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Rendra then immediately held a prayer rug where he would be bowed back to his god after a long time he just stood like an arrogant man so that he was tested immediately he collapsed and regretted what happened.
Rendra shed tears on each of her prostrations and smiled as she read prayers she may never have read again before and finally realized that God is the best place to return.
"God, how happy it is to bow down to you again, Rendra said after finishing the last salutation.
After finishing his prayer Rendra then sat down thinking about his destiny to seek and ask in Prayer and every prayer and hope there will be a miracle for him.
Rendra then took a cross-legged position and put his hands up, with his eyes closed he then tried to feel a sense of calmness when we surrender to Him.
"O Allah, the servant is not the one who always obeys you, not the one who is always on your path. Shy servant! I am afraid of all these problems. Servants can now only resign and hope that everything will be like before. The servant asks only one request to save the son and wife of the servant and if it is necessary to sacrifice the life of the servant, god willingly because you are the only place I ask for everything that happens in this life,"
After completing his prayer Rendra then fell silent again with tears he was really shaken and without him realizing there was a man who was watching him from earlier.
"Why should we be afraid of the problems God gives us?" adnan sat next to Rendra. "Didn't God never give a test beyond the ability of his people?"
Rendra turned for a moment towards Adnan and looked back and bowed with tears that fell and did not pay attention to everything around him.
"You don't have to cry, your tears won't change everything" Adnan said.
"Who are you?" asked Rendra in a hoarse voice.
"You don't need to know, I just want to say that you don't give up easily? That there's a lot more to the problem out there than yours,"
"What you're saying is that it's true that God hates me by giving this kind of test" Rendra looked at Adnan.
"Not hate, but God loves you," said Nissa Adnan patted Rendra's shoulder with a smile.
"What do you mean?"
"If God gives you a test, then God loves you, why? Because God wants to see you cry and beg him and then go back to his path,"
Rendra was stunned then lowered her head again and again regretted her words and her treatment so far that made her even more depressed about this ordeal.
"Don't be depressed it will only add to your sadness" said Adnan embrace Rendra.
"You don't know I've been so ugly in other people's eyes" Rendra said, wiping away the tears at the corner of her eye.
"The ugly thing in the eyes of that person is not what the origin is not bad in the eyes of God," said Adnan made Rendra smile a little and seemed to find a glimmer of hope. "Then return! I'll excuse you, Assalamualaikum,"
Adnan then stood up from his seat and walked out of the musholla leaving Rendra who was still sitting thinking about all the words from Adnan for him.
After finishing with his mind Rendra then stood up and walked out of the musholla to the Eva nursery just want to see the condition of his wife.
On the way, Rendra was silent without a sound of walking in silence so that only his footsteps could be heard echoing in the corridors of this hospital
Arriving in front of Eva's nursery, Rendra then immediately opened the room door slowly so as not to wake Eva who had fallen asleep.
A czech!
Rendra then walked slowly to Eva's bed, when he got there he looked softly at the wife and then kissed her forehead mesmerizing while closing her eyes weakly.
"You never leave me, baby!" inner Rendra.
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Today his feelings are somewhat relieved because he knows that there are still many who have more problems than him and it is all thanks to the spirit of Adnan that made him rise again.
"Assalamualaikum," said Syafa who came with a bag of fruits greeting Rendra who was busy with his cellphone.
"Eh Waalaikumsalam, would you like to see Eva yah Fa?" ask Rendra.
"Yes, Mas" said Syafa while letting out his best smile.
"Oh, come on in, Eva's inside" Rendra said, speeding up their conversation.
Eva doesn't answer she just smiles and nods and then walks into Eva's nursery to give her some encouragement and see her.
A ceklekkk!
The sound of the door being opened by Syafa made Eva smile for a moment when she saw that it was Shafa.
"Assalamualaikum, Va," said Syafa walking towards Eva's bed.
"Waalaikumsalam, Syafa who are you with? I'm very upset," said Eva immediately embraced Syafa.
"Hahahaha, just met and missed," said Syafa smilingly releasing his embrace.
"Fa? Do you know about my illness?" asked Eva with a gloomy face.
Syafa puts the fruit on the nightstand next to Eva's bed and then turns to look at Eva and stroked her hair slowly.
"Yes, I'm sorry, yeah," said Syafa.
"You're still not in love with Om Rendra?" asked Eva again which this time made Syafa stunned.
"Ah what the hell are you," said Syafa laughing back
Eva then lowered her head and grabbed Syafa's hand then she held it firmly and looked back at Syafa with a sad look full of sadness.
"If you still love my husband, would you be my replacement?" ask Eva sure.
Syafa who thought Eva was just jokingly wrapped her perfect eyes and stared in disbelief at Eva who was now filled with a sense of surrender.
"What the hell are you!"
"I'm here soon, I'd rather keep this child and even if it's my life and if I'm gone I beg you to be my wife," eva said with hope and tears.
"Have you not been pessimistic we entrust all to Allah, just and continue to pray that in the future there will be a miracle and you and your child can be saved" said Syafa wipe away Eva's tears.
"But that's impossible!"
"That means you doubt the existence of God" said Syafa staring at Eva.
Eva then fell back down and wiped her own tears and tried to keep pondering her words and decisions.
"Remember Va, that whoever is always Istiqomah will be given a way by Allah, do not hesitate and do not fear, God willing you are healed I am sure of it," said Syafa pulled Eva his embrace.
Eva was silent and then smiled silently and hugged her friend back as if giving her the spirit and warmth that made her return even though she knew that this would not last long.
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