Mama, I Love You!
Grey (Part 1)
The Intensive Care Unit (ICU)
It was late afternoon, Ifah faithfully wagged a fan on the head of the father, even though the temperature in the room was so cold, but not for the father, his disease makes the air in the middle-aged man's body is always hot, the father often gives off cold sweat, his chest tight if there is no cold near him.
"Well, where's mom?" lirih
Ifah was touched "Mmm mama..mama is outside sir, there is Nova, Rara, Abim and aunt Ratna come" Ifah lied.
"Cock on all this shit? Nobody's guarding dong's house?"
"I. i. yes, the house in the lock really, maybe they're worried"
*sudaah. already, Fah. Don't talk too much, you just multiply lies to father* muttered Ifah in the heart
"Emm, sir, yes, my hands are sore from the morning fan, hehe"
Without getting an answer, Ifah walked towards the door, and opened the door handle, his eyes widened to see that there were so many people in front of him, there were 7 middle-aged women, there were 7 middle-aged women, they were neighbors who deliberately came to visit the parents of Ifah.
"Prophey on deck! All have been arranged by God, continue to pray for father and mother" There was a voice of a middle-aged woman who owned a mama's subscription shop who was chatting with Nina.
"Yes ma'am, I am also trying to stay strong, even though it hurts to see both parents themselves fall asleep by fighting the disease in a hospital this big"
Ifah, who was still holding the door handle, had not been able to close it, and immediately closed the door and walked towards Nina.
From the ICU
It turned out that the father from a distance noticed that Ifah was not moving from the door, from the open door, he saw that there were some people he knew outside, he thought those people would just visit him.
*why are so many neighbors here? though I have been used to being treated in the hospital* thought father.
Ifah walked over to Nina, suddenly a yellow-hooded grandmother stopped her steps.
"E uh what's up, Grandma?"
"Neng, this is a deposit from grandma, I can not give anything, that's all I can give, hyks hyks.." said the grandmother, said the grandmother, his tears broke in front of Ifah after giving a green goody bag containing a lunchbox to Ifah.
"Oh my goodness, Grandma. Thank you very much, we also do not need any nek, we just need prayer and support for both our parents"
"Hopefully bring the disease to both your parents yes, do not think too much"
Ifah smiled at her smile.
"Mom have you seen my mother?" ifah
"Already, representatives only if anyone wants to see the father, I am not strong" said one of the mothers
"Yes, please enter one person" Ifah opened the ICU room door handle and let one middle-aged woman in.
But before entering the room, Ifah held the woman's shoulder "Emm buk! Please do not show a sad face in front of the father, let alone tell the real incident about the mother"
The woman nodded and walked into the room.
The others waiting in front of the room, Nina still faithfully chatted with one of the mothers, by showing her mainstay face to look not so sad, as well as Ifah.
Not long after, the middle-aged woman who had entered the father's room came out, her face flat did not show any expression, finally the visiting neighbors left the room and hospital, and finally the neighbors left, after giving an envelope sign of donation assistance to Ifah. So many love both parents, because while they are healthy, they also never forget to help and love each other.
But suddenly Nina stopped her footsteps and turned around
*it looks like I need some alone time to calm my mind*
The girl walked through an empty hallway that was not passed by many people, she was sitting limp, leaning against the wall and bending her knees, her face sinking, her cries breaking. His heart grimaced in pain when recalling last night's events, he could not forgive himself.
*God, why am I so stupid? I should have been able to find my mother's medicine and take it so that she would take it, surely she wouldn't feel pain, and again why should I be furious and not immediately look for mama when she does not return from the bathroom!!! why.... whyaaa??!!* hiks hix
Nina continued to abuse herself about the incident last night, a reality that was so bitter when she heard the words of the doctor last night, the more piercing her heart.
*i won't forgive myself if something bad happens to you, I hate it!!! hwaaaaay*
"Dad! What are you doing here?"
suddenly a male voice rang out, holding onto Nina's shoulders
Nina raised her head, she was silent to see a man of great stature, she immediately wiped away her tears, although her eyes were still swollen and reddened could not be covered.
"Have you eaten? Where's your family?" said the man
"A. There is, I have eaten" said Nina
"Why are you here?"
"No. i.."
"I know, you were yelling in the bathroom last night, right? How's your mother doing?"
"She's still in a coma" said Nina lowered her head to say it.
"Don't be sad anymore, you have to be patient, pray that everything will be fine, always think positive" the man smiled "Do you have a sister?"
"Yes, my sister's two"
"Stay guarding your strength for your brothers, if his brother is defeated by circumstances, what about your brothers? Can you see that they are sad too?"
Nina shook her head
"Yes, I live first yes, do not be afraid, I work here in the Rajawali building, I pray that your parents are okay"
the man smiled and left Nina.
*why everyone just told me to be patient, they don't understand how I feel, but a little words of motivation make me much calmer, I'd better go back to the waiting room*
Nina got up from her seat and walked through the long hallway, occasionally wiping her eyes and glazing to make sure there were no marks that she had cried.
*hmmm I should wash my face first so that no one suspects that I have finished crying*
Nina washed her face at the toliet mushala behind the empty corridor, she looked at her face that no longer thought about the color of her face, looking pale without makeup.
To Be Continued👀's
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