Me And My Dark Time

3. Distrusting

I lay down my body in bed, looking up at the sky in the room, I wondered if I should be honest with my background to Rian, yes believe that you only have one person who knows my family background, who else if not my best friend Laras, oh yes forgot Mr. Rector also hahaha.

It was not without reason that I asked Papa, at first papa refused on the grounds that the whole world should know that I am the sole heir of the Buana Group Hotel, he said, I convinced Papa that I wanted to know who the man who truly loved me was, until Papa finally allowed me, I did not use Chandra's name behind my name, yes it was just for my daily life in college, but still my full name is clearly written on the important files on campus, I just don't want my friends to know who I am.

So did Laras, at first I kept it a secret from him, but I think friendship should start with honesty, right ? finally after two years of being friends, and Laras was really sincere, I told him about my background, yes just like the others, he was surprised.

I kept getting stuck in my mind, should I tell Rian or not, without feeling like I was getting sleepy and asleep.

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In the morning as usual Papa always leaves early in the morning. But usually papa will wake me up, to say goodbye but not with today, it's possible it's very urgent.

"Bik, Meidinah went to campus, later auntie do not cook lunch, Meidinah want to eat out the same Laras."

" Yes non, oh yes non was Mr. Pesen he said later malem tuan did not go home, there was a meeting with clients in Bali," explained Bik Sumi.

"Kok papa didn't tell Meidinah directly Bik," I said annoyed.

" So mister buru non, he said his meeting suddenly," replied Bik Sumi.

" Yaudah, Meidinah is leaving Bik."

" Yes, be careful."

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Arriving at the college I did not get out of the car, I waited for Laras, because there was something I wanted to tell him. I was busy looking at my picture and Rian, I smiled at him every once in a while. I hope this all lasts forever, right down to His jannah.

Suddenly my car's glass was in the corner.

I lowered my car glass

" Semedi in dalem bu?" laras Ledek

I closed the car and got off.

" I'm waiting for you Ras time" I replied

" What ? tumben very "

"I want to tell you about Rian,"

"Why is Rian the same ?"

Before I answered Laras's question, I pulled him to Pendopo Campus

I held my breath, "Rian this late changed, he rarely told me, he also rarely met me, he became cold with me," I confided to Laras.

" Try me you ask him why he changed," said Laras.

"Why do you want it, if communication is very rare even, yesterday, yes, he just gave the news in the afternoon, it's over he did not have any more news, yesterday, even though I wait for news from him, I want to call him afraid and even bother him," I said lirih

" Yes, you are positive thinking, maybe he has a lot of work, not to mention the news, not to be thought of, let us go to the cafeteria, I laper," answered Laras innocently.

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