MAYBE IT WAS DESTINY

UNVOICED

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the sound of my heartbeat struck the rhythm of hemm.not that I did not hear when the fadil called my name, only that I deliberately pretended to be asleep because I could not hold the blaze on my chest , moreover, I was confused as to what word I should say to him, it felt like these lips were frozen like ice blocks

"i miss a moment like this 'warmness 'floor the very distinctive armpits in my nose, as well as the gentle stroking of his fingers "whispered my heart

slowly squinting my right eye glanced at him who was sitting quietly beside me

" why do you keep staring at me ??? my words deepened back to close my eyes somehow until when to continue to pretend to sleep like this

my hands began to tremble withstanding the nervousness as he brushed my hair and tidied it

" haduhhhhhhh .makin lemes if gini mah ! screeched

"what's the wake up, it's not strong, nihh, if I wake up what should I do, come out and run ?? or hit him mad at him ?? thought I was struggling

it has been almost an hour now the car is not a walk since the roadside marker is not in place either what is in the mind fadil , he just silent occasionally justifies my sleeping position

I was getting more nervous it felt all over my body was hit by muscle tension, because I sat stiffly as people fainted without moving or shifting

the sound of the engine rang in the accompaniment with the shock of the sign the car had been on the road

" ah where did it take me ?? may I go home ! ask me without a sound

suddenly it stopped, his hand grabbed my head I think what it turned out was he leaned my head against his shoulder like Evan had done to me

"heem, kalo gini mah do not need to go home nor papa, every day I will hold ! my words made until my smile also felt a happiness of its own

the car went back to speeding casually but the feeling of a throat gatel choked my neck to let out a coughing sound

" uhuk, uhuk,, ohhuk !! the car stopped suddenly

the fucking cough has messed things up, and I finally had to open my eyeballs

"drink first ! fadil offers a bottle of mineral water

"thank you ! I said it feels awkward

each of us was silent

actually all the questions all the anger I want to throw at him 'but my lips are not able to pull out the letters of the alphabet until it can not be assembled properly

and vice versa with him who seems restless as if there is something he wants to say to me maybe , just like me he chose silence

'basic guys aren't gentleman ! muttered

maybe the estimated time of 15 minutes was not a single word from him , the annoyance began to penetrate me until I decided to get out of the car

my anger grew because he did not prevent or run after me, but this leg was very slow to step

"ugghhh,, I don't chase the ! I'm so upset that I'm stomping my leg

"in the cake anther, don't eat cake or something!! my grunt while walking, yes I am very rarely matchmaking the same name mangjek no one wants to stop by

"oh yaa, at this hour surely arfan has come home, call arfan ah ! my idea came up at the right time

*****

fadil wanted to catch up but the phone ring disturbed him a call from Felisha's doctor who asked him to return immediately because the surgery he spoke about earlier was advanced because the patient with a worrisome condition

"shit , because these lips are not smooth talking, just lost my chance ! gnarly

fadil turned back to the hospital when he ran to find doctor Felisha

" hunt change your uniforms ! pinta Felisha is that beautiful doctor

fadil also headed to the dressing room, no matter how out with an ijo plus shirt complete with a mask covering his handsome face

ready to go to the OK room

" it's wrong to tie the rope

doctor Felisha confirmed the uniform straps that fadil wears

"hands should be sterile, already use the sheath ? said Felisha

fadil nodded and obeyed whatever the beautiful doctor said

nurses and other doctors began to enter with sterile hands surgery was immediately started , according to the fadil order put themselves in front of the operator who was ready to slash with his blade

almost 2 hours long finally the operation went smoothly, all scattering out back with each task , while fadil feel depressed because the results of the scissors will knot the stitches do not match expectations until several times reprimanded the other doctor

" no need to worry, this part will be first for you, a very natural thing ! felisha was comforting

fadil smiled faintly looking lackadaisical feeling disappointed with himself

"ayo come with me ! bring Felisha

"where ? ask fadil

"already follow me, do not be afraid I will not do'why you kok' ! joked Felisha with a fluffy smile

it turns out that the beautiful doctor of a surgical specialist asked him to eat in a cafeteria complete with a variety of menus, it was already his unique habit if he was completing surgery

" mama ordinary ! said Felisha

the mother really knows the usual food of Felisha pesen is sambel petai rice

" what do you want, let me buy ! he offered

" baso fried ! fadil

'bu baso fried one huh ?

10 Minutes of the menu came the smiling cafeteria mother

" the candidate is Fel ! ask mom with a familiar greeting

"ah mother is not mother ! felisha's voice was a little blushed

while fadil felt uncomfortable with the mother's speech he spontaneously explained

"yes ma'am, doctor Felisha is my guide ! fadil

"how do you know from the beginning to guide so gebetan ! joked the mother

" mom can do it ,! felisha said, getting blushed

fadil fell silent unwilling to continue the conversation, focusing on his fried baso

questions began to be said from the sweet lips of the beautiful doctor, but fadil issued a sniffing voice , so not so connected , let alone talk leads about romance heem will close his lips as much as possible