Me And My Dark Time

18. Rian's Regret

Unlike Meidinah who had left the cafe, Rian was still silent without a word. Rian did not expect that everything could come like this, when at first he just wanted to play with Rasya, and not the slightest desire to leave Meidinah, but somehow all the jadj like this. His memory recalls Fariz and Rasya's confession.

The Flashback

Rian's face was red withholding his anger, he really did not expect that Fariz until the heart did that to him. Arriving at Rasya's house, Rian knocked on Rasya's door with emotion.

Tok tok tok tok tok tok tok

Art Rasya immediately opened the door.

"Eh den Rian, ma.." hasn't yet slesai art that Rian's talk directly into the house, he's looking for where Rasya is, he's sweeping every corner of the house with his eyes, he's, and he heard the sound of people joking in the living room.

Rian stepped quickly towards the living room. The art just shakes the head.

"Oh you guys are this familiar ?" rian said with intimidation.

Fariz and Rasya stunt erratically, why Rian can be here, they throw shocked eyes at each other, like a girlfriend who is cheating, like that is the current state of their circumstances.

"Why silence?, weren't you guys joking ?" rian asked in annoyance.

Rian's face flushed red, restraining his emotions.

Fariz and Rasya were more and more confused as to what they should say to Rian.

"Casual bro, why the hell?, I'm the same Rasya nothing, really, we're just friends" Fariz said.

Fariz thought Rian's anger was caused because he was too close to Rasya.

Rian raised his smile, "don't talk Riz, I'm disappointed with you".

Fariz was confused what to say to Rian, he looked towards Rasya, trying to ask for help.

"Yan, this is not as you can see, I can clear everything" Rasya said.

Rian laughed, even his laughter broke the silence, his voice filling the entire house.

Fariz and Rasya were surprised they threw eyes at each other, why did he laugh, thought that was what they meant.

"You guys are amazing, woww the drama you played is really amazing" Rian said, alluding to his smile.

Fariz and Rasya are confused not to hear Rian's words.

"What do you mean Yan ?" ask Rasya.

"I should ask, what do you mean to play with my feelings ?" rian said with great emphasis in every word.

Duarrrrrrrrrrrrr Fariz and Rasya were struck by lightning in broad daylight.

"A aa what do you mean yan" asked Rasya.

"Ceh, you still ask me what I mean?, don't you yourself know what you mean by approaching me ?" ask Rian.

Rasya was frozen to hear Rian.

Fariz and Rasya threw eyes at each other, did Rian know the truth, thought it was the meaning of their gaze.

"Sorry Yan, I'm really sorry about you, I'm too selfish" Fariz said, filled with regret.

"I'm quite disappointed with you Riz, you're my friend, but you can destroy me just because of your ego, I didn't know, it turns out our friendship has no price in your eyes"

Fariz bowed in shame, Rian was right with Fariz doing this, it was the same as him not appreciating his friendship with Rian.

"Sorry Yan, this is indeed my fault, I don't think about our friendship, my heart is completely covered with envy and envy towards you".

Rian scowled his forehead, his head hurt, because since then he kept holding back his anger.

"Yan, I'm sorry, I was blinded by love, Fariz just helped me get you, sorry Yan" Rasya said she cried as she pleased.

"I'm sorry you really don't apply, everything has been destroyed, my relationship with Mei has also not been repaired" Rian sighed, "dumb me, too, why at that time I wrote all the words you said, you know that Shay, I love Meidinah very much"

Rasya's cry grew increasingly, hearing Rian's remark saying that he loved Meidinah very much. While Fariz was silent without a word, what could he say was all wrong.

Rian took a rough breath, "i can't blame you guys completely either, since I was wrong, shouldn't I easily waver just because of the woman I just met"

"Sorry Yan, I am also sorry that your relationship with Meidinah was destroyed, my ego really made me forget the Yan mainland, I did not think the consequences of my actions" Fariz said, her tears were dripping, considering after this her friendship with Rian must have been completely destroyed.

"I'm sorry you guys are so useless, my relationship with Mei is hopeless" Rian smiled, a smile filled with wounds, and a smile filled with wounds, the wounds of being betrayed by his best friend and the wounds of a beloved lover are no longer in his possession.

"You're great, Riz, your plan is right beyond my expectations, I really don't think you can prepare everything so perfectly. Even my encounter with Rasya is also part of your game, ceh, amazingly, my life was really played by my own best friend, a friend who I considered a brother turned out to stab me mercilessly" rian's tears fell down his cheeks as he said all that.

"Funny thing again, you deliberately invited me to meet with your daughter, it turns out you really mean to bring me up with Rasya. You even asked me who the woman was with me at the airport, when you knew it was Rasya. Isn't that Riz?, my life is really you playing Riz".

Fariz froze, he did not know what to say, because of all his mistakes, he was so stupid to obey his ego. He cursed himself in his heart.

"Sorry Yan, Sorry" Fariz said softly, he even tangled at Rian's feet to apologize, he really could not imagine that his friendship with Rian would be destroyed after this.

"I don't think you worship Riz, I'm not God, if you want to apologize, and really want to apologize, ask God Riz".

Rian also left Rasya's house without caring about Rasya who had been crying so much.

Flashback Off

Rian hardened his jaw considering all that, he left the cafe, and was about to pay for their order that was already paid for by Meidinah, or rather the order was free, the cafe belongs to Wijaya. Of course, all employees of the cafe know that Meidinah is the son of Wijaya Chandra.

Rian also left the cafe, his mind was not focused, he really regretted his actions and all his actions, but all had happened, due to indigo a broken speck of milk a long time ago, he was right, this is what happened to Rian.

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Sorry for having so much typo

 

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