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"I just heard him sing this time. His voice is very bad. Hid. But why do I keep listening to his bad voice.."
It seems like he said with a smile. Sounded from his tone.
"Me and him went together. It felt a little funny because he kept denying that he didn't like me, when from earlier he was riding the bike with me he was caught smiling with a smile."
Aihs... I am ashamed of myself.
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"I'll give you her diary today. I may not keep this. This stuff is useless to me, too.
Her face was blushing as she found out her diary was on me. Heh.
I like his expression.
He looks funny when he panics because of his stupidity. Basic bego.
But I really hated it when he got close to the new boy. Sook familiar.
I told you that I'm Valen's girlfriend. To get that bully out of Valen's presence."
"He was so upset with me because I kept working on him. He left so."
"I got home and laid tired. He's coming again.
Re-explaining about her is the fairy business. He was very serious and his eyes seemed to sparkle begging me to believe.
This is why he always comes here.
My emotional turmoil surged, my heart melted at the sight of sincerity. I hugged her. Warm. That's how I feel.
What is this feeling?
A moment later he disappeared... Huh uh?
Is it really her... elf messenger?"
***(Next recording)
"My blood peaked when I saw Valen with Rio playing basketball.
I called Valen telling him to come home with me.
He declined.
I turned off my phone. Ck.
Just piss it off...
Pissed off? Why should I be upset?
I don't like seeing Valen with other men besides me. I don't know why... But I really don't like it when it happens!
So I decided to go home with them back to school.
After I got to Valen's house I told him I'd come to his house again tonight.
If it was in the fairy messenger like he said, he would have followed my request to complete his mission.
And yes, tonight I came and told her about the mission. He jumped in excitement.
He seemed excited at the beginning of the journey, I saw him constantly smiling from the rearview of the motorcycle. Is it happy that he is? Cih, you bego.
He asked me where to take him, but I didn't know where to go. But my favorite place is only about books. So I took her to the public library.
He's nagging 'cause I took him to the perpus. I don't give a shit.
While in the parking lot of the library, the helmet he wore jammed his clep supported him so it was difficult for him to open the helmet.
I walked back to him because I left because I walked too long. I close my face to her while looking at the helmet clep. My heart was beating so hard.
I quickly opened the clep. When I look at his face again. He's so red. Heh... Very amusing. And even when we read books in the library, his best books, that's all he's got? Hehe..
Because I am being kind. I taught him until he understood.
Indeed I admit, he was very slow in learning, making me sometimes upset myself. But yeah how else, if I work I don't like half. Once you teach, you have to be complete. So I continued to teach him."
***(Next recording)
"Today saw Valen walking with his friend. He gave me a code to leave. But because I'm a prankster, do all the work. I introduced myself as his girlfriend. He looks so mad at me. Hehe... That's my revenge for pissing me off yesterday when teaching his old brain.
I took her to the library, and then we had lunch at a nearby diner. After we ate and were about to return to the perpus, I saw mama, ck... I'm sure he's with his girlfriend right now.
They're worth. Papa with his new wife and mama with his new girlfriend, most soon they get married... Hid.
And this bego thinks I like auntie. I said it was my mama. He even chuckles. Begos.
He told me to catch up with my mom and go home with him. But I'm so sick of seeing my family. Nothing to rely on. Ck.
Seeing the look on my face, Valen took me to the park. He said the words I heard so often in the drama series I've seen.'Life must go on, so don't think about sadness, so look for happiness.'- That's what he said. Hid. The classic word... But it sounded very different when he said it.
I hugged her.
Hid. Is this my new habit of hugging her?
I like this new habit.
I love it when I feel her heartbeat beating so close.
I was very comfortable even when I hugged her.
Cih.." said Jessen slightly chuckling.
***(Next recording)
"He's having exams next week, but he's lazy and trying to avoid me from studying. Substantial.
I didn't bring a train.
Yesterday I had a fight with my mom because I didn't write the words she said.
I really hate that mom brought that guy home. Disgust!
My facility was detained and I had to use public transportation.
I don't give a shit.
I think Valen will stay away from me because I now look capitalless like this. But he looks like he could and looks relaxed walking with me.
I'm thrilled.
But it was only a few moments until I got home. I saw my mother with the stranger. Ck.
I went straight into my room and took a shower.
I want to eat until I go to the dining room. My eyes became very hot to see my mother making out with that brash man. I really want to hit that guy. But I realized, why did I hit him, so that mama would go back to papa?... Tsk... It doesn't feel possible!
My appetite is decreasing. I came out of the house looking for fresh air.
A few specks of rain had already dripped onto the earth. I quickened my pace and ended up at the stop. Heavy rain also flushed.
These tears will not shed again. Very used to the cruel things this world did to me. Closing my eyes and feeling the cold embrace that enveloped my heart.
I didn't know this could be a coincidence. But Valen came and accompanied me here. He's stubborn and won't come home if I don't go home. He forced me on and lastly he took me to his house instead of here.
Why does he care so much?
I'm not even who to him?
I'm so happy now. But the fun was gone because I remembered something...
Ah... I just remembered. This must be because he wanted to complete the mission. I am not special to him.
Hm..."