me and this feeling

Part 2

The lecture from Mr. Darmo is over, the students in my class scattered out. Some are still hunting wifi, some are playing games, some are still gathering, and some are returning to their homes while the four of us choose to find a canteen. This is because of the whining of Rena and Dila, I admit they have a large portion of food but their bodies remain thin. Compared to me, eating more than the portion alone has felt tight especially my clothes lately began to shrink. The only way is diet, diet does not mean torturing yourself who do not eat rice for several days. That's just a misconception, the diet replaces the nutritional content in it, namely carbohydrates that are usually obtained from rice replaced with potatoes. Oops sorry I explained so much so you guys know too.

When we arrived at the cafeteria, Sekar immediately moved to order food and drinks for us.

"You don't know what you were talking to before." cut it off.

"The principal of BEM at this college" I replied very lazily.

Rena and Dila nodded because I already knew about it.

"And his lover was the son of one of the lecturers in..."

"This campus is too" I replied.

They both looked at each other and looked back at me. I was busy playing the phone but answered.

"Kok you know, Mia?" ask them compact.

This is the answer they take seriously, I turned off my phone and looked at them. Before answering, Sekar had approached and pushed the chair back right beside me.

"Students here where there are those who do not know the Chairman of BEM and the children of lecturers, such as sand beaches there are pearl shells. The beach sand is only for ordinary students and the pearl shell inside is a special pearl of famous students. Like that" explained Sekar while sitting next to me.

I also agreed to respond to this, Rena and Dila just johan while staring at each other. After that, our order arrived. Now I, Dila, Rena and Sekar enjoy the food and drink we ordered. Dila and Rena are so very greedy that Sekar is no exception who is busy playing his personal mobile phone. Not even a second mouthful Sekar was a little surprised. I was also made curious and also Dila especially Rena.

"Why, kar?" I asked while stopping my mouthful.

"Try it, check each of your phones. On his Instagram" he stuttered.

Because my curiosity was overcome by my hunger, I followed Sekar's orders. Grab a mobile phone, click the instagram app. Sure enough the first page that appeared was a recording of my incident last afternoon with the cold human guy and the hottie. Circulating from one student and being followed by another, I didn't realize this many people would record the incident. I was ignited by my emotions with a caption that irritated me, stood up and stopped eating.

"Where are you going Mia?" Say Sekar while blocking my wrist when I want to leave.

"I want to ask what the video means and want to know who is behind the account" I said without looking at Sekar.

The three of them were very worried about me, this incident tested my patience. Waking up from his seat.

"This is indeed a test of your patience, Mia but what is there to no harm in letting it all go and responding to it with your stupid past. Whisper?" sekar said while stroking my back.

If you think, it's true. If I follow my anger, it might be bigger and it won't end. I also beat my emotions, it feels heavy indeed but for my own good too. Breathe out heavily and sit back.

"I'm sorry" I asked.

"Not should you apologize to us but you should apologize to yourself" Sekar said followed by nods by Rena and Dila. They smiled, I returned their smiles.

Lately I feel a little different, starting from my emotions getting lured up to my ego that has never been bidded. Meeting him there was a sense of calm in the soul, his gaze as well as the expression of a flat face hinted at the meaning of his cold nature. Then why would he be the student leader of this campus? What is the cold nature that many students like? What is her plus attitude? I don't know. "Why are you even thinking about that cold guy?" I say inwardly.

The rain had subsided, the sun was greeting the earth. My footsteps continued to stand, thinking about the incident while kicking the gravel. Sometimes I walk with my best friend but now I prefer to walk because the mood and also the distance between the campus and my boarding house is not so far away.

"Honey later tonight we go out yuk" rayu Friska while draping her arms to Raka's stocky arms.

Raka who focus on carrying his car just silently gets more treatment from Friska.

"Where?"

"Then go to a place you like"

"No" said Raka flat.

"Hmm why the hell is being invited out always unwilling?" friska grumbled while scaling and her lips pursed.

Raka did not criticize Friska's childish attitude like that, in fact Friska's age was grown. At once Friska and Raka saw from a distance Mia on foot. As an idea stuck in Friska's brain, he found a large enough hole that was inundated by water.

"What are you going to do to see the troublemaker on foot?" friska asked before Raka with her slanted smile.

"Breaked through that puddle?" tanya Raka turned to look at Friska as if she easily caught what her lover thought.

Friska nods her head just Raka hesitated with her lover's decision. Then Raka looked at the back of the troublemaker woman earlier this afternoon.

Finally Raka stuck the accelerator pedal of her car, leading to a hole filled with puddles. At that time Mia was splashed by a puddle of water and wet her clothes.

Friska slipped to find Raka who agreed with her decision, staring in disbelief.

"I love your decision, baby" said Friska.

Raka was satisfied with what he had done, he smiled slanted at times to see Mia who was wet through the rearview of the car. Not only Raka, Friska is also very happy with Raka's decision and sees Mia suffering.

"Hey!!! Car with eyes. Heii wait!" hardikku while chasing the car as much as I can.

Raka sees Mia chasing her car instead increasing her speed. I was no longer strong enough to chase after him, my breath was wheezing. Both of my hands were holding onto my knees that were making a pedestal, looking closely at the license plate number of the car and remembering it. Before the car disappeared from my sight. "Review the car met again, just wait for its vengeance" my inner grumble. I will never know when the car will meet again, but my faith will definitely meet and avenge all his deeds. "Wait a little later" Too imaginary if you believe you can meet something.

Arriving at the boarding house without a second thought, I approached the bathroom because it was not strong enough to withstand my body odor. Enjoying every drop of water pouring from the shower to wet my body, the fragrant rose of soapwash absorbed every pore of my skin.

After a few minutes, my phone suddenly rang. I quickly got out of the bathroom, which fortunately was wearing clothes. Not yet able to step, my feet tripped by the bathroom terrace. My body fell to the floor, quickly woke up to reach a small object that had sounded from earlier. Grab a backpack and search for that thing. Be met. Brian's name appears on my Video Call screen. Immediately I shifted the video symbol connected.

Now Brian and I look at each other's faces despite being blocked by distance. I sat on the edge of my bed, trying to find the right position to look perfect in Brian's eyes.

"Why so long raise the video call dear?" ask Brian.

"I'm sorry I just took a shower, my body is so dirty" I complained as I furrowed the tip of my eyebrows.

"Why are you, baby? There must be another problem, right?" ask Brian and guess.

"You know, when you came home, there was a car either intentionally or accidentally passed through the hole of the contents of the water hole. I got it and got wet. How not to sprain dear" grunts while hitting his cellphone.

Brian found that, he tried to calm his lover. Trying to stroke his girlfriend's head even though it's just a shadow.

"Here, don't be troubled again. Who knows the driver was old so he accidentally" said Brian softly while stroking.

I finally finished, it was true what Brian said. The driver was old and unintentionally. Do I deserve to scold an elder? The thought was always ringing until I breathed heavily and bowed.

"Are you calm now? and renounce?" Said Brian who broke my daydream.

I raised my own head, looking at Brian fixedly.

"thank you. You've always been an encouragement to me"

Smilingly. That's what I can do for Brian. Brian stopped my shadow there and smiled back beautifully.

"I am not only as your partner today or so on but also should be able to be your brother and best friend who always supports and advises you, listen to your every complaint and lead you in a good direction until God separates us. I'll keep trying because that's my principle" he assured me.

The more I was made to fall apart due to his sincere words, my heart was now hissing. Feel the true love of someone from a long time with him. Once again Brian smiled instead I put on a teary face, maybe Brian knows the expression of my face at this time.

"Why you, baby?" ask Brian to worry a little.

"I'm fine" I replied as I turned the camera away and put back the tears that had not yet flowed.

"Relatedly? Should I send this soul of mine to accompany you there?" gumbal.

"Could you?"

"Can you please"

"Later you don't live dong"

"As long as my soul is by your side, with you forever, this body is of no use"

"That's what the hell, baby, don't talk about it dong" I said a little annoyed.

Brian's response even chuckled until the phone oscillated udders. I could hear that laugh, and I was happy to feel this. After everything seemed to stop laughing, Brian began to speak up again.

"How was the campus, dear?" ask Brian.

Brian asked such a thing, instantly I changed position to sleep on my back while crossing both legs. My face stayed with the video call screen.

"So it was on the campus I had a fight" I said in a plain tone.

Brian flinched silently and was shocked to hear the confession of his lover. I could only shut up and turn my eyes down.

"Who are you fighting with? Why can we fight? What problem? But you're okay, right?" ask Brian repeatedly will be ready to intogratiate myself.

I took a deep breath and breathed heavily. My pride only lasts for a moment but my resentment will always be remembered even if there is a little regret.

"I had a fight with the Tourism child and he was also the chairman of BEM at my campus, the problem was because he who did not see me again brought a tray of contents of my order and my friend who was quite a lot. If I'm really okay even though there is a bit of a fight with them and jam each other with his girlfriend who is pretentious. And at the very least he did not even apologize for his actions" I said a little annoyed considering the incident.

Brian's lips form O signifies he has understood the problems that befell his lover.

"Yes already. Don't mind the other person, which means he doesn't know self-introspection" Brian advises.

I could only nod and agree to Brian's statement. Until the time did not feel we spent to treat the longing that was once stored is now also evaporated. Waiting for dusk to turn to night.