Marrying my Dark Beloved Friend

Chapter 33

"You better think about what you said earlier, Rian," Alea explained. It's a very big decision. Don't let both Rian and Alea feel wrong steps later. 

"But I'm so sure, Alea. Want to marry me?" ask Rian who tends to be more pushy. 

Though in hindsight, it should have been Alea who forced Rian to be willing to take responsibility. However, this time it was as if it was reversed because Alea was unwilling to be rash. What will he marry someone he doesn't love? 

Although the one who was about to marry her was very affectionate and in love with Alea. It's been five years ago. Rian's feelings for Alea were truly beyond doubt. 

"Thank you Rian for taking responsibility when all this is not you. But still I need time. Likewise for you, it must also take some time to consider again," Alea said firmly. 

Pikiran Alea mulai berkecamuk. Mulai saat ini, ia tidak hanya bertanggung jawab pada dirinya sendiri, akan tetapi juga harus bertanggung jawab pada janin yang berusia dua bulan dalal perutnya itu. 

Rian let out a long sigh with both of his hands holding onto the steering wheel of the car. "All right, I'll recite all your words. But remember, if there's anything, call me right away. I love you so much. Worry if you're doing anything. It feels like you're keeping watch, Alea."

Rian said all those words in earnest. Both of his eyes looked into Alea's eyes. 

Unfortunately, the woman still could not accept Rian as her future husband. Even though he actually needs a husband figure for himself and the fetus in the stomach. 

It's just that he still expects Rafi a lot. He only loved Rafi, not Rian. Even though that man had already deeply loved Alea. 

"Yes, Rian. Thank ye. But back again, all that can not be forced," said Alea. The woman's gaze was directed out the window. 

Rian could only reply to Alea with a nod. He started running his car again to drive Alea home. 

In the man's mind, the same was raging. What is so bad about him as a man? He is even willing to take responsibility for something that is not his doing. 

Merely, Alea was still unable to accept herself. Sometimes, Rian seemed to feel futile because he had waited too long for Alea. He also felt a little sorry, why did he love Alea, and not just anyone else? 

Arriving in front of Alea's boarding house, Rian got down first from the car to open the door of Alea's car. 

After that, he intended to lift Alea's body, just like when he had taken the woman to the hospital earlier. But, Alea chose to brush it off. Although his head was still heavy, he was trying to walk on his own. 

Rian could only follow Alea from behind. I feel like he wants to find the woman he loves so much. However, whatever the force, the woman rejected him outright. 

"You go home, Rian. I can be alone, really," Alea said as she closed the door. It takes time for itself. 

"If there's anything, don't forget to call me, baby" the man said. In his chest felt tight because he could not keep the woman he so dear. 

"Yes" Alea said briefly. The woman then closed the door of the room even though Rian had not left the door. 

Alea's cry broke after the door closed. He drooped helplessly still right in front of the door leaf. Now, he curled up with tears. Both hands hugged his knees. 

Alea meta water continues to flow until a hiccup. He then looked at his stomach which still looked quite flat. "I don't really need you. But all I need is your father."

Alea continued to roar with great helplessness. It's as if he's broken. He wants Rafi, but until now the man has not returned to him. 

"Do you really not want to be with me anymore, Honey? I was pregnant with your child" said Alea. His energy began to run out to scream. 

His condition is not okay either. Supposedly, he immediately ate and took medicine to recover. Yet, I don't know. The woman was really feeling devastated now. 

Indeed, in his heart felt a little grateful because there would be Rian in charge of him and the fetus in the stomach. Only, the woman felt no need to be pitied. 

He wants to marry someone who loves him, and he loves that person so he does not clap one hand. 

Slowly, Alea crawled with difficulty towards the soft bed. After that, he put his body there. He looked at the ceiling of the plain light green room. 

Sometimes he washed his tears with his bare hands, to get rid of the water that blocked his view. 

Rian, who had been standing at Alea's door, started to leave after no more screaming from Alea's room. 

"Patience, dear," he told himself as he set foot into the car. Now, Rian has run his car to go to Rafi's house. 

Upon arrival at Raisa and Rafi's house, the man was warmly welcomed by Bi Eni who opened the door. Rian heads to the television room where Rafi and Raisa are there, and there is also his little niece. 

Rian forgot all the trouble between himself and Alea for a moment. He must look cheerful in front of Raisa so that his beloved sister does not think of anything. 

"Widihhh, what else is this?" greet Rian as he approaches Raisa and baby Rara. 

Raisa who just saw the arrival of Rian was immediately flowery. "Abang, tumben's here. Sit here, brother," said Raisa as she shifted her body to get closer to Rafi, so that the brother could sit right next to her. 

"You want a baby Rara, don't you, brother?" hail Raisa with such a cheerful tone. The woman seems much happier now. 

"Duh, fear this. Rafi can carry her?" ask Rian to just mince words. Lria then kissed and pinched slowly the cheek of the nephew. 

"I can do it, dong. It's this professional," said Rafi with a joking tone while chuckling. 

"Lied, Brother. He is still very stiff," said Raisa honestly. 

Rian nodded for a moment. "Eh, Bro. We'll hang out for a while yuk" asked Rian. The man wanted to say something that Rafi should know. However, it must be unknown to Raisa. 

"Where are you going, brother? How am I not invited?" cananda Raisa's. The woman was holding the baby Rara in her lap. The baby appears to be asleep.