
"Hm." I'm pounding lazily.
I raised my eyes ahead.
Wait it's Jessen's mom!
Is it here?!
What else is it looking for Jessen?
But if I tell Jessen, I'm afraid Jessen's angry again..
Well, what is it?
"What did you see?" Jessen's rebuke made me look at her quickly. He was about to look at my gaze earlier but I took him by holding his face with both my hands, making his face pointed at me.
"No, there's nothing." I got up and pulled his hand away from our chair.
He's taken my hand. "Eh, why?"
As I continued walking quickly I pulled his hand. "Udah follow me."
After far enough I think I let go of my hand, but Jessen's hand held my hand again. "Don't let go."
Wait...
I doubt Jessen's brain is normal now. "You healthy?"
"sick." The answer. "The medicine kisses me." Flat bridge.
I chuckle amazingly. "Hahaha, you're crazy... Haha."
He pulled my hand making my body draped with him for a moment. He brought his face closer. Our distance was very close, even closer than the time I was with Rio's brother. Another bit...
Plaques
One slap floated across Jessen's face. It was spontaneous.
His eyes widened while holding his cheek.
I backed off quickly. "You're crazy!" My peek.
Seriously... I take great care of the sanctity of my lips. "Not just any Jessen! If I hate you like this, I can hate you!"
I walked away leaving Jessen alone. I'm home!
***
I drowned my face in the pillow. I couldn't stop thinking about Jessen all night. HE'S VERY TOXIC.
I kept hitting my pillow. "is... What the hell is he! Even he is worse than Rio!"
My punch is getting weaker and weaker due to the exhaustion. "Crazy that time people!"
I stretched my body rough.
"Bodo is very similar mission... This is not really. I don't care once I'm going to get hit by shit, I'm willing!"
I try to regulate my breath that goes up and down because of emotions.
"Huh.."
"From tomorrow I don't want to have any more contact with him. Point!"
I walked over to my study desk about to draw up a subject roster. "Where am I?"
I'm smoking my head riled up. "Ah well, missed in the perpus."
"Ah, bodo. Just put on a new book."
***
I went to class a little longer because I knew Jessen would come early.
I entered the classroom almost passed by the teacher who was going to teach in the classroom. With a little run I sat on my stool.
"Old tumben Val?" Bisik Tessa's.
"I don't want to talk about this. Please don't say anything. My head's dizzy."
Tessa raises her shoulder. "Whatever the hell."
I don't want to be in touch with him or anyone else... Valid no debate!
"stand." Said the class leader giving a warning to all students.
We followed his instructions.
"Greet me."
"Good morning, ma'am." Answer us simultaneously.
"Morning." Mom sat back down. "Please sit down."
We also sat.
"Take out a piece of paper. We're testing now. Make seats spaced apart, no cheating congregation! Gather all the bags forward!"
"Yeah." There was a loud noise murmuring.
"Issh hasn't learned yet." Saying slowly. Last night after putting together the roster I went straight to sleep anyway... Ck
All students put their chairs apart.
The test is silent.
About her biology of having children again... One number 5 thing!! Bengek.
I answered what it is. Yes what it is... You see, I rewrite it again on the answer paper as is. Brain's dead-end.
I monitor the conditions, look at the teacher while stealing the precision.
What else do I do if I don't move...
I quickly typed up the questions and immediately wrote the answers as loud as I could.
"Time out. I counted to three, after which I received no more. One."
Damn I just answered 2 of 10 questions!
All the students gave the sheet to the teacher. And I'm still guggeling cuyy...
"Two."
Ah already... The important thing is to gather.
"Ti."
"It's Mom..." I gave you my sheet. I'm back on my bench.
Let me know my value.
The teacher checked our work. "That didn't pass..."
There must be a lot of people who don't graduate, I'm sure.
"Just Valentresia."
"Huh? How can I." My peek.
"Why can't it? All your friends can answer. You're the only one who doesn't." Straight up the teacher. "You're here."
I walked towards him. He gave me a piece of paper. "It's about 1-50, tomorrow has to be done."
"Yes, Mom." I went back to my stool and saw about it.
Whattt esay all! And the most horror... You're having kids.
Knives where knives....
I kept grumbling throughout the subjects.
Arhhhh
***
Ringgates
The break bell rings.
"Why go to the cafeteria?" Ask Tessa.
"No, I want to talk about."
"Well be diligent."
I snorted in annoyance. "Not diligent Bambang... If you go home to school where you can... Hunting telattt."
"Hehe yes." Tessa patted me on the shoulder. "spirit. Pull ses..."
"Semongko." Lazy welcome.
The sumringah of Tessa. "Ah steady."
"I went to the cafeteria first Val... Laper."
"Hm."
I was once again living alone. Btw class is also quiet, I'm the only resident now. It's okay, I'm focused.
I started answering about.
Not too difficult anyway... Can be searching. Not like that. Huh. Yes at most just tired of writing.
I write so focused while listening to a song using a headset.
It feels like my mood is back up listening to the song Eenie Meenie - Justin Bieber.
"You seem like the type
To love 'em and leave 'em
Disappear right after this song
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancin' alone"
I started shaking my head in spirit.
"You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind..
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time...
I'm not tryin' to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind....
I wish our hearts could come together as one..."
When I want to scream my headset is unplugged.
"What the hell!" I looked next to me. JESSEN.
"Don't stay away from me." Said.
Before I got up, Jessen pressed her shoulders to stay seated. "Udah I said. Don'tdon't. Stay away. I'm." He pressed every sentence from his mouth.
"As far as me! It's none of your business!"
He rubbed his neck without looking at me. "Sorry."
"Huh?" I didn't listen wrong.
He re-stretched his body. "As much as you want to hear or not. What matters is what I said."
He got up and walked out of my class.
"That means he's sorry what?" I leaned my body on the chair. I chuckled a little. "Maybe yes?"