her head, with her sweet smile, she stared at brother Rama at a glance "no, loving Jovan" she replied.

Brother Rama immediately stopped his guitar quote, with his surprised face he looked at his sister "you and he was dating? Even you guys already want to continue on to serious stages?" Ask again.

"I've never dated her sister"

"Keep in what order does he give you the ring? It can't be because you've split up, right?"

A few minutes Aretha fell silent, not answering her brother's question. "So really?" Ask Rama doubtful.

"Jovan, brother, I'm also blissful. But, how does anyone feel about it? I felt like something was making me so heavy for him. From the beginning I knew that parting was the best solution in my relationship with him. That's why I never want to cross the line, I don't want to have more relationships than her mutual friends. But why does Are's heart hurt so much, sister?"

Brother Rama was silent for a while, before finally saying "Maybe the best way to move on from kayak gini story is by stopping sure, the same what we think is always right. Because the right shape, sometimes not good for us" brother Rama put his guitar on the couch. He then moved his body beside Aretha. With his shady face, he stared at the stars that were still shining so brightly. Even though air pollution is so high in the area where it lives, a star miracle is still clearly visible in its place today.

"She, sometimes good things are wrapped in painful things. Because, we cannot help people who do not want to be helped, we cannot defend people who should have been released. Because that only feeling, not just about being together, but about seeing her happy. Too much love is the same as too much hope, which leads to deep pain"

As mamah Jovan said, no parent wants their child to be different from their parents. Father, brother Rama, Azka, Oma and Opa, Abi and Umi, as well as his biological parents, certainly will not be sincere children they educated and raised from childhood, different beliefs with them. Therefore, Aretha never wanted to, Jovan moved to faith just because the man loved her. Because of religion and belief, it cannot be chosen just because our loved ones embrace the religion. Man is a disappointment, no man is perfect in this world. There is no guarantee that the person we love will be good forever. There are no guarantees, we will not get bored of him. Because of the human heart, it is easy to change.

"Love makes a word impossible, it can turn out to be possible. However, loving someone, does not have to end up being an ownership. Deck, the soul mate already has a chat, you don't have to be afraid of it. Believe me, all the choices you choose right now, are the best choice. Brother is always proud of you deck, brother is proud because you never cross the line. No matter how much you love him, you never go any further"

The advice of Brother Rama, feels to clean up all the anxiety that has been dirtying the whole heart and mind of Aretha. With a face she cried out, she smiled at her brother. Feeling very happy because, being able to chat this deep together with brother Rama. Too long apart, it does not make them awkward or distant from each other. When all the problems have been solved, when they have both expressed their hearts. The barrier that had been between them, had now collapsed and regrowed the bonds that had been broken so far.

"if Azka had not been there beside me at that time, if he had never forbidden me to make decks with Jovan. Maybe the ending will be different. Maybe, my story with Jovan, is still going on. I'm grateful, brother, because Azka was so overprotective of me first. Had it not been like that, perhaps Aretha whom you see today, was not Aretha whom you now know"

In the past, Aretha always felt Azka's attitude was so outrageous. He always thought that Azka was too much. But now Azka was gone forever. Aretha daoat realized that everything Azka did to her was for the good of Aretha. Had Azka never prohibited this and that, perhaps Aretha would have lived on as she pleased, regardless of whether she was doing halal or haram.

Aretha looked back at the sky, this kind of atmosphere, making her recall the figure of Azka who had gone on the lap of God. If Azka was still there, maybe now they would chat the three until the early hours of the morning. Now, not only missed his presence, and also his figure. Yet Aretha also longed for a smile, as well as her ever-motivating words. Even the figure of Azka who was angry, so Aretha missed.

"I never believed before that the stars were always in the sky. But now, after Azka had gone so far. Looking at the stars, being one of the things I enjoy. Because I wish there was Azka among those thousands of stars" with his shoulder Aretha looking at Brother Rama "Didn't everything feel better, if he was here? It's okay even if it's a little inconvenient, as long as he stays with us" he said next.

"You're right deck, brother also always misses Azka's presence. Letting go of Azka is easy, the difficult is the memory that is still left behind, even though he has gone so far. But the longing for his figure, the longer the deeper"

There is no easiest way, which both can find to treat their longing for the figure of Azka. His days were spent with that man. Until, on any road, always keep memories together with him.

"grandfather, sometimes you like to think if, maybe the reason could not be found the body of Azka. Because Azka is still alive, because she survived the deadly tragedy. Although it sounds impossible and like in soap operas, you always think if all that is a possibility and a miracle that could happen"