
"Travelling to the North Pole?" Take Jovan Suddenly.
"Suddenly?" Aretha, who was initially working on exam questions, now shifted her attention while looking at Jovan with question marks.
Enthusiastically Jovan nods his head "yes, we hunt aurora together. Continue to enter the largest ice crystal cave in Erofa. Keep coffee together while watching the snow" he said enthusiastically.
"Liatin snow mah in korea can also" refuted Aretha while returning to work on training questions.
Jovan belied not hearing Aretha's rebuttal. With her face paled, she stared fixedly at Aretha "but in Korea there is no aurora" he said.
"There are no k-pop idols at the north pole either"
"Can! We can invite them to come there Tha"
"But it will be very expensive Jo. I can't afford to hire them, I'm not that rich"
Eventually, the man breathed his tired breath. Before the end a brilliant idea filled his mind. "this is all, we go to the North Pole, keep going to South Korea, how? You want to not?"
"Okay, deal"
After that, the two shook hands while looking at each other. "But...." Jovan looked at Aretha doubtfully.
Aretha waited for Jovan to continue his words, with a hesitant face, the man looked at Aretha carefully "If we are not a match? From the beginning we have different beliefs" he said with his head lowered.
Aretha was silent for a while, before finally saying "the fool no one knows Jo. Even if we are not a match, we can come to the North Pole with our partner. I'm with my partner, and you're with your partner. Not that it is not matchmaking, can not make us go there together"
Both Aretha and Jovan realize that there will be no chance in their relationship. In fact, as long as they know each other, no matter how close their relationship, the god and religion they believe in, is always a barrier between their relationships. A wall that will never be able to brand a step, let alone pass. They both love each other in their own place. Place, which can not make them move for a moment.
Until the second they think about the relationship in the future, they both do not know what they should do. It was too difficult to give up, too difficult to endure. It feels like a simalakama fruit, back and forth hit. But one thing they always believed in. Behind every story that they have shared, there must be wisdom that they will learn in the future. It is impossible for Allh SWT to bring together and foster love in the hearts of both, if there is no wisdom and lesson in it.
Until all they can do now is to live everything patiently and obediently to the religion they profess.
"Okay, but I always hoped we'd go there together. You must know if I always hoped we'd mate with Tha" Jovan knew, she was selfish, she was too afraid to give up on this relationship. Being with Aretha is painful, but if it's not with her, it's much more painful.
With a smile that did not fade from the corner of her lips, Aretha again nodded her head as she continued her work on exam questions. Because right now, he along with Jovan is working on an assignment in the library. Lately the schoolwork is increasingly piling up, not to mention the training questions given at the Les' place. It turned out to be a busy 12th grade, they had to pinter-pinter time between doing schoolwork, also learning questions to enter the University.
Not until 5 minutes after Aretha focused on reworking the training questions, Jovan had called him again while looking at him closely. "What?" Ask Aretha.
"I've talked to Bella, she said you will not go to college and will study Islam in pesantren. That right? Bella didn't lie?" the question is full.
"Bella is not lying, for now I will learn more about the religion of Islam" replied Aretha.
"Why? Do you want to be a psychologist? You're even now working on exam questions to get into University"
At last Aretha gave up, while keeping her pencil on the table, the girl also stared fixedly at Jovan. It took a lot of patience to do the exam with Jovan. Although it looks very calm and funny, but there is one attitude that is rarely known by others. Like this time, instead of accompanying him to work on the exam. Jovan invites Aretha to talk together. Surely his actions were able to eliminate Aretha's focus.
"That was Jo, now I want to improve myself. Because no one knows the age, I want to be called by Allah SWT in a state of husnul khotimah. There was one Azka speech that I always remember Jo, where the feet rested, where the sky was turned. Every country has its own rules for its citizens. When we set foot in a country, we must follow the rules that have been in that country. So even with this earth Jo, God has sent us down to this world, not only by giving sustenance, but also along with its commandments and prohibitions. This earth belongs to Allah SWT, it is appropriate that we follow the rules set by Allah SWT. That's the religion I profess"
Carefully, Jovan watched Aretha. Several times the man nodded his head in a sign of understanding.
"I do not want to be a ballast to Azka, brother Rama and also father in the afterlife, I love them Jo. And compassion is not only expressed in the form of love and affection in the world, but also to keep ourselves as best we can, obeying all the commands and prohibitions of Allah SWT. Moreover, I am a woman, when I show my aura in front of people who are not my mahrom. When a man holds hands with a man who is not his mahrom. Not only did she plunge herself into hell, but she also pulled her father, her husband, her brother as well as her son to enter together with her." His words are long.
Jovan slowly rubbed the mane of Aretha's head, before being pushed slowly by the girl, saying that she and Jovan were not mahrom, so they could not hold or touch. Now, Aretha had convinced herself that she was going slowly to move on the good road
"Whatever you choose, I will support Tha" he said.
"Favor"
Jovan was kind, so good, Aretha had no reason to hate the man. Hence, it was quite difficult for Aretha to move on from him.
"You still hang out at Mang Budi's stalls a lot?
Jovan smiled as he shook his head "it's rare, since Azka is not there, the stall is no longer alive. As if to go with Azka's soul" he replied.
"Oh yes, later in the afternoon I'm with the children, want to teach at Mahardika school, you want to come?"
"Follow dong, time is not" replied Aretha enthusiastically.
"Later to go together"