Married the Cold Doctor

My Cold Police: Choosing to Survive

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Rendra walked awkwardly out of the doctor's room after getting news that made his heart really shaken, really shaken, what he had to say to Eva later he wanted to have children but he wanted to lose his wife.

His heart hesitates to choose, God has not even helped him at this time but one believes that purity of heart is the key to all problems.

Arriving in front of Eva's nursery room, Rendra was immediately overwhelmed by various questions from Dela and Amri which made her immediately nervous and confused to answer what to her brother.

"Rin? Eva why?" ask Amri.

"Yes Ren, Eva is okay?" timpal Dela with a panicked face.

Rendra was speechless and downcast as if she had lost her strength to speak, she took a quick breath before finally letting go and ready to answer all the questions from her brother.

"Eva had a disruption in her pregnancy," said Rendra weak.

"What?" dela said in disbelief.

"I have to choose Eva who survived or the baby who survived,"

Once Amri, Dela and Zain rounded their perfect eyes like this was Rendra's problem, whether this was a test from God but now he was in a difficult choice that he could not have chosen both even if he wanted to.

Amri who unconsciously shed tears immediately hugged his sister and tried to give her spirit so that she could be strong in living this all.

"Propay deck! Trust God is always with people who are strong and have a high sense of patience," said Amri holding Rendra's shoulders

Dela also shed tears and just stared at the concern of her sister-in-law who may now be in a state of shock.

"So what's your choice?" dela asked Rendra which made Rendra pause for a moment to think about her choice.

But he had not been able to answer everything arrived out of a nurse who called Rendra to come to see Eva.

"Excuse me? Mr Rendra? Looks like your wife wants to meet," said the nurse was friendly.

The deg!

Rendra's heart was pounding he was not ready to deliver this news to Eva, he does not want Eva to think about this problem but if he does not tell the truth then he could lose Eva for a long time.

After hearing the news from the nurse Rendra walked into Eva's room with hesitant steps and hesitant waiting for a reaction to the bad news from the doctor.

A ceklekkk!

The sound of the door opened by Rendra made Eva open her eyes and smile at the arrival of her husband, but she was a little surprised when she saw the look on the face of Rendra without a smile.

"Omm?" call out Eva who saw Rendra already standing beside her with a cold look. "Om why?"

"Evacate the content," said Rendra weak almost without sound makes Eva surprised by surprise.

"What!?" peekik Eva surprised. "But why?"

"I don't want you to do anything, you'd rather hate me for aborting the child than I see you dead in front of me" Rendra said with tears that could not be contained anymore.

"No! I don't want Om!" eva shouted pulling her hand from Rendra's grasp.

"Please baby, just this once! I can't afford to lose you,"

"I'd rather die than lose my baby! I've been waiting for her and Om doesn't know how happy I was when I conceived this child, and now Om tells me to abort it?"

"Om will see the struggle of a mother for her child even if she has to lose her life" Eva continued with tears.

"But?"

"Exit Om! I want to be alone!" eva's orders to turn her face away did not want to look at her husband.

Rendra took a deep breath and stood up from her seat and walked out of the room without looking at Eva who was devastated by this incident.

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Sayup adzan maghrib sayup heard in the hospital mosque, Rendra still did not go home because Eva still had to be treated for an indefinite time.

Rendra stared at the clock on his wrist then walked towards the mosque to carry out his obligations that he might have long left behind, he regretted how stupid he was because when he fell down just now he prayed to him then wherever he had been until he was negligent of the task of his god.

Serrr!

The sound of water from the tap where Rendra took the water wudhu decorate the silence of the place there are only a few people who pray whether others are busy or how so they like to forget their duties.

Rendra then walked steadily into the house of God, how precious when the heart felt the coolness of being in the grasp of your hand, O Allah, but how foolish is man who often neglects all this.

All the thoughts of Rendra he lost, only one in his memory of Allah is Great, where we can ask even if we do not know will be granted but believe who is Istiqomah! God help him.

Rendra then immediately held a prayer rug where he would be bowed back to his god after a long time he just stood like an arrogant man so that he was tested immediately he collapsed and regretted what happened.

Rendra shed tears on each of her prostrations and smiled as she read prayers she may never have read again before and finally realized that God is the best place to return.

"God, how happy it is to bow down to you again, Rendra said after finishing the last salutation.

And immediately he realized that he had been only pursuing the satisfaction of the world without thinking about his charity and his obligation to his god.

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