Mama, I Love You!

Funeral Home

In front of the quiet room room Nina was sitting drowning lamenting the events that had happened to her, what a reality that was so bitter and unexpected, a reality that would take away all the happiness in her life, she said, the most beloved person in her life has now abandoned her, how her children and husband would live a life without the mother figure who had become the heart of their home, just imagining it is painful.

Nina was still sitting in the wheelchair alone, looking to the right and to the left, she was in the middle of the empty hallway of the hospital, the hallway was getting quieter and scary-looking, Nina did not want to enter the morgue, as she could not bear the pain of seeing her mother in the cremation.

"What is the condition of the father after knowing this, how can the father who has been sickly for years and almost lost his life, even the mother who left us first. Why did you take the life of my parents so quickly? Why not just me? Hix.. Mama, I want to come"

Nina monologues, squeezing the damp end of her shirt with tears, berating herself, cursing and regretting.

The inner girl in front of the morgue drowned her fear, wanting to get up but defeated by her ego, she looked down and looked at the end of the empty corridor crossing road looking increasingly lonely looked creepy, looking as if someone's feet were wearing jeans and walking shoes approached Nina, she immediately wiped away her tears.

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Someone who saw Nina getting closer, he was a tall man wearing a levis jacket, white skin, his face was handsome and so foreign to Nina's eyes *who was that man?* his brows frowned, he wanted to go inside the morgue, but alas, the man was already in front of him.

Nina and the man were facing each other, his eyes were staring at each other, the man's hands were closing in on Nina's back and holding onto her, yet Nina managed to fend him off.

"Sorry ma, who are you?" nina Lirih

"I'm sorry you may not know me, but I've known you for a long time, introduce my name Davin" the man thrust his hand before Nina, but not at all, her feelings grow furious because this is not the right time for an introduction, Nina holds her seat wheel and tries to turn it around.

"Nina! Yep! Your name is Nina, isn't it?" the man tried to stop Nina from entering

"Please, speak politely to the grieving person!" Nina glanced to the side

"Sorry, please, I just want to get to know you, Nina. I've been watching you for a few days and now I see you crying so hard, I know what's going on with your parents, I'm so sorry, can you tell me your home address?"

Nina did not answer the man's question

"Sorry, I have to leave immediately" the girl tried to get up from her seat, her body already felt better, she walked into the morgue. But before entering it, he fell, the man moved his legs one step, but Nina was lifted first by a man, his uncle.

Nina looked, her heart pounding

*je je je kemasa? why a corpse? don't call my mama a corpse, please, hiks hiks*Nina is crying again

"You must be sincere, all this is God's way, come on! Everyone's waiting in the car"

His uncle helped Nina's body get up, and took her into the ambulance, inside there was Ifah who was crouched on a coffin covered in green cloth. Aunt Ratna and Abimana were next to the driver.

Nina and Ifah continued to cry for the coffin in front of her, outside the car the man who was trying to get acquainted had been behind the crowd of hospital caretakers. His eyes followed the hearse to the exit of the gate.

"I'm sure we'll definitely meet again, Nina" he murmured.

Inside the hearse Ifah continued to mutter

"Nin, why did you leave us so soon? I haven't had a chance to make her happy, hu hu hu" her face still sank in her arms above the coffin

"No brother, all of us, we have not been able to make him happy"

"Mama's a good man, Nin. Mom's so nice, I can't stand it"

"Yes, my mom is a very nice person, brother! hyks hyks.."

The two women were still sobbing near the coffins of the dead, but not with the person in front, the aunt Ratna and Abimana were much more firm and sincere despite her heart crying, although his heart was sliced listening to Nina and Ifah talk behind.

Nina woke her head to see the whole room of the hearse that was now carrying her

*It never occurred to me in my life to be in this car, it was hard to believe, O God, in this coffin that was right in front of me was my mother who was no longer breathing, it's very difficult to let go, how can I let go of him, during his life I've never made him happy*

Ifah and Nina continued to mutter, the sound of the siren of the corpse car speeding so fast that it made their hearts beat so fast, there was nothing else he thought, no more, just how to say this to my dad.