Marrying my Dark Beloved Friend

Chapter 38

"I don't want to eat, Rian. I want Rafi," whined that woman like a child asking to buy candy. 

Rian from a distance could only sigh. Sometimes, it feels quite tired every time chasing after a woman who does not like it at all. But, he was very confident that his struggle would lead to happiness in a moment. 

"Alea, come. You have to move on, honey. If you continue like this, there is only torturing yourself," explained Rian with full gentleness. Again he had to get rid of his ego to vent his anger. 

Angry at being disappointed Alea never chose herself. Also angry because Alea still wants her own best friend. 

"You know how I feel, Rian. It's hard to just not remember him." Alea's tears were spilled again. Sometimes he washed his cheeks full of tears.

"I understand, Alea. I understand. That's why I always chase you. Sorry if everything I do for you is illfeel. But, just so you know, I'm so good with you. I can't without you, Alea," Rian said at length, completely unresponsive to Alea. 

The woman was busy with her own tears. His mind is getting more and more raging now. 

"Are you aware, Alea? I've always hoped to be the same as you. Every day I wish it was like that, as long as you know. I also don't stop praying for you to open your heart to me." 

Rian continued on with nothing that stuck in his heart and mind. This time, he did not hesitate to devote all of it to Alea. 

"Now I want to ask you, try to think about this question." Rian shed his tears once. Now, the man shed another tear before finally returning to his words. 

"You can imagine, if one day suddenly I can not give attention to you anymore. Rafi is happy with Raisa. How are you going? Are you happy that I'm out of your life?" asked Rian in a serious tone, even with a pushy face. 

Alea changed the position from supine to sitting. He was eager to be hugged, but all he could do now was hug his own two knees. 

"I don't know, Rian. You don't go. I have no one else" Alea said with a hiccup as she cried unstoppably. 

"But I don't know either, Alea. I could be tired of all my struggles. That's why you appreciate me, let me not go away from you." Rian continued to express his heart and desires. 

"Y-yeah, Rian. But I also cannot force my heart. Now I'm still comfortable with you as a friend. Don't be angry. I can't control this feeling either." The woman was still crying nonstop. 

Rian who realized to hear Alea in sobs did not have the heart to let the woman cry any longer. Moreover, Rian had already revealed everything that stuck in his heart and mind. He decided to end this heavy conversation. 

"Yes. You don't cry anymore, yeah. There will be me." Rian removed the teary remains from his net end. He tried to get back up, even though he tried to make Alea rise again. 

The woman should not be sad for long because her gestational age is still very vulnerable. 

"Tomorrow Sunday night, let's go, yuk," asked Rian who had returned with a soft tone. It was a big hope for the man to have his invitation accepted directly by Alea. 

"Hmmm ...." Alea looked worried. 

The woman thought about it first not because there was already another event at the same time. Instead, he was in a good mood or vice versa at a predetermined time. 

"Why? Don't want to, huh?" guess Rian by the way with a low volume of sound. 

"Yes, you understand. Especially if you are young pregnant. But, even if your mood is bad, I can turn that bad mood into good, really. You calm down." Back as usual, Rian always tried to do his best for Alea. 

"Emang yes?" Alea was not sure that Rian was able to turn bad mood into good mood. Moreover, lately, Alea's mood was hard to control. 

"Yes dong" said Rian with confidence. 

Alea chuckled for a moment at seeing the overconfident Rian for the sake of being able to comfort himself. Though, the real Rian was a person who was unsure of his own abilities. 

Once enough was felt, they hung up the phone. 

***

The anticipated Sunday night arrived. Rian already looked neat because he wanted to take Alea's path. That afternoon, the man had already confirmed to Alea, and the woman agreed to his invitation. Rian hopes that the woman he loves will not change her mind. 

Rian was immediately slid towards kosan Alea. Not long after, the man had already arrived there because it was indeed a distance not so far away. 

Alea straight out of the room after seeing Rian's car arrive in front of his boarding house. 

"Where are we going tonight, Rian?" aela asked after she got into the car and put on the seat belt. 

"Watch aja yuk. We're watching the latest movie" Rian proposed enthusiastically. After all, he had not seen a movie in the cinema for a long time. It seemed, Alea was the same as him. 

"Watch what genre? I don't know the latest movies. But, you can watch a movie." 

Hearing Alea's words that immediately agreed to his invitation, Rian was happy not to be upset. "Sipph. Watch our romance genre later."

Alea replied with two nods. The woman then enjoyed the view outside the windshield. 

During the trip, Rian and Alea had a light conversation as usual. They have been friends for a long time. Although it had been hit by thousands of problems related to the two of them, but it did not make them foreign. 

"Rame really," Alea said as she watched the basement mall filled with young people. 

"Yes, right on a weekly night," said Rian while parking his car very neatly. "Just this time like I'm on a girl's weekly night" the man chuckled. 

"Then anyway? I'm the first dong" Alea said in a joking tone. 

"Yes dong."

They went to the cinema to buy tickets first. Incidentally, there are tickets for the most recent romance movie. Enthusiastically, Rian invited Alea to take a seat. 

After waiting for a while, the film was shown. The scenes of romance in the film, make Rian as if carried away by feeling. Moreover, there was now a woman of his heart who was sitting right beside him.