me and this feeling

Part 3

Sunlight warms the surface of Mia's cheeks, her footsteps step on each other and the note book I always hold on the chest. A smile formed in his lips, imagining the thing that was yesterday. Yesterday, Mia and Brian enjoyed a late-night video call. Just a stale talk about their past until god's destiny unites them to meet up to survive this second, not spared the spirit is always spoken from Brian's lips about their relationship that requires to ldr and their respective dreams. How great they are, lovers pursue their dreams but still firmly establish their stance on one person. Salutes.

My steps stopped to find a car that I knew, parked in the parking lot of this campus. The license plate number of the car was the same, "wouldn't this car that yesterday accidentally hit a puddle of water to splash into my body?" my thinking. Without thinking for a long time, I also convinced that this car is the suspect behind yesterday's incident. I must teach this car owner a lesson hmm, must!!! Mia put her note book carelessly. Finally Mia looked for dry leaves and collected them, then deliberately sprinkled them onto the surface of a smooth white car without the slightest scuff. Not quite satisfied with all that, Mia took the mud adjacent to the campus garden, then rubbed it away. Write something on the hood of the car. Now we're fair. The writing is clearly displayed if people pass by, it is definitely read by them. Mia took out her mineral bottle, poured it towards the car window. I'm shaking my waist in front of this fucking car, smiling sideways that everything's in order. Today I am very lucky because my revenge has been avenged despite not meeting the owner directly. Not only that, even if no students or other people saw my action earlier. Not wanting to be caught, I rushed back to my classroom. Both of my hands are dirty, I'm going to the college toilet. Then go to the classroom.

"Hi, Mia" said Dila to find the condition of my breath stinging. It's all because I don't want to get caught but thankfully everything went smoothly.

I approached them, breathing as I could and sat down beside Sekar. Now that we were facing each other, their eyes were on me. I was surprised that my condition did not improve.

"Are you on a diet?" rena

"What's more diet hmm" I chimed cynically.

Rena was stunned to find a cynical response from Mia, it is not uncommon for Mia to behave like that if asked.

"Ohh tau-tau, surely you are again implementing a diet program right. So that was why running was not clear" said Sekar while intograsi me.

Dila and Rena nodded, approving the statement made by Sekar. I was confused by what defense I had to say to them to believe, once lying would be discovered. I don't want to involve them in this matter anymore, it's enough to make them burdened by my problems. An idea came to my mind, smiling in front of them. But they felt a little uncomfortable looking at my expression.

"Are you sick, Mia?" said Sekar while sticking his palm to my forehead.

"Udah quite ah, I do not hurt really" said I weld and keep Sekar's palm from my forehead.

Instead of being angry, they even laugh at my behavior, strange when thought.

"I ran away for fear of being late for class. Eh turned out to be not as expected" I explained with full confidence in front of them.

They all formed O lips staring at each other.

"Mia, I hope today you don't cause any more problems" Sekar said, patting me on the shoulder. I looked at Sekar, he nodded his head at the sign that I should give a certainty to him, Rena, and Dila.

"No more" I'm sure. My hand reached out to the hand of Sekar on my shoulder, we all smiled and embraced.

This is the first time I was noticed, where life is something easy but we ourselves are the ones who complicate our lives just because of a problem.

"Ram, what about the results of the letter that was asked to print with the secretary, right?" Ask Bimo, as well as he became a representative of BEM on this campus so that Bimo did not forget to coordinate or just remind something related to the campus organization.

At that time they were in the BEM room, not only Bimo but there were other core members who were busy preparing for a big event later.

Initially Rama was busy with papers in front of him now his gaze turned towards Bimo. Digesting every speech Bimo, do not forget his flat attitude adds charisma to Rama.

"Lost in my car, Bimo" said Rama.

"Take Ram first, fearing that the builder will ask for a letter" explained Bimo.

Rama nodded, then went to the campus parking lot. Midway, Rama accidentally meets Friska.

"Hay dear" said Friska as she put her hand on Rama's arm, not forgetting to lean her head against Rama's shoulder. Friska smiles indistinctly, her mind is now overhappy.

"Hay too baby, are you finished college?" ask Rama.

"Not one course, but only a few minutes. Yes I samperin you even if only for a moment"

"Ohh"

Rama and Friska go hand in hand to the parking lot, Friska herself does not want to release Rama. Rama's view is focused forward although many women pay attention to the charismatic aura that arises from him, Friska is busy glaring and nagging every girl who looks at her lover for free. Not willing for Friska especially to take the heart of Rama, Friska did not stay silent. Not yet reached Rama's main goal, Rama stopped his steps. Friska stopped as well.

"Why? How's stopping?" friska said in confusion and took her hand off.

"What time is it?" rama looked at Friska.

"It's a clock." while looking at his watch.

"Well, I'm late for class, honey. How is this dong" said Friska panicked.

Rama held onto both of Friska's shoulders, Friska was stunned to see Rama looking at her with such a smiling expression.

"Now you take a breath, continue to exhale slowly" said Rama as his right hand rose and fell in line with the rules of his breath.

Friska followed him and now became calmer and smiled before Rama. Rama was convinced Friska was calm enough, he stopped his instructions.

"Now you go back to class, find a logical reason to let your lecturer believe" said Rama reassured his lover.

Friska nodded and rushed back to her class. Rama stared at the back of his lover until lost swallowed by distance.

Until the campus parking lot while throwing the car keys. When staring at his car, Rama's footsteps stopped suddenly and the key was successfully held by Rama. Instantly he was flabbergasted to find the condition of his car which was considered very dirty, his hands changed to clench the keys of his car and his face full of anger buried in his mind. Rama approached his car and found a carving inscription on the hood of his car, saying "Now we are fair". The writing made Rama increasingly tighten his fists both hands, checking all the condition of his car. When his foot stepped to the back of the car, he was like stepping on something. A note book is right next to his parked car, he reached the note book. The cover section is named Mia Anggreni majoring in Nursing, opening the contents of the book. The writing that seems beautiful and neat but that is not what is admired by Rama it is he assures that the mastermind of all this is Mia child nursing, this must have something to do with Mia and the current condition of her car. Rama closed the book violently. "This must not be allowed" said Rama in his mind. Soon Rama searched the location of Mia's whereabouts now and tried to ask all students about the class of the perpetrators of his dirty car.

As usual, the sun had starved us. We rushed to the cafeteria, once there we sat at the canteen table close to the wall. Dila ordered our order after that back sitting next to Rena.

"Btw tomorrow there is a lecture from pak darmo, have you finished recording the material of mr darmo?" ask the three of us.

Rena and Dila are busy playing hp now his attention is on Sekar as well as me who previously observed the surrounding canteen to be concentrated in front of Sekar.

"Oh yes I forgot to make" said Rena while patting her forehead slowly.

"Then you're Dila?" ask Sekar

She twirled her eyes while clucking.

"Sorry" timpal Dila.

"I'm finished" I said.

"Well Mia, if you've told me dong, I don't have to ask"

"You didn't ask me either" I said.

Sekar chuckles. Rena and Dila instead menroyoki Sekar because it's wrong himself also did not directly ask Mia.

"Luckily I brought the note book but I took the bag first in class" I said as I woke up from sitting down.

"Later Mia, we eat yes" said Sekar.

Dila and Rena nodded, but my mind still wanted to take the note book because it felt that something was wrong with the book.

"But all I saw was afraid that I said that the truth was not" I assured the three of them. I rushed back to class with a little running.

"Yes already. GPL" said Sekar

"Don't forget to come back here" said Rena chimed in Sekar's speech.

"Yes later your food I finish" said Dila no less horrendous.

I didn't comment on their rant but was surprised by their ridiculous attitude, my focus right now was on the note book. Walking quickly and repeatedly thinking about his existence because during the lecture, the note book was not seen in front of me. Both of my legs stopped in front of my classroom, approaching the table above which was my bag. I reached for my bag, checked the note book as a result everything was nil. Immediately panic struck me, afraid that my note book would be left in that place. But I tried to deny it, re-examine all the contents of my bag.

Now that Rama was right in front of Mia's class, his body leaned against the door while looking at Mia's back who was busy looking for something missing. Rama's slanted smile is so typical form his lips, cross-seeking occasionally see Mia's note book.

"Find this" said Rama while upholding the Mia note book.

That voice Mia recognized him very much, her search was stopped. My body was instantly stiff and my tongue was also mute. Even if my mind is also destroyed, everything will be revealed already.

I turned around slowly, there was only me and Rama. Everything disappeared somewhere including my friends who are now in the cafeteria. It's a very good thing because this problem doesn't involve them anymore but, it's not good that this class has me and Rama. That's not the problem now it's exactly my actions will be revealed here. I looked at the note book that was already in Rama's grasp, saw the look on Rama's face that smiled slanted. My footsteps approached so slowly, Rama threw the object on the floor violently. My notebook got stuck on the floor until it hit my toe. I took it with fear but just don't be afraid to hit you. Find out why this book is in his hands.

"You made my car dirty, huh?" asked Rama to the point with a rebuke before Mia.

Rama's voice was heard outside the room, making students look for the source of the sound. Now that my originally silent class had turned into a bustling crowd surrounding the two of us, there were even people asking what was happening. I became convinced that yesterday's incident was Rama, his words made me so sure.

"If so, why? Trouble for you!" Hardik I do not want to lose with the man in front of me.

"Oh so you who yesterday accidentally hit a puddle of water continue to splash onto my clothes. Aren't you?" ask Rama.

All the students were busy listening to our conversation, I became the center of attention for the women admirer of Rama who had looked at me cynically. My gaze continued to stare around me, finding that there were some students who deliberately took videos or pictures without my permission but that was not my focus. Since my main focus is Rama, I don't care how many people spread this out to everyone. I admit my position is right now.

Now the look on Rama's face changed drastically, after the question was thrown into his ear.

"If so why? You want to be mad at him, huh?" friska asked rebuking coming from behind the door, the students who were there gave way to Friska. Now Friska put her hand on Rama's arm, all the girls are jealous of Friska and some are also furious that I feel sick of seeing their behavior that is spread romantic, especially Friska.

"That's why you're looking for trouble for him. Because I don't stay silent to see the person I love, his pride is dropped. Understand" Friska said.

I was getting so angry that both my hands clenched because of Friska's words that I now approached her and prepared to shuffle her hair. The quarrel between me and Friska ensued, all the students grew boisterous due to the infrequent quarrel.

"Let's Mia can do it"

"Friska don't lose"

"Fight, opponent"

The order was already in front of them, not least Mia. They are always waiting for Mia's arrival, all busy with her phone. All three of their phones simultaneously display a screen post from one of the students here, showing Mia's quarrel that occurred in her class. Mia is faced again with Rama and Friska.

"Mia" they said in unison. Then they left their seats, leaving orders.

"Our mother put food yes" said Sekar, regardless of Ibuk canteen listening to his words or not now the most important thing is the condition of Mia.

Their pace was so fast, their focus at the moment was Mia.

Rama, who was in that situation, was getting more confused. Friska grabbed and pulled my hair, not to lose I scratched her face and pulled her hair anyway.

"Enough!!!" rama tried to end the fight. A terrifying and resounding voice resounded as all the students who were there fell silent, Friska and I stopped the fight. Now my hair is said to have been beautiful even though a little messy.

"It's my business with him, Friska. Understood!" hardik Rama faced Frsika while grabbing my wrist. I felt his grasp so strong, not staying silent I thrashed. Trying to release the grip of his hand that is so strong and sturdy.

"Please me" I asked

"Not until you're in charge!" hardik Rama with his glaring gaze.

He pulled me strong, we walked through the crowd of students there. Leaving Friska with the look on her face irritated and disappointed. Rama and I managed to get out of my classroom, not knowing where I was going. I continued to thrash, occasionally hitting Rama's arm strongly.

"Rome!!!" screams Now.

The man in front of me stopped because someone called out to him, as did myself and stopped the blow to his arm. We looked around, found Sekar, Rena and Dila approaching us.