Mama, I Love You!
Contrition
Nina's body still felt limp, her legs were shaking, her mind was so chaotic, Nina walked towards the waiting room where she put things, she said, once in a while he thought about why he was so stupid for not directly going to look for his mama after he felt his mama had not come for too long, his mind was muddled.
Nina sat on the mat, bending her knees to drown her face, crying so hard inside. Suddenly came the voice of a man and patted the girl on the shoulder.
"Sir. deck! You were the mother's son yes"
Nina raised her head "i iyah"
"Do you know your mother's room?"
"No sir.. Where ya?"
"Let me drive, I was the one who followed the nurse who brought your mother in" Invite the man.
Nina followed him, she passed the father's room, she saw his father sitting on his bed. Arriving in the room, Nina thanked the man and went to the nurse there.
"Suster, is my mom okay?" ask Nina lirih
"Oh, you're the patient's family from the bathroom?" said the nurse and took a paper "I wanted to ask, did your mother have any previous illness?"
"Yes just, but today my mom didn't take any medicine because she was left at home"
"Hmmm, indeed your mother has high blood pressure up to 250, now the blood vessels in her brain rupture and experience concussion, brain, I also asked permission to cut your mother's clothes so we could take action"
"Just do the sus, do whatever's best for my mama"
"Well, now you have to register first to the cashier, here's the file" the nurse gave a paper that had the diagnosis of mama's disease.
After picking up the paper, Nina walked towards the sleeping mama and many hoses in her hands and her nose covered with steam tools, Nina held her mother's feet so cold, she said, soon he took off the socks he was wearing, and put them on his mother's feet.
*ma, Nina is afraid of cold mama, hopefully tomorrow you've realized yes*
Nina took the footwear under her mattress and put it in a plastic bag, crying she walked out of her mother's room through her father's room, he saw the father still sitting on the bed, the father who saw Nina and called him.
Nina wanted to get to him, but still hesitating, she turned her back slightly and broke her tears, trying to smile.
"Nin, where are you finished? Mama where?" ask dad
Nina cussed at the plastic bag containing mama's sandals and smiled "Mama in front, Nina was exhausted from there. Yes sir, Nina wants to go back there again yes" Nina lied
After leaving the father, he still continued to cry, Nina took some files from the bag and health insurance card, she walked towards the cashier. While waiting for the registration process, came a woman with a man she knew very clearly, they came panting.
"Nin, how? How's mama doing? Why is it like this" asked Ifah
"Nin, where's mom now?" keep up Rama
"I'm now taking care of his administration first brother, mama is already in handling really"
After registering the three of them back to the patient's waiting room, the same question was still thrown in Ifah's mouth, with sadness that was still very deep Nina also told all the events that happened to her, which was very difficult, he has no power to hold back the crying. Her crying spilled in her brother's arms. After hearing the story, Rama left them and returned home, unable to accompany him.
15 Minutes later, the voice of the call to the patient's family on behalf of the mother was heard, Nina immediately went to the room of the mother.
Nina approached the doctor who was sitting in the ER room where her mother was lying.
"Dok, how's my mama?"
"Hhhhh, I'm very worried to say this, hopefully do'a is not cut off from his family" said the doctor, basa stale
"Your mother had to go through a critical period, she is now in a coma, either going on for a long time, because the bleeding in her brain is already very severe. Humans have several levels of consciousness 1-10, but at this time the level of consciousness of patients is already in the level 5, so we do not dare to perform surgery, if the level of consciousness rises at level 7, then we will perform the operation, but before we ask permission to the patient's family to take action approval" explained the doctor
Without saying anything, Nina understood the doctor's words, she received a paper of approval given by the doctor.
"Please sign it here if you agree to have surgery done for a patient"
"This is the patient's clothes that we have scissors, just bring it"
Nina received a bag of clothes and a veil belonging to her mother, her eyes kept holding tears, her hands shaking with the plastic bag.
The girl walked out of the room, she saw that my father had fallen asleep, she was increasingly unable to hold tightness in her chest.
In the waiting room, Ifah had just finished praying isya, Nina remembered that she had not yet prayed isya. While Nina was praying, Ifah headed for the father's room, fulfilling the nun's call heard from the speaker.
Father had awoken from his sleep and saw the arrival of Ifah who was talking to a nurse.
"Please, give me a letter to move this room to the cashier, then come back here again"
"Good sus!"
After giving a letter to move the room, he approached the father and tidied up the luggage in the room, the woman did not ask anything and spoke anything even though the father occasionally ordered something.
"Ma, don't forget to bring your sandals under the mattress" she said
Ifah looked up, but did not ask why the father called him by the name of mama, but he knew from then on the father still called his name.
*father why call me mama, ah maybe he's just used to mama*
Ifah took the phone in her pocket and called Nina
"Nin, you're taking care of the transfer, you're still there, right?" ask Ifah worried
"Yes, what room did he move to?"
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"ICU, close by, so we don't have to move waiting rooms"
"Yes already then" called out disconnected, Nina was still daydreaming on the thin mat that covered her sleep, her mind was empty, her tears were flowing.
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The vibrating sound of Nina's mobile phone scatters her daydream, seen the name of the Son from the screen the small object calls.
Hello Nin, how's mom? Why is it like this?
"Mama's in a coma, Put. I asked for a do'a for mama's consciousness well" said Nina
Hhhhh, I will always pray for the best, Nin. You do not cry anymore yes, you must stay strong for the healing of your parents, if you continue to grieve, they will also not be strong to see it
"Hiks, yes, Put. But you don't know what your mom is doing right now, I don't know if you can accept this or not, she has heart disease, I'm afraid this news will..."
Nin, do you believe that the power of do'a exists? I'm sure too, father of the strong. But it's better not to be told first, hopefully mama quickly realized
"Hiks.thank you, Put. You always calm me down, me...."
The call was interrupted, Nina's phone ran out of battery because from noon she forgot to charge, she dropped her body again and lay on the mat.
To Be Continued👀's
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