Meet For Love

CHAPTERS. 31 Ellen's remarks

Cesya was disappointed with the gift given by Renal, it turned out to be just an apology gift. He felt foolish for being too high-expectation, now he walked down lamenting his poor reflection on the shiny marble floor of the hospital. 

But Cesya's steps stopped immediately when she saw a pair of legs wrapped in short-heeled pantofel shoes in front of her, she slowly raised her head, and, the more he lifted his head he saw white cloth pants and green blush shirt coated in a doctor's suit. When he finally managed to look at the face of the owner of the shoe, which turned out to be the figure of Ellen smiling towards him. 

'What a beauty'—batin Cesya was fascinated by Ellen's beauty like there was a fun song playing in her mind when she saw Ellen shining. 

"Can we talk for a second? " Ellen said as soon as the sound of the tapes tangled up Cesya. 

"Yes? " Speek Cesya was shocked. 

Ellen hinted at Cesya to follow her, Cesya puzzledly fixated for a moment. But he quickly stepped on Ellen who was walking in front of him. He did not know where to take him, until they came out not far from the hospital exit, Ellen stopped glancing around him to make sure no one saw him and Cesya. 

Cesya stood waiting for what Ellen wanted to say. Even though he remains vigilant about whatever will happen. 

"I'm sorry, you must be surprised, I suddenly invite you to speak" Ellen said with a sweet smile, Cesya waving her hand over Ellen's discomfort. 

"No, no problem. " Cesya said, Ellen smiled a moment later with a somewhat doubtful face she said. 

"What's your relationship with Dr. Renal? " Tanya Ellen, Cesya lowered her head for a moment and while wanting to explain. 

"You better not bother him" added Ellen's doctor without giving Cesya time to talk and making Cesya choked with Ellen's words.

"You don't know just one day in this hospital, it's hard enough" said Ellen, Cesya this time can just shut up and try to hear what Ellen wants to say. 

"You know, discrimination, racial differences and also different positions, Renal gets all the pressure here" Ellen said, making Cesya hold her body glued to Ellen's speech. 

'I don't understand, if this hospital is not what it used to be' Inner Cesya glanced at the hospital he hadn't been to for a long time. 

"I'm saying this for the good of Renal's doctor, recently there was a lot of gossip about him that made his image deteriorate" Ellen said, making Cesya now pensive to realize that there was nothing she knew about Renal. Cesya looked down at her cluttered hands.

"I don't know what kind of relationship between you guys is, but I hope you understand Renal's doctor's position right now is not very good for getting more gossip." Ellen's advice with a sweet smile was engraved on her lips. 

"Looks like you sa—"

"No, I know. But before you and her get hurt, you better let go" Ellen said a second time, leaving Cesya speechless. 

Cesya lowered her head. 

"why are you telling me this? " Tanya Cesya, while playing her finger agitatedly. 

"Because I like Renal's doctor" Ellen said straightforwardly, making Cesya surprised to look directly at Ellen's face showing the characteristics of an adult woman with stable emotions unlike her still childish self. 

'Ah, I remember him, she was the woman he dated back then' Inner Cesya when recalling the woman who was with Renal the time on the tour boat the other day. 

Now that Cesya seemed to know his position, Cesya's mind grew increasingly confused, because of how embarrassed he was too high expectations just because of a gift of apology, because of how much he was ashamed, to bring him to work the man who often helped him. 

"You're not—" 

"Right now, Renal needs internal support in his work, if there are constantly rumors that are not pleasant I fear, he will be fired just like that" Ellen added. 

Cesya saw that, immediately remembered the gaze of the lobby staff who might have misunderstood because of his childish behavior. 

'I made trouble once again' Cesya's inner clenched her hand firmly, cursing herself. 

Ellen saw Cesya's restless facial features—like clapping successfully crushed the young mental, the girl in front of her, she smiled a little with the corner of her lips drawn to the side. 

As Cesya felt Ellen had gone far away, Cesya turned her head up to look at the clear blue sky where the scorching sunlight, making Cesya slightly cover half of the face with her hands. 

"He didn't even give me time to explain" Cesya murmured. 

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The clock was showing at 9pm, Cesya was sitting in the living room staring out the balcony without realizing Renal had just entered the apartment. 

"Have you eaten? " Tanya Renal but not by Cesya. 

"Hello" Pekik Renal disperse the daydream of Cesya, Cesya turned his head and looked at Renal who was now looking at him with a hint of emotion.

"What's wrong with you? " Tanya Renal, Cesya shook her head and looked back out. 

"Nothing" Cesya said in a flat tone of voice almost whispering. 

Renal blinked his eyes confused by Cesya's behavior, because he was tired of the rumors in the hospital this time he did not want to take a headache, he stepped upstairs and went into the room, he said, let Cesya who is cool with her world in the middle room. 

When Renal in the room he shrugged his shoulders no matter, anyway later also back again his nature— thought Renal.

But who would have thought Renal was missing from what was expected. 

Cesya's gloomy and quiet behavior went for almost a week, until the arrival of the maid who usually cheriwis with Cesya, now just silence even makes the maid too worried and the severity of Renal often find Cesya past his meal. 

Renal now clenched his hands in front of his mouth twisted his smart brain that at least there is a memory and solution for him to be able to restore the mood of Cesya as before, could it be that something I did made him angry, ' thought Renal who was dead-end. 

Before long he struggled with his thoughts, suddenly heard the door of Cesya's room open and the figure of Cesya came out wrapped in her favorite cream hoodie and shorts, and, he noticed that Cesya was walking lazily towards my front door.

"Where are you? " Tanya Renal was curious and her eyes continued to follow Cesya's every step. 

"Find the wind" replied Cesya quickly while wearing her hoodie headgear and sneakers out of the apartment. 

Renal who heard that rushed to take his coat and caught up with Cesya. 

Cesya walked on the sidewalk with a flat face, occasionally dodging drunk people who passed beside her. 

"You don't need to follow me" cried Cesya who realized the existence of Renal not far behind him. 

"Did you forget the events of the past" Renal said, Cesya turned around making Renal's move a little unstable because of the shock of seeing Cesya who suddenly stopped. They stared at each other for a while, instead of talking Cesya just sighed as she walked back without caring about Renal who put a confused face behind her. 

Cesya walked across to the minimarket which was located 1 block further from where their apartment was located, the eyes of Renal watch around the place where the residential area is partly dark because of the lack of light street lights that seem to be old. 

While at the Renal minimarket tailed behind Cesya and looked lazily at the shelves full of selling goods.

Cesya did not heed the existence of Renal which was actually quite disturbing, with a quick step he took the cup noodles and went to the refrigerator to take a bottle of soda. Then he walked over to the cashier to pay for everything, Renal from the side only kept a close eye on Cesya with hope that Cesya needed help. 

After finishing paying Cesya bring noodles and sodas to the row where visitors can sit and there is a dispenser in the corner of the table that can be used to pour hot water or cold water. 

"If you're hungry, you can ask me to help you buy some food" Renal said, propping up his cheek where he had sat down beside Cesya's chair, he noticed the activities of Cesya who was filling the cup noodles with hot water. 

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