me and this feeling

me and this feeling
Part 1's



The atmosphere of the campus was filled with the bustle of students and also the lecturers there, in my class all students scattered out because the lecture was over. I closed the book, tidied up and stuffed my books into the bag, suddenly Dila patted my back hard from behind.


"Mia yuk us to the canteen" Dila said without guilt for patting my back hard enough.


My face turned sinister while holding the pain part, Dila found it immediately chuckled and begged for mercy in front of me. I can only breathe heavily.


"Yuk Mia" followed Reni and then grabbed Dila's shoulder.


"Dong school. Later the Tourism children take over the power of the canteen" said Sekar who did not want to lose chatty.


"Hmm yes-yes be patient. Patient child in dear god knows" my talk before his best friend three.


"Lapar was not patient but fed, Mia" said Sekar as he pulled my wrist which grabbed his phone rushing away from the classroom to the canteen. Followed by Dila and Reni.


Arriving at the canteen, the four of them simultaneously saw a group of students who filled every corner of the canteen. The mother canteen will certainly be overwhelmed which turns out most students are part of the tourism child.


"Yes, it's the first one" Pinta Dila.


Instantly I felt offended because this was my slow demeanor.


"Relax me to eat you guys ok" said Sekar.


Dila and Rena were so excited, I just smiled getting good treatment from her best friend. But it's her fault so I have to do it.


"Let me, kar. You're looking for a seat, what's your chance?" my spoken.


They understood, responding with a nod.


"I pesen fried noodles plus boiled eggs, drink iced tea" said Dila excited.


"Me too"


"Yes I also pesen the same Dila" said Sekar.


"Just follow your work yes" said cynical Dila.


"Mie just ate it not afraid of the same hair you guys later curly cake noodles" kekehku, the three of them put on a sour face.


Seeing the faces of his companions like that, I ended my loud laughter and went to the cafeteria to order their food. After feeling Mia far away, the three of them immediately laughed looking at the look on Mia's face earlier and looked at each other.


"Here it is, according to Mia it feels crisp" said Rena while reducing her laughter.


"Indeed the boy" followed by Sekar.


"Yuk yuk find a seat, then even hit by Mia" said Dila while embracing Rena and Sekar with a smile sumringahnya.


They stared at all the seats in the cafeteria. Be met. The seat in the corner of the cafeteria was good as a place for them, I finished ordering and carrying a tray containing drinks. Watchfully carry objects that are easily broken and do not want to fall because they are accidentally pushed. Wanting to carry this tray carefully, my shoulder collided with someone and nudged his elbow.


Inevitably, the tray that was on both my hands fell apart onto the floor. All the corners of the students eyes that were on the canton, were fixed towards me. Asking each other about what happened until someone woke up to see it, not least Sekar, Dila, and Rena now they approached me who was already burning emotions. I looked at this guy's face fixedly right in front of me and also read his name tag. Raka Ariona Bremasta's. The face appeared as if he had no guilt. Shards of glass scattered on the floor, the water spilled everywhere. My emotions were burning and my hands were not clenching. "If only I had martial arts, I would have done it by now" said my mind.


"Hmm what?" said the song boy with the attitude of both his hands into his pants pocket.


"What what what is it? look at that, you've hit my shoulder. My tray fell and the glass scattered. Look at!" point me towards the floor.


"You walk by the eyes of what your snoring hah" I rebuked him.


"Continue?" say it lightly, guys.


The situation was getting heated, the views of the students in the cafeteria were ceaselessly staring at them. There are up to take pictures of the moment where the Chairman of BEM as well as Tourism students are treated like that by ordinary students of Nursing children.


No hesitation I want to slap her face that does not care about her handsome face but is held back by Dila and Rena. At that time Raka the songong guy was approached by a girl who I saw the name tag on his right chest. Friska Prameswari's. Can be admitted beauty, there is a negative side that is lebay and kelewangilan. Anyone who approaches will definitely not feel at home, not least the Cold Man aka Raka. Might as well.


"Dear you're okay?" friska asked worried while rubbing Raka's clothes when it was not dirty and draped her hands into Raka's arms.


"Cihh disgusting" said my inner annoyed to hear the name that turns out the hell I often call my girlfriend dear but not in public, there is no shame.


"You're that if the road is real, you should bring a tray of glass contents a lot. Already know this canteen is crowded hah" hardik behind this cute girl.


My emotions got hooked again, not accepting all this I grabbed Friska's hair. That's where I got into a fight with Friska the Tourism boy.


"Follow people's business" I said as I ruffled her hair.


"She's my boyfriend I like to meddle in his business or not. It's because you know wrong!" he said while returning jubilant from Mia.


"Friska is enough, enough" said Raka.


"You're the one who made it because of"


"You did" I replied as I pressed his trap into Friska's hair.


My best friend did not stay silent at last they tried to break up my quarrel with her, followed by Raka who pulled her lover. Friska and I are separated even though I want to be snapped again, Frisk also does not want to lose he wants to grab me again.


"You're the one who doesn't know yourself, you should apologize to my boyfriend"


"Well I'm sorry for your long-spirited girlfriend" I stared hard at her as I pointed at Raka.


"Hmm you are not kapok either" said Friska wanted to come to me and was detained by Raka. Friska could only hold back her anger and turn her face the other way while crossing her arms. I'm still held by Dila and Rena.


"I represent my friend Mia, apologize for my friend's careless mistakes. So, sorry my friend yes Raka" said Sekar pleading before the Chairman of BEM.


I was a little surprised, I could do this. Whose son is he? the President's son alone isn't so arrogant at the demon level.


"Let's go" said Raka then they passed by without regard to the apology from Sekar.


"You guys don't know the manners and you shouldn't deserve to be the BEM chairman who is glorified on this campus" I said.


Raka's steps came to a halt, then turned towards me. Seeing the cold face of Raka, Dila and Rena became frightened and chose to take off their grasp. Rewind his steps, I am the only one in front of them. There was fear but my annoyance exceeded that.


This moment will never be missed by all students who watched there but there are some who do not discuss such things.


Raka stopped right in front of me with her signature style, her hands both getting into her pants pocket. Cold and quiet. Now I don't want to lose and cross as if I wanted to challenge him. Something amazing that has never happened in this campus, they carved a history of pengkampusan.


Then Raka slightly ducked down, looking at my face. A bit of a tuckle made him, currently my face with him is quite close apart a few centi.


"Do not link the name of the organization let alone impale it. Understand" he scolded while pushing my forehead with his little finger, he also left his reprimand made me even more ashamed of myself.


My cynical gaze kept watching them, her lover never let go of her embrace. Finally the two backs disappeared into the turn of the corridor, my best friend approached me. The atmosphere here is back to normal, just a few negative whispers about me. I can catch this word but this body does not want to respond.


"We go yuk from here, the drinking problem we will pay" persuaded Dila who was embraced by Rena. Sekar is busy paying for his compensation and telling about this incident.


"Mother sorry yes because Mia accidentally dropped it and this is changing her losses" said Sekar while extending money to the canteen Mother.


"No, I understand and forgive this incident. Just save your money for other purposes yes" he refused.


"Really, mom?" he said it again to convince.


The cafeteria mother nodded with a smile, she understood the state of the bustling cafeteria and chose to refuse the compensation money not to even accept the money.


"Thank you very much, ma'am" said Sekar quite happily.


"Mother go first"


"Oh good mom"


They rushed closer to us.


"Thankfully the canteen mom was good. Let's go to class"


Want me to scold Sekar because the treatment was like a servant in front of Raka just behind it all, Sekar was willing to help himself until this moment.


"Then eat?" rena memelas.


"Feeding can be later after the last lecture which was lined by Mr. Darma" explained Sekar.


"Now the main focus is Mia" he continued.


Rena could do nothing more, Dila and Rena could only obey Sekar's orders. It's my fault again for not being able to control my emotions when facing such cold and demon-level humans. Indeed God predestined them together and it was a perfect fit but, it was not worthy of praise. We left the cafeteria and would rather go back to class.


"Until any moment, I will remember this incident" I said inwardly.


It could be said that this is my grudge against the cold man and the little girl. Camkam it.


Author says: "A hatred begins to be ingrained in Mia's mind, either over time the hatred will be watered by conflict or a love. It's all just Mia and her feelings know"