Marrying a Real Shadow

16. The Limits of Our Love

"We still have activities that have not been completed," said Kenda continues to tease Meihan who had been trying to avoid it.

"Kenda, it's not the time to do that now" he said, pushing a little Kenda's body against his chest.

Kenda smiled wryly, "You're disgusted by me because of the events of that time?"

"It's not so Kenda I just...."

Kenda ferociously pressed her lips against Meihan's lips and bit him to the point that Meihan pushed him until he fell slightly to the floor.

"Did you love me for my virginity? After that your love is gone too?" said Kenda frail while trying to stand back up.

"It's not so Kenda. I'm just not in the mood to do that.." Meihan argued.

"Am I just a cheap man in your eyes? I think you saw it for yourself. How my honor as a woman is played out here. Are you not planning to save me? I've sacrificed a lot to stand by you!" yells Kenda emotion.

"I love you so much. Loving you completely doesn't have to be like this Kenda. I barely recognized you. You're changing too fast. I'd rather you be the old one." Meihan fumbled around looking for an object that could save him if Kenda started harming him.

"You're saying I've changed so much? Who exactly changed? I think we've both changed. I just want to save this relationship, our relationship" said Kenda.

"I'm still with the old feelings, I promised you. Have I ever broken my promise to you all this time?"

"Do you still love me?"

"I love you so much...."

"Prove your love now, only then will I believe."

"That's not how I'm supposed to prove how much I love you."

Kenda was silent for a moment, he observed the face of his lover. Every inch, every mile. The perfect face of the man she used to kiss. The thick aesthetic lips that used to always say miss him. Beautiful eyes with long eyelashes that used to always radiate attention just for him. Now that all of it was no longer his, somehow all of it could be clearly drawn and felt.

"If you love me, come closer and kiss my forehead." His gaze now emitted a pain that was sent from the bottom of his heart.

Meihan a little pity. What's he been doing? Injuring the girl he used to work so hard to look after. In the past he always tried to make the girl who was almost crying was always smiling, driving away her sadness far away.

"You forgot how we first met? I still remember the plain, bespectacled gentleman coming with a bunch of flowers to ask me out."

Meihan bowed, his memory was nostalgic considering that time. She used to be just a shy and not so popular until finally a simple ordinary girl made her fall in love. The simple girl completely tore her heart apart to the point that it was only a bunch of flowers she had picked up in the garden. He dared to declare his love even in a stiff voice complete with red cheeks like apples.

"I didn't answer your question right away because it was the first time someone had expressed their love for me. How could you possibly forget that? You even stood in front of me for almost thirty minutes just to wait for my answer. Waiting to see if your love is avenged" Kenda continued.

Meihan again got carried into that atmosphere. It feels like just yesterday. That fast feeling can change. 10 years together has been a testament to how strong their love is. If time is not the reason for the fading of love between us then what is the reason we can no longer look at each other warmly?

Kenda took a deep breath and wiped away the tears that were about to fall from the end of her chin. "Anna, you're secretly putting feelings on her, aren't you?" sama later.

There was no reply from Meihan, his silence signifying how his heart began to be moved to regret everything he had done to Kenda.

"Did I lose to her beauty? Is it because I am so poor that our love is so easily stale and forgotten? I was wrong for having so many flaws that the purity of this love was not able to be awake and lasting forever, hiks...." Kenda closed her eyes, there was no point in crying, it was just hers not for them to be together, she was the one to bear it.

The man in front of him did not react at all. Maybe their story is over.

"I'm sorry...." Meihan quickly walked over and immediately hugged Kenda tightly.

Kenda's crying broke. His guess was wrong, the man still loved him sincerely despite everything that had happened. The embrace is proof that their love is still worth fighting for.

"I know that...." The holy tears of the girl soaked Meihan's shoulders.

They hugged for less than a minute.

"I'm sorry." He took off Kenda's body leaning against his chest "I promise I won't make any more mistakes and will stay focused fighting for our relationship." He wiped his lover's tears.

Meihan pulled the girl's body to hold her back in his warm embrace.

All the girls in this world are weak. They are very weak and need someone to rely on. After all Kenda was also just one of those weak creatures. His shoulders were too fragile to support the burden that fate had written. He just needs another shoulder to strengthen it even though the shoulder is just a place to sleep for a moment to unwind.

"I love you" Meihan whispered as he rubbed Kenda's hair to calm her down.

"I love you too...."

Meihan lifted up the little girl's body and laid her into his bedroom bed.

"You're saying you're not in the mood to do it?" whispered Kenda.

"I suddenly felt excited." Meihan rubbed a few strands of Kenda's hair that covered his face then gently dyed his forehead further dyed his nose, chin, and continued to explore his neck ferociously.

Of course Kenda did not stay silent. He can't fail this time. Although inexperienced, he issued his best******* to stimulate Meihan. He also touched sensitive areas that challenged Meihan and was even more aggressive.

Huft, ghh....

"Are you okay?" whispered Meihan.

"I'm even better than usual, hhh, what's up? Why stop?"

"Today's events didn't traumatize you?"

"I'm not like Anna, you are above me now, not the lustful servant that I was yesterday. Of course I'm okay." Kenda started taking off Meihan's shirt as well as Meihan's, she took off the knee-length maid dress that covered the curves of the mischievous girl who was vigorously biting the area below her center.

"Hahaha, you are better than yesterday" said Meihan who immediately hugged Kenda and began to put his pride in Kenda's venomous hole.

Huh....

They clashed passionately until the bedroom bed creaked to the rhythm of their movements.

"When have you been wearing this?" Ask Kenda when he sees a slippery object covering Meihan's mighty goods.

"So, you're so excited you can't see me wearing it?"

Huh....

"No need to wear it, I don't mind. I'm even very happy to have your child."

Meihan just smiled. He devoured Kenda's lips so as not to fuss over the object that covered the item and focus on the activities they were doing.

Sticky, wet, sweaty, they keep daggers. The seconds of the clock creaking on the wall became the sole witness of that passionate warm activity.

Aaa....

Kenda let out a small scream as Meihan put his things deeper.

"What's wrong?" meihan asked with a heavy voice and sounded a little exhausted.

While biting her lips and squeezing the pillow on her head, Kenda shook her head softly despite her expression like pain.

Meihan doesn't care much. He continued to channel his desires and exerted all his strength to satisfy the girl.

Kenda was still struggling with the pain, though she did not try to stop Meihan from exploring his venomous hole. Meihan was not as gentle and careful as yesterday. Is it possible because he's not the only guy who did that to her? He even wears a safety device.

"I love this room, even if it's hot outside but it's too dark here like night. No one knows, no, our romance is hot during the day."