MAYBE IT WAS DESTINY

CONTRADICTORY

"Will I if I continue this relationship, and is it my fault for loving her too much ! I thought I was full of doubt

I doubt I even felt unsure of myself, all this time I didn't think if the fadil he meant was the same person and again stupid me , I don't know his full name "

if I knew from the beginning it might be easy for me to let it go for you !but now don't let it go in a day that nothing from him makes me almost crazy

forgive me for not being able to control the love that is present without being invited

"sell me !!I said softly while holding our photo while in the villa

"Lil ..!

my mother's voice called out from behind the door

"go in the door I won't lock" I said

mother came in and approached me who was sitting on the bed

what's wrong mom" ?

I have something to ask my mom "

ask me mom" !

son, do you like fadil very much ? ask mom

what the hell is ma'am? how" asked that ?? My answer is to shake my forehead

hemhh... Mother sighed that sounded heavy made me even more curious what exactly is this ??

son, forget about fadil find a guy who matches you ,

how did you say that ? what is actually the matter, ma'am ?

this afternoon, his mother wanted to visit our home, he asked the mother to advise you not to connect with her son anymore, ! mother says

my blood seemed hot all over my body hearing my mother's story about her intentions and purpose, fadil came to our house.

whereas before, fadil had told me that his mother did not approve of our relationship, I also confidently promised to wait patiently for him to get the blessing of his mother

but what is this??? just heard aja gini, nyaliku already ciut ,

let go yes, mother is afraid you are more injured later, mumpung not too far away son" if you mate someday will be easy to find the way !!mom advised me and asked me

but ma'am" we promised each other we would fight for our love until we got the blessing of "my protest

it's not that easy, son, the family is a respected person while we ??quickly reflect on your shortcomings, not the intention of mother degrading but this is for your good and survival !

"hiks,,hiks, I'm well aware of who I am ma'am, did I dream of becoming Cinderella ??I love him and vice versa I love me a lot too !! sobbing

"this is just the beginning, son, if you insist on continuing the relationship, which I fear you will not be able to withstand more abuse and insults than this,I'm very understanding of people like her mother to fadil yes will continue to do things that will keep you apart,,

so I ask you, please let go of fadil ..!! said mom patting the back of my hand smiling with pain

I can't ma'am" I said as I hugged my mother, my tears pouring down my mother's shoulders

***

in place of fadil

as if nothing happened, Ms. Rinawati prepared dinner as usual if her little family members were complete

after being ready to be presented at the dinner table, he also called one by one his family members

mood mamah ,so good nih "syndir pak anwar

"yes it's "pah, ! fadil

don't comment too much, you eat, you,,! sahut bu Rinawati

fadil stretched out both hands turned towards Pak anwar and frowned at the back of his head by Pak anwar

"fadeil,, !

"yes what is it, mah?

"mamah wants to try to accept the woman as a potential mamah's mother-in-law ,,?

uhukk....!!

fadil choked when he heard his mother's words

"seriously mah,,??say fadil while taking drinking water from his glass

when is mamah, not serious about mamah speech ?

so, I can propose to Lia dong mah ! say fadil with passion

eits, it's not that easy, there's a condition ! implied suspicious smile on the lips of bu Rinawati

what's the condition ??

it's easy" you just need to finish your koas task as soon as possible if you can in a year already done koasmu, prove equally mamah that the woman really has a positive impact in your life ,

if the problem is solved mah, I will make sure to do my job as best as possible ! fadil said confidently

so, ,rener this mah ? I can propose and marry the woman of my choice

really,,!! bu Rinawati nodded her head

fadil ate his dinner so happy he went up to his room leaving his parents who were still enjoying the dinner

fadil's share, though,

suspicious of the attitude of his wife Pak Anwar asked about it

mamah, don't lie to fadil right ?

papah is suspicious ,,! ah spend the food do not have to think strange ",

mr. Anwar tried to believe his wife's words even though there was a slight sense of obstruction in his heart

tut.tut..

a somewhat hoarse voice sounded in the phone call

hello my man !!

how come your voice is like a cry, what's the matter?

there is nothing, ' 'cause ,

really ?

there is nothing !

it's hoarse, ''bout ,

I think I want to cough, so it's a little hoarse ! what's up ?

oh, there's good news for you and me !

oh yeah what's up ?

mamah has approved our relationship, he promised to propose to you after completing my perkoassan duty ,

which really ?

really, my mother is not a disbeliever, or !!

I am so glad to hear it !yes already, I'm sleepy, we continue tomorrow yes ," dah met beautiful dreams assalamualaikum, yes,

uh uh tungg..

Lia hung up her phone suddenly

"gener's sleepy huh ? though I still want to hear your voice "murm fadil a bit disappointed

at 05.00 am fadil woke up he got up immediately clean himself 15 minutes later he came out of the bathroom, he also opened the wardrobe choosing one of the neatly arranged clothes and wearing it

it seemed okay, he started preparing his campus equipment while putting it in a bag

"it seems complete ,,

he saw the clock in his hand

"maybe ..still hunt, may the owner of my heart wait for my arrival ! he muttered while running small

fadil deliberately woke up early in the morning his intention anyway, want nyamperin Lia first before going to campus