Marrying Young Miss Galak

With Love Without Flavor

Their dinner was quiet without grandma and Sinta they went through alone on this dim night. Sinta has been moving to her hometown since she got married, this adds to their quiet night. Only the sound of the clanking of spoons and forks clashing was heard between Juno and Amora. There was no conversation between the two.

Amora looked at Juno who seemed not to enjoy her dinner so much. Sure enough, he had not finished the food on his plate he had already pushed the plate in front of him. He wiped his mouth with a napkin and drank water and then got up and left Amora who was still enjoying her dinner.

Amora only silently watched Juno's agitated behavior. There was nothing Juno was really focused on doing lately. He always looks messy and agitated. Amora took her breath looking at Juno who had left her to eat alone.

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After finishing with his dinner and cleaning up with Darsih in the kitchen. Amora approached Juno in the room. He opened the door of the room in a frenzy for a moment looking for the figure of Herjunot. But, Amora finds an empty room without Juno. He immediately went through the room, Amora looked for him to the bathroom, but still did not find Juno. Until the moment he came out of the bathroom, he found the door of the terrace wide open. Amora immediately stepped towards the balcony.

Amora finds Juno sitting on the terrace enjoying the night breeze. He seemed to dissolve in his mind. Amora with a smile slowly walked up to him and sat down beside him.

"Sepi," said Juno with a straight look ahead.

"We can go home if you want," Amora bargained as she gently rubbed Juno's shoulders as she hugged and leaned against Juno's shoulder who kept staring ahead.

"I still want to be here first. If you want to go home, then no papa. Because here maybe you are a bit difficult, there is only Darsih that layanin us. You can take care of everything later," Juno said. Amora shook her head slowly while smiling.

"I want to be where you are. I don't want to go home if you don't go home. I'll keep you, Jun," said Amora, who kissed her husband's hand this time.

"I'm not calm, I've tried to take my mind off, but it still feels chaotic" Juno said blankly.

"Don't ever feel like you're alone, Jun. You got us. Me and our future son." Amora directs Juno's hand stroking Amora's stomach which still looks flat, because it is still 3 months.

Juno smiled even so for Amora the smile still looked not as warm as before. Amora wants Juno to be like she used to be, where in every second she feels wanted and always warm in her gaze and touch. He tries to resurrect it again, he teases girah Juno who feels dead lately. Amora started touching her husband with full h@sr@t. Juno did welcome him and did what he wanted tonight. Juno takes him to bed and does so as a husband's duty towards his wife. But his gaze and touch were flat without g@ir@h. Amora felt Juno would do it just as much as it has been lately. Juno does but only satisfies Amora but not her.

That Amora could feel in the absence of the warmth she felt even though she had tried to make it more challenging, Juno still reacted unsatisfactorily. Although Amora knew Juno was also trying to cover her void. He seemed to want to satisfy Amora but not himself, he could not finish it for himself. Finished doing so, he would turn his back to Amora and his eyes returned blankly staring forward.

"Do you want it? How many times have you been like this, Jun? Why?" amora asked Juno who was looking at her.

"Maybe I'm just tired and just healed" Juno said.

"You can refuse if you're not in the mood anymore, but why do you always keep going! You're making it hard for me to know with your heart, Jun. Sometimes I feel like you're making us go further this way. Even though you're next to me but your mind is far away somewhere, Jun." Juno thought for a moment and looked at Amora.

"Do you really want to know my heart?!" lirih Juno assured. Amora nodded slowly. "I want to go somewhere until I find my tired spot and miss wanting to go home. I feel like I'm losing all my sense of Amora, I can't feel sad, angry, let alone happy anymore at this time. I feel my heart is dead. I just wanted to stay away until I calmed down." Juno confused Amora.

"You mean?" amora asked confusedly and looked for meaning from Juno's eyes.

"May I go." Instantly Amora fell silent speechless, suddenly her tears welled up. He knew now, Juno wanted to leave him. This was what Juno wanted, Juno wanted to leave him. Juno wanted to forget all including him and all about them.

"How about me and my son? How can I live without you, Jun? Whatever pain I just want to be with you, Jun. Please hurt me, but don't stay with me, Jun. I can't live without you. If you want to go, I'll come, Jun. Don't stay with me, "please Amora, who immediately got up and embraced her husband's innocent body.

"I don't leave you forever. I just want to find a place that can make me calm and can find my peace. I'm always tormented here Amora. I don't want everything to be messed up at last because of this," said Juno who without them knowing they both shed tears by hugging each other. Juno continued to gently stroke Amora's head that was in her embrace. Amora couldn't hide her stuff.

"What's wrong, Jun? Let's fix it together, but don't go stay with me, I beg you, Jun." Amora stood up and looked at Juno. This time Amora was crying and hysterical beside Juno who was still lying down. He knew Juno was asking for permission to leave, something he was very afraid of. Juno got up and hugged the crying Amora.

How could he tell this to Amora and make Amora understand him. She loves this woman very much, but her heart is broken and broken, she does not want her pain at this time to make Amora hurt later. He needs time to heal, he just wants to recover it before he really hates everything in his life. He didn't want her to hate Amora either.

"Don't go, Jun. Don't leave! I beg!" Isak Amora was unbearable still in Juno's arms, her tears constantly drenching her face. It seemed like Juno would not be able to trust Amora with this wish. Juno closed her eyes for a few seconds.

They continued to hug each other until they fell asleep with their own cries.

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