Marrying a Real Shadow

24. You're Part of My Loss

"I told you, I'm fine!" Anna screamed while running all over the hospital.

"Anna!" Shouted Her stepmother who looked at Anna like a madman.

Anna stopped running and momentarily stared at the ambulance stopping in front of the hospital and several officers rushed out a bloodied man who had just been shot precisely in the chest. Maybe a sharp bullet had just penetrated the ribs and blindly his heart to make the almost stiffened body curl up after death.

"Meihan...." Lirih Anna while running staggering.

This is not a mafia story or a tragic matchmaking story. But it's complicated every story. What the author really thought when writing this story. The road is too long and complicated. Outside the rain, and the occasional strange thunder rumbled. After sleeping for a day, well he must have written this after sleeping all day.

Anna felt her embrace loosen when she saw the man who was pushed on the bed was not Meihan but of course the face remained familiar, he was neither a stranger nor one of the aliens who before that spun in front of him, making him dizzy and again ending up in the hospital. Regrets and regrets are like wanting to be spewed out.

"Morning...." It was as the bed passed by as fast as a stupid zebra.

His body was about to fall, a numbing effect that had always been in vogue and activated permanently when facing the man would suddenly make his buttons goofy on their own, almost exploding a little more.

Meihan caught Anna's body which was like it had no bones. Tomorrow we should be happy.

"Why do I always have to end up here?" His whisper was barely audible.

"He'll be fine" Meihan replied.

"How did you know? How!" Attack Anna with a heartbreaking voice.

"I know because he'll always be by your side to always protect you."

The hospital was suddenly in turmoil and chaotic. Even more chaotic because of the screams of Rafah's mother who was like going to cut her throat. That crazy state is unexplainable.

"Raphen!" The middle-aged woman continued to shout hoping that her voice would run out in exchange for the life of her son who was bathed in blood.

Anna covered her ears that were buzzing violently. He felt like he was looking at Rafah in front of him and smiling like he would never see that smile again.

"Raphen!" Anna's stepmother rebelled when the sisters prevented her from entering a room full of green cloth, the room that determined Rafah's end.

If you leave, who can I blame? Who can help me? Who can replace you sitting in the most strategic place to do anything to defend me? I've lost so much, why did you lose me too?

Hixes.

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I was a girl. Sometimes I'm a corpse. Sometimes I am a princess. Today, music should be echoing dasyat, where the uncomfortable pauses that like to make the heart forget that he must remain stable. It should be today that the world's most expensive gem ring is coiled right around my ring finger. I am the queen of today, beside me stands a dashing man whose clothes match the dress I wear. It was a plan that should, should have been. But why am I standing here? Watching the coffin of the person who should still be here observing the circumstances to make sure that I am safe and happy. Why did the box go in there? Then the water as if it had shed all the corners of my eyes that were reluctant to open. I want to describe as my eyelashes tired must continue to stand up in the water that always flows without stopping.

"I promise to be her and me" whispered Meihan to Anna.

Anna turned around with difficulty. His eyes stared at the face of the man who was tightly grasping his hands. "Why did the bullet get there?"

The man's lips clenched suddenly, the sweet word of tranquilizer he had just spoken like it did not come from there.

"Who's aiming? What kind of hatred drove him to pull the trigger? Has the plan changed?" Attack Anna again.

"He has chosen" Meihan said after silence.

"He always chooses the wrong. I wanted to nag her," sobed Anna who seemed to get an answer.

"The bullet should be here." Meihan held the chest that protected the heart from beating underneath. "I don't know what he was thinking at the time. Why did she run towards me and hug me like I was her lover. A heroic act that confused me looking for a reason and a reason. But now that I know the answer, he really wants to protect whatever it is that has to do with you Anna. He knows something and has considered it. What would happen if I were the one who had to lie in that crate. He may not be able to imagine if the girl he loves would lose the man he loves."

It was like removing a mask from his face. His face that time was very dark, the painful side was visible from his veins that were getting stiffened. Anna could only wipe away her tears. Now that man should be sad. Anna hugged him, giving him the rest of the strength he had.

"Even if the man." Meihan stared intently at his father "The man who inherited me with that great gene. She would never be willing to sacrifice her life for me," her cries broke.

"Rafah was indeed the most sincere man I had ever met but again I chose to hurt him. You know I'm that stupid." Anna also sobbed even though she tried hard and forced the tears not to come out.

One shovel, two spades, three spades, four spades, five spades. Anna's eyes were counting one by one the wisps of sand. His world with Rafah is separated. They are far away but close if memories are present and time is repulsed.

One more shovel, every sigh of sand scattered in the wind to scatter, making anyone not stop holding back the roar. Signing at once will be as close and as far as the separation distance.

"Anna, I'll remember this. I promise to be him at once. Do not be afraid, he has tied this thread and wrapped it tightly. I'll take care of you and love you."

Anna felt the water keep coming out, warm and wet. He was only able to pat Meihan's shoulder which continued to sob like a child. Hardcore, that's the most sadistic word spoken at a time like this.

Rafah's body is already standing still down there. The smell of the brown loose sand is part of nostalgia. Anna closed her eyes. "Rafah, happy happy. You keep joking around and this is your last joke. You chose this way to repay me? Well you managed to hurt me. The folding stock of me hurt you. I don't know if I should thank you or regret. Your choice could be right or wrong. Why aren't you here? Hugging me and congratulating me on my marriage?"

That's the plan....

"What's your plan!" Shouted Rafah's mother as she ran to Meihan's father who was late to come with his wife beside him.

The man simply took off the cigarette in his mouth and stepped on it immediately. He did not feel sorry for the woman at all.

"Devil!" Screeched Rafah's mother.

"I've heard that a lot," he lightly picked up the flowers in the basket and sowed them on the still-wet navel of Rafah.

Once again, the scent of memories flew into the air.

"Do you think I'll let this go!" Anna's stepmother is still trying to spray threats for the man.

"No need to be raised. You really are like losing your son. People will be deceived. Haha...." He threw a piece of paper at the woman.

"No way, No!" Jerit Ibu Rafah.

The company's takeover letter as well as the void inheritance fell on him, slowly torn in the rain. The woman whined like she lost everything. He was circling on the ground that was starting to muddle.

"I have to how?" Anna whispered while swallowing the rain that fell on her face.

"The company is now in your control. You calm down, he won't hurt you because you still have a role in his plan." Reply Meihan.

The rain is part of the memory as well.