
After hearing the doctor about his grandmother's death sentence, Juno seemed to feel her world collapse instantly. He falls unconscious and is taken home to Amora after confirming Juno's condition is fine. Juno still can't talk. He just kept quiet in the room. Her grandmother was buried this morning. Juno seemed to have lost the spirit in his soul. Dona could only be speechless at Juno's state.
"Happy!" wiry Kevin on Dona with teary eyes endured the pain in her heart. Dona could only bow down without daring to raise her face again.
He approached Juno in his bed with slow steps. He sat beside Juno's bed with the faithful Amora sitting beside Juno.
"Sorry Mama. Mama didn't mean to like gini, mama just wanted you to focus on Amora at that time. Mama didn't know it was a call because your grandmother was dying. Sorry Mama, Juno!" lirih Dona with tears full of regret. Juno simply remained silent without any reaction. Juno seemed to feel a deep heartbreak at this moment, he could not be present at the last second of his grandmother made Juno very hurt, disappointed, angry and full of regret. Imagining how his grandmother looked for him and called his name without being able to come to him made Juno very hurt.
***
Dona returned to her room after returning home from Juno's grandmother's funeral with a regretful look. Kevin went into the room and slammed the door. His anger had really peaked this time. He stared at Dona.
"Roman cheap picisan sprinkled feelings do not want to lose that you keep. Lookie! Who are you trying to destroy? Your son, DONA! It's not just Hanna's son," growled Kevin full of anger.
"Always do not want to lose. To corner him to this extent, now what can you get if this is the case? She lost her grandmother and you can be content? Nothing could be left of him. Even until now he is still unconscious, many times he fainted at the funeral because of you. He you're making a lot of regrets now. What's wrong with him being devoted to his grandmother? Why are you blocking the filial soul of that good boy, DONA? I'm even proud to have a daughter-in-law as good as that to the parents, this is even in obscure jealousy" exclaimed Kevin in his room with Dona increasingly cornered.
"You're very, very evil Dona, very evil this time,"Dona could only be bowed. The furious Kevin left Dona and slammed the door hard.
He headed for Amora and Juno's room. Still with his blank look on the bed. Kevin shed his tears from not having the heart, he did not dare to meet Juno at this moment. He was only with a few of his closest friends at the moment. Including Amora who continued to be beside him.
***
Juno was sitting on the balcony of his room, he was staring out of the courtyard of the house, she was alone at home because everyone was busy at the 7th anniversary of her grandmother's death at her grandmother's residence to be held tonight. Juno does not want to go there, because he is still not able to and precisely he still does not want to accept the fact that his grandmother has died.
Unbeknownst to anyone he walked out with empty eyes. He continued to walk down the blazing streets without direction. There were no tears or emotions. He just felt empty, alone, disappointed and broken, destroyed? Is there anything left of him that can be destroyed from him.
Everyone's gone and left him now. There was nothing else he had as his back. There was no one who loved her like the grandmother she had been with.
Juno continued to walk until dusk. I don't know how many hours he's been walking without direction. The rain started to fall, Juno kept walking without stopping with a blank look. He actually physically began to get tired even though he himself did not feel it, his legs began to feel stiff he could not move anymore. But still he tried to move, until he fell and still he forced to stand back up.
Suddenly Juno's steps came to a halt in front of a large mosque. His eyes were fixed there. He came in after taking off his foot. There are some pilgrims who are praying and some are paying attention to the arrival of Juno who came in a state of wetness. He sat down but did nothing. Juno just sat quietly. Suddenly he kowtowed as soon as his cry broke out, making some of the mosque's marbots start to notice Juno. He saw from the stelan that Juno was wearing he was definitely not a random person but Juno's mannerisms were very strange. He cried while prostrating.
An ustad approached Juno who was still sobbing. He touched Juno's shoulder slowly.
"Son, what's wrong?" said an ustadz slowly. Juno did not budge from his bow. He remained prostrated unwilling to move only his body that seemed to continue to tremble withstanding his cries. Ustad and some people tried to lift Juno from his long prostration.
"Why did he test me so that he didn't leave me one bit to hold on? leave a gap for me to breathe. What's my fault? I never hurt anyone. I even treated His other servants in the hospital with a sincere heart. I obeyed her every request, but she still left me the same way as the others. Everything I had in her took away from me without even getting a chance to say goodbye. Why is he so unfair to me," Isak Juno was emotional, a young man hugged Juno, until Juno's cries broke unstoppably.
"Don't gini mas. There are many people out there who are also tested by Allah, they are tested not because Allah hates them but because Allah believes they are capable. I have to be patient, don't be like this" he said trying to calm Juno down.
For a moment Juno could calm down, sir justad touched Juno's shoulder and leaned her on one corner of the room. They wanted to change Juno's wet clothes but Juno refused. Until they could only wipe Juno's wet body.
***
Not long ago Amora had come to see Juno. Thanks to the tracking app Juno has connected to their phone so Amora can track Juno's current position.
When he saw Juno was there, Amora immediately ran to hug her body which was still silent without reaction.
"So this mas here in a wet state, we bargained to change his clothes he refused, mbak," explained one of the people.
"Thank you sir. He's my husband, we're really grieving. Maybe he left when we weren't home, sir," Amora said. Amora told me a little about Juno's grandmother's death that made Juno like this. They began to understand now and looked at Juno with pity.
After chatting for a while and thanking the people who were there. Amora was also excused to bring Juno home with her. Juno remained silent the whole way home.
"Jun, why are you leaving?" ask Amora softly in the car.
Juno was still silent without an answer. Amora felt very guilty, because her mother's actions now Juno like living without meaning because of heartbreak for the death of her grandmother in her absence. Juno seemed to continue to regret that day, as if she was punishing herself at this moment.
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