MAYBE IT WAS DESTINY
MY GUEST
Routines are quite boring every day just sleeping not clear just go to the kitchen just crunching the stomach sometimes watch TV sometimes also nangkring on the porch see neighbor dried salted fish
"huhhh bored ..! a word that is appropriate for me at this time
because of swollen feet down the road it feels difficult not to mention the eyes that are still exposed to the virus , actually, my right eye has healed just back again moved to my left eye as if not willing to go that way
tring tring tring ..
my phone kept singing but I pretended not to hear it because I was upset fadil call me kept 'continued with vc call , even though I told you not to video call eh even in said
"you don't want to see me anymore you don't blah blah blah "..
end'end so fight makes sprained si??how try I can vc ama him with my condition as terrible as this
ting ..
because I did not answer the fadil also sent me a chat message he said if he really misses me , a big smile on my lips I think he will be angry again like before
"i also miss !reply me excitedly with emot love three
but my chat was only given an unrequited blue tick, irritated to change the hue of my face which was originally pink because it was happy now so red as my blood was turbulent
"so say kangen, but I did not chat in bales ugrhhh ngeselin ! throw my phone on a blanket over the bed
I went out to watch TV just to eliminate the saturation mixed with annoyance while glancing towards the wall clock
I saw the clock with the short hand leading to the number 12 which soon mother would have come home from the market since my feet hurt he replaced my position as a vegetable trader actually did not want to just how else the economy continues constantly shouting his voice
tok tok ...
the sound of knocking on the door without the sound of my knocker also guess who came because if mother must say hello while this silence did not sound at all even the knock was getting louder
"who the , what do not² ..ih fear ! my mind was headed towards something terrifying
because in the shadow of fear I finally decided to peek behind the curtain wall beside the door that contained a glass window , the faint nampat because only relying on my right eye looks a tall figure wearing a jacket plus black jeans but his face is invisible because he covers it with a mask
"it's normal that criminals like to wear masks, which means he's ... ! I ran with my limp feet
going into the room directly the door lock continued to plunge into the bed while immersing myself in my flower pattern blanket excessive fear made me cover my ears with both palms while pressing
"Lia, you're in the boy ! a voice barely heard in my face
tok tok .(hard)
"Lia, son of ,Lia (hard booze)
hearing the sound of the door banging looked very loud in the following familiar sound in my ears, I slowly opened the blanket
"ah so that was the voice of mother ! I immediately got up to open the door
"you don't papa, do you ?worried face
"no papa kok bu 'just earlier .. ah yes ma'am, mom no papa right ? my hand was fumbling for the mother's body
"what's up ? seem confused
"thankfully mother did not happen what² same mother, "heard my words mother's face was increasingly astonished to be seen from the wrinkles of her forehead
"are you, what is it ??
"no, papa ma'am, no ,
"mending now you're out, is there anyone who wants to see you ? mom asked me out
"who's mom ?
already, hunt out later also know ! mother urged me while pushing my shoulder slowly
I wondered who the person who met me had just taken a few steps back where my body had once turned back to where the shame had come to disturb my mind
"loh, don't you come out ? ask mom
"ah no deh ma'am, shy, sayin if I'm not home ! mom pulled my arm that was about to go into the room
"mother does not want to lie, but I found him, is he waiting for you from earlier ?? anyways want to until when continues ngehindarin people ,
"well, get well, ma'am '
"how to heal at the invite to check do not want , brought to the masseur also do not want, let's go out ! mom pulled my hand hard as if dragged
I just resigned to rebel even it feels free to fear the same quality of mother with a face sitting down while covering my left eye with a strand of hair that I deliberately stall
"mom stay in the kitchen first yes want fadil !
hearing my mother mention the name of someone who has been written on my heart label, it's clear I was shocked not to play, I immediately turned around but
"hey where are you going ? pulling the end of my shirt
my body trembled fiercely, stiffly motionless while my head remained in its original lowered position, I don't know what to do now
"what the hell is this, turn around? what would he react to my swollen eyes ? my mind makes its little voice
"you why ? he turned my body
I just shook my head and continued to lower my fadil's head even more curious until finally
"hey it's me ! he raised my head suddenly
I immediately rushed in with legs that hurt for mercy but I did not care what was important at this time I had to avoid it but he also did not want to give up on chasing me until coming along go in the room
"hey why are you in my room, what will you say mother ! I unconsciously showed my face
"owhh, so because² this is , you didn't answer when I vc you, and now you deliberately avoidin me ,?? touching my cheek softly
ho oh..," I nodded
"basic, same prospective husband himself use the show shame all ! rubbing my hair
"prospective husband, candidate germs huh ??
"kalo don't want just a candidate, come with me ? pull my arm
"where ?
"kepenghulu right he said, do not want just a candidate ,
"hhh, kidding !
suddenly, Mom knocked on the door and called my name, as fast as lightning I threw my body on the bed pretending to be in pain
kreeks!!
"loh, are you in the room ?? mom's eyes bulged while frowning
"uhhhh, sick ma'am ! holding calves
"why son ?
"don't know ma'am arrived² aja aching my feet, then I asked for help the same fadil to cut me in the room !
forgive your son is forced to lie" said my inner
