Marrying Young Miss Galak

Izin

Juno is back at work today. The aura of grief was still very visible on his face. Although he always tried to smile but every time alone he was always pensive with empty eyes. He felt alone, like he was losing his way in life. Losing a grandmother is like losing a house for her return, losing a shoulder for her to lean on, losing a figure for her to complain to. This time he felt very poor. He had nothing else to depend on.

Keira who saw that immediately greeted Juno as Juno almost mistakenly stuck his syringe on the patient. Fortunately, Keira quickly regained her senses.

"June! Here let me just," said Keira who immediately replaced Juno's duties at IGD.

After taking care of his patients. Keira looked at Juno who was still in the room.

"I'm sorry, I'm not focused" Juno said as her patient was out.

"You're not ready for work, Jun. Rest first" advised Keira. Juno nodded and headed to a room. He sat there and began to look back.

'Lord, why is my heart like this. Am I really tired of my own feelings? I want to be like old times' Inner Juno. He again felt tormented by himself. He fell down and put his face on the table.

Keira who was indeed after handling the patient immediately looked for Juno back. With a slow step coming closer to him, he gently touched Juno's shoulder to make Juno lift her face looking at the newly arrived Keira.

"Yuno! Are you okay?!" Keira looked very worried after the incident. Juno had almost made a fatal mistake in handling patients if he was not prevented by it quickly.

Juno suddenly bowed for quite a while and suddenly he sobbed. The instant his defense collapsed, he could not hold it anymore, too painful for Juno. He had tried to hold everything in his heart but finally collapsed back when someone asked him if he was okay. How could he be fine, if he felt that he had nothing left in this world for him to live for.

"Everything's gone, gone ... God has left nothing for me anymore. What wrong? Where's my fault? Whereabouts? I always dismissed my feelings for the sake of others but I was betrayed, I was cast out and left alone like this. I'm tired, so tired. I want to go wherever I can forget that I've been lost and betrayed." Juno sobbed without being able to hold it anymore. Keira who heard it also felt the pain could only be a listener for Juno. He knew Juno was unceasingly regretting the incident. He continued to curse himself for being late when his grandmother was critical.

"I should have been there when my grandmother started me, Kei. I should have come when he called me." Juno.

"Jun, stop regretting and blame yourself. All of his destiny is that. Now you better continue your life, you continue to regret like this will definitely make grandma sad. Grandma is such a pity for you, she must be sorry for you, Jun." Keira tries to cheer Juno up.

Keira looked at that handsome face, she still looked very hurt. Is it possible that he can recover quickly, if his heart and feelings continue to be depressed like this.

"Let's!" call Juno.

"I want to go" Juno said suddenly.

Keira looked at Juno looking for the meaning of Juno's words just now. Keira understood very well how the mess Juno was feeling right now. But, he did not expect that Juno would intend to leave.

"But what about Amora, is she ready for you to stay? Don't make trouble, Juni. You're just a mess, don't make decisions that you can make later, Jun. You're unstable, Jun." Keira tried to prevent. He knew Juno was screwed. He did not want Juno to do anything he did not want during his trip. He knew very well that if Juno was currently without direction, he could not think clearly.

"I'm still the same here. I still feel fucked. I want to find a new atmosphere and I will not leave Amora. I'll try to find a way to excuse everyone. I just need some time to make my own. Maybe going 1 month or so to stay away from it all can make me feel calm again."

"Juno, Amora will feel you left her. Especially with a situation like this, you if you go can make everything more chaotic," prevent Keira again.

Juno only fell silent, his heart still loudly wanting to leave. He was completely unable to deal with all of this, he did not want to force himself to face this. He really needs time to get away.

The night after dinner Juno met her father-in-law to his study. Juno knocked on the door of the room. After obtaining permission to enter, Juno dared to enter. He stepped slowly towards Kevin's desk doubtfully.

Kevin stared at Juno's arrival with a confused and strange look, as it was not usual for Juno to meet him like this.

"What's up, Jun?" Juno sat in front of her in-laws. He still arranged his position before speaking. He got his in-laws inside.

"Mah ...!" exclaim Juno carefully. Kevin increasingly felt strange with Juno's behavior that seemed hesitant like usual.

"What's wrong? Is there anything you want to say? Just say it, son," said Kevin gently trying to make Juno comfortable to talk to him.

"I ... I ... Want to find Sinta to love something. However, as long as he is with our family very close, it seems impolite if I do not go there nengokin he who just got married, Pah." Juno tried to explain, but Kevin felt that there were other intentions that Juno wanted to convey. He was waiting for Juno's next statement.

"Dan ... After that, I ... I'd like to go somewhere, Pah. That can make me calm down again" Juno explained.

"You still mad at Mama?" guess Kevin softly.

Juno just kept silent could not answer. He is confused by his own feelings.

"No idea, Pah. Almost 2 months I almost crazy, all feels very torturous feelings I. My absence during Grandma's last seconds when everyone was trying to find me made me feel long-suffering, realizing that everyone I loved was leaving to make me feel alone, being betrayed by Mama was such a way that I felt that I had no one I could trust. Left by Sinta, Ikhwar's doctor and grandmother. It freaked me out and wanted to move away to think and clear my mind again, Pah. Living in this house also feels foreign to me now, for a long time I feel almost crazy here." Juno said bowed with a pushy look.

"We're talking about this together, yeah, the other one." Kevin can't hold Juno back, but he also fears his decision will leave Amora disappointed.

"Bah, believe me. After all is well, I'm going home, Pah. I don't intend to leave forever. I just need a place to calm me down again,"

This time Juno handed over all the assets she had and other important papers to her in-laws to trust her in-laws. Making Kevin go wide, he did not expect that Juno was very serious about his wishes. Kevin opened one by one the files. These are all important letters relating to the wealth of the Juno family. Kevin looked at Juno in disbelief.

"This is Papa hold all while I'm not there, only the certificate of the house that I still keep, Pah. If something happens to me later, Papa can hand over to Amora and my son later. Just, please let me stay away first, Pah. Just briefly. I need some time alone to calm down. I'm really tired of how I feel these days." Kevin stared at the pile of files once more and Juno alternately. And he looked at Juno with a doubtful look.

"You have to promise to go home, papa can't handle everything without you. You have to promise, Juno. Don't leave Amora. Whatever happens. If you leave Amora, Papa looks for you until you meet and you'll beat him up there" Kevin threatened that even sounded like affection in Juno's ear to make Juno smile thinly.

"It's only Amora that I've loved all this time, Pah. I will not leave him, I really just need time to be alone again," Juno said once again reassuringly.

Kevin nodded in understanding.

"Go, but not for long. And ... Remember to go home." Juno nodded with a smile.

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