Magic You's

chapter 67's

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My body immediately limp. Mind fucked. Jessen... She why?!

***

Tian, me and some nurses checked Jessen's situation in the ICU room, Jessen was unconscious.

Tian began to check Jessen's general examination, his heartbeat weak.

I was so scared of Jessen's condition. The situation is very under the normal state of the patient in general.

All of our internal and oxygen-containing outside checks have been done, and with laboratory tests done by other medics it can be concluded that Jessen has heart complications.

My hands were trembling in fear seeing Jessen was like an undead. Pale asleep with a very weak heartbeat.

When we finished everything we could do. We also came out of the room.

Everyone's out except me and Tian. Tian didn't come out because he was waiting for me.

"You why?" Ask. "You're so..."

"Tians. Is he a possibility to live?" I held back my tears.

I know very well about Jessen's condition. There was no chance of her surviving due to her extremely bad condition when she reached the hospital.

But I really hope he lives.

Tian looked at Jessen. "He's not long. His consciousness is not even detected."

My heart exploded and my lips tightened.

Why was our meeting the last time?

Isn't this unfair?

It's so cruel and painful. Why did this have to happen to me?

Tian held both of my shoulders with both of his hands and pointed my body towards him. "val. You why?"

My tears are spilling. So sad. Very tight in the chest.

"I will try as hard and as hard as I can for him. You don't be like this. I can't see you crying." The drill.

I looked at Tian with full force.

Tian rubbed my face cheek gently. "You don't be like this." He held me in his chest.

I kept crying.

He stroked my head. "Val, is that special this guy for you?"

I nodded slowly admitting it while still crying.

"... Him, ... I meani. Who is he until you're this sad?" Tian seemed hesitant to ask because at such an inopportune time like this.

I looked at Tian with puffy eyes.

I cried even louder because I couldn't say that I Love Jessen and Love Jessen So Much...

"Ma Sorry Val. I didn't mean to..." He said he was a little freaked out because I was crying so hard. He held me back to his chest while stroking my head. "Ja don't cry. Stt stt." He won me over to stop crying.

"Don't cry. I promise I'll do what I can." Her speech.

I nodded while trying to stop crying.

"Hiks hyks.. Tian..." I said a little because I just finished crying.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Hik me.. Hiks. Can you just leave me here for a minute. Hicks..."

Tian nodded in understanding. "Hem. Aye." Yeah."

"Thank you."

He stroked my head slowly.

"I'm out first."

I'm nodding.

Tian left and left me here alone.

I sat on the bench near Jessen. I held one of his hands.

"Jes.. Don't die. That's really bad.."

"Just see you again. You're like this... How the hell..." My voice trembled again while holding back the tears that were about to spill again.

"Jes.. Why can't I forget you until now... Even though you never loved me from the beginning... It's so cruel..."

"Maybe I'm the stupid one... But I can't lie to my feelings... I love you so much."

"I beg... Hang in... Don't leave me."

My tears were unstoppable and broke in an instant again.

I can't stand to see Jessen like this...

I clasped Jessen's hand.

"Jes. I'm leaving for a minute. I'm going to get on with work.." I clasped his hand.

"You don't die." I'm a little angry... Well, maybe I look stupid because I'm angry with myself right now. But I'm so scared that he's dead, the point is I don't want him to die.

I let go of my hand and went out of the room continuing my duties.

***

After my service hours in the morning. I took the time to go home and fix myself, start taking a shower, breakfast and so on. Why didn't I do it in the hospital? Why am I in the mood to go home first.

After everything was done and there was no more left, I went back to the hospital.

***

I packed up my luggage I just picked up from home into my booth, the medics booth.

Then I saw Jessen in her in-room walking through the hospital corridor. When I got to Jessen's room, I opened her room. I saw Tian there checking on Jessen.

"Oh. You apparently." Said Tian aware of my arrival.

I'm nodding. "How is he doing?"

"It's still unconscious."

I hold my hand tightly. "Is there really no chance for him to survive?" My voice started to shake. Back feeling a tremendous sadness stuck in my body.

Tian looked at me with empathy. "I've tried everything I can. I'm sorry."

My tears are falling again.

Youknew... Have you ever felt what's happening to me now?

You know when someone you love dies.

Sadistic as hell isn't this world torturing my feelings?

I walked towards Tian. It's not her fault she can't help Jessen. This is destiny.

Tian hugged me. "I'm sorry." Said.

"It's not your fault Tian. This has to happen. Like not to like, happy not to be happy. I have to accept the reality... I should be the one to apologize to you for asking for something beyond human capabilities like this. I'm sorry." I said while crying.

"No Valen. It's not your fault either. It's nobody's fault. You never feel guilty like this."

I kept crying. How kind Tian is to me, yet I can still be evil to him by refusing his love. I'm so mean.

"Tians.." Call me in a loud voice.

"Hm." His mouth was still hugging and stroking my head.

"Thank you, yeah.." My words are still on the deck by him

"Yes Val."

I held back my tears. And staring. "If I ever say rude to you, I'm sorry. I won't do it again." My promise.

A smile on his face. "Why do you feel guilty huh?"

"Yes. because. mm.. I've always judged you a bad and cruel man. You were so good."

"Is that what I am?"

I'm nodding.

She smiled and looked at me and then she put me back in her chest. "I'm glad you think I do." He kept stroking my head gently.

.

.

"Tian." Call me.

"Hem." Legally.

"Can you just leave me here alone for a second?"

"Hem." He nodded then released his embrace. "If that's what I'm going to do first."

I'm nodding.

Tian is gone. I stared at his departure until the door closed again after a while because he was out.

I picked up a bench near Jessen. I sat next to him.

I'm holding Jessen's hand. My tears are falling again. "Why is it so hard to let you go huh?"

"I love you so much... Can you understand Jes.."

I occasionally shed my tears, even though I knew my tears would keep flooding because I saw Jessen whom I would never see again.

I held her face soft. "I'll never see you again Jes."

I slapped my face on one of my hands on Jessen's bed.

"Hu hu - hu..." I kept crying.

I slightly raised my head to look at his face.

Then my eyes fell on his shirt pocket. There's a little pen. I took the pen.

I saw the stickiness of this pen. Looks like normal. I pressed the tip of the pen.

"Ehem... Is this recorded. Seems like.. I'm just starting.

Hi. I'm Jessen. Today I just know what the function of this recording tool now, I will make this my diary."

My eyes were wide open hearing this recording.

It's Diary!!