Marrying my Dark Beloved Friend

Chapter 22

Rafi paced around like a confused person. The man is now in the car park. His mind was faced with a huge dilemma. He had to choose between Raisa or Alea, the woman who both loved him so sincerely and so much. Raisa and Alea had also harbored feelings for Rafi for many years. 

The difference is, Alea is a woman that Rafi also likes. But, Raisa did not dance at all for Rafi. Want to be forced as hard as anything, it seems that it can not. The woman was very kind and motherly. 

If you choose to kosan Alea, what about the feeling of Raisa who has prepared dinner since then? Moreover, Rafi lately felt guilty for leaving Raisa for the sake of being with Alea at the top. Raisa still treats Rafi like a king. How could that man go back to hurting Raisa? 

But, if choosing Raisa, what about Alea? The woman has a sore leg. He can't go much anywhere. Obviously Rafi is needed by Raisa. 

"Ck" decak Rafi's. It had been a few minutes pacing around in the same place, but it had not produced any results either. Infidelity is complicated and difficult. The pleasure is only in a few moments, only short term. 

Not long after, his phone rang. Rian's name is on his phone screen. 

"Huh-hello?" rafi asked with a bit of hesitation. He swallowed his saliva for a moment. 

"Where? Home now. Your wife is waiting" said Rian. The man now turned into a cold and resolute man. Not like the figure of Rian all this time who is soft, smiling, and generous. 

There is no harm indeed, it is for the good of the sister's family. Also for the future of Alea, the woman she loved so much. The man did have to be firm on Rafi and Alea. 

Rafi was silent for a moment. He then accepted the request of his brother-in-law. "Yes, I'm home now."

For some reason, Rafi and Rian's relationship were all so familiar and close, as close as a pulse. Now it was instantly turned far away, as far away as the earth and the sun. Just because of the betrayal Rafi and Alea committed. Everything disappears instantly. 

Rafi then got into the car, to then run the four-wheeled vehicle. 

Arriving at Raisa's house, Rafi entered the house with an awkward feeling like last day. Moreover, the look on Raisa's face is now not as warm as usual. Although, the treatment is still the same. He still treated Rafi as his legal husband. His duty is still fully carried out. 

There was some food on the table. When Rafi sat on the chair, Raisa immediately took the rice on the plate, as well as some side dishes for her beloved husband. 

After having dinner for Rafi, Raisa does nothing. Just shut up with a blank look towards Rafi's food. Rafi was confused. He doesn't know how to. 

There was no Rian. At first, he thought there was Rian because it was the man who contacted him. But, it seems to have gone home. Rafi's getting awkward. Eating is not as good as usual. 

After putting the food into his mouth twice, Rafi glanced at Raisa for a moment. "You don't eat, Sa?" asked Rafi, but not influenced by the wife. 

The wife was silent with the same view. He did not answer the husband's question. 

"Sa?" call Rafi again. 

"Huh, huh?" Raisa just responded. It was also because he was surprised his daydream was shaken by the husband. 

"You don't eat? Come eat," take Rafi. He put his food back in his mouth. For a moment he forgot his guilt. 

After all, his guilt only appeared occasionally. For Alea's sake, he could justify any means. 

"Look at you eating my fill" said Raisa. He carved a bitter smile with the same look. 

Her husband choked instantly, but nothing came out of his mouth. Rafi wanted to say that the wife also had to eat. But, for some reason, his mouth was as stiff, unable to say what he wanted to say. 

"Hallow, Honey. How long, why don't you come here?" asked Alea enthusiastically. The woman still hopes Rafi will come to her. 

Rafi also had to turn her brain. How can he escape from Raisa to accompany Alea for a while. 

"Honey, be patient, yeah. Here I want to get ready to go there" said Rafi without thinking. He said it spontaneously. 

To go there, Rafi must make sure Raisa sleeps first. Because otherwise, he had no reason to be able to meet Alea. 

After taking a shower, he walked all over the room. If he finds that Raisa is still awake, he must rack his brain again because he cannot disappoint Alea. 

He glanced at the living room, the living room, the kitchen, and other rooms. Until the moment he went to the terrace, there was Raisa there. It made him surprised not a bitch. 

"Ehh." Rafi jumped one step back from being too shocked. 

Raisa did not respond at all. His eyes were empty as usual. 

"Sa?" call Rafi in such a soft voice. 

Then Raisa looked towards Rafi. "Hem? Huh yeah?" Raisa's voice was barely audible. 

"I'm allowed to go play, right?" Rafi scratched her non-itchy hair. The man was like a child that the mother had left behind because she had made a terrible mistake. 

Raisa took her eyes off her husband's face. "Oh, if you want to see Alea, that's okay, too."

Rafi increasingly felt heartless and sinful because many times did dzolim to his wife. However, the thought was only in Rafi's head when the man was at home with Raisa. Another case if he was already with Alea. That man will forget everything. 

"Oh, no, really. But, if you can't, it's okay." Rafi entered the room after saying that. 

Indeed, he could not bear what Raisa showed. The woman was very moody and cloudy. It was as if there was a heavy burden that he was carrying. 

"Honey, I'm so sorry, yeah. I can't go there just yet" Rafi said, showing a face full of regret. 

"Well, Honey. I've been waiting since. I haven't eaten waiting for you either." Alea whined like a child. 

"Sorry, Honey. Yes, I've eaten food online, yes." The man continued to persuade Alea. That was the only way he could do it. 

"God, Honey. I want you." Alea continued to whine nonstop. Makes Rafi confused thinking about what other way. 

"Eits, we'll see you in the office tomorrow. Aye, right? Every day we meet tomorrow," said Rafi who suddenly made Alea's lips carved a smile that was so sweet. 

"Oh yes, Honey. Okay then. Love you" said Alea. "I want to heal the wound first," he bambuya while saying goodbye to hang up the phone. 

"Okay, Honey. Waiting for the food." Rafi can breathe a sigh of relief. "Oh yeah, what do you want to eat?" ask Rafi before hanging up. 

"What a thing, free. The important thing is to buy you," teased Alea. Not long after, the video call ended.