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...7 Years Later....
"Yes sir. Sorry sir." I kept asking for forgiveness from the senior Doctor who was in front of me, while we were in the study room with some of my classmates.
"You are what the hell. The time to do that can not be becus!" He yelled at me and slapped me with a cruel word Jang pierced the heart. He kept humiliating me in public.
"You think by acting recklessly dropping medical devices in the presence of patients what can be forgiven?! That would make the patient judge us as incompetent medics!" Connect with other harsh words.
My butterflies are so hot.
Rich people never make mistakes. Hid.
"Why are your eyes glaring at me. Don't take what?!"
Aye! I do not accept it!
My cry in my heart. But I can't possibly argue, he won't forgive me.
"M sorry sir. Again I'm sorry." I'm still begging.
"I'm sorry to turn back the clock and erase the mistake you made! Basic amateur!"
I'm still trying to hold back my emotions.
He folded his hands on his chest and looked at me sharply. "If you can be a doctor. No need to force yourself to be a doctor!"
My emotions also rose to the top of hearing his last sentence which greatly humbled me.
"Why does it seem that I'm forcing myself to become a doctor?! It's none of your business!" My peek.
All eyes looked at me while dumbfounded at my words just now.
He was a little surprised to see me instantly turn 180 degrees from my silence, then he looked at me sharply.
"What?!" I yelled yes. "You think you're cool with your seniority style?!" I pointed. "What do you think I'm afraid of?! You're just a chatty guy with no heart!" My meaning.
My breath was blowing my emotions out of the depths of my heart which was deeply hurt.
"What right do you have against me?! You haven't even had a good experience dealing with patients. Still want to be arrogant huh?!"
Actually it is, all this time I have been too late in working because I often lack focus.
I looked at him sharply. Wanted to wear it too. But what I wanted to do with him, he never seemed to make a mistake. He is also very thorough at work. But I'm pretty sure he made a mistake too.
He raised his eyebrows. "Why? I didn't find my fault, huh?" Said.
B how does he know?
I'm getting a little awkward.
He took my hand and took me somewhere.
***
We were outside the hospital. He took me to a restaurant near the hospital where we worked.
I sat facing him, and he looked at me sharply.
Even though he's handsome, I don't have the slightest admiration for him. He's too mean and mean in words, I don't like guys like him.
"Why? My gaze bothers you?" Said cynical.
Hid. I threw my face in any direction of annoyance. Then see it again. "What did you bring me here for."
"Don't you see this place to eat?! Then eat it."
See kan... Very chatty... What kind of girl... Lemes is so lips.
I play my phone to distract my emotions from exploding.
Sets.
He took my phone. "Eat the dinner even play hp. How the hell?!"
Why is this an emotional person?!
Relax Val. Don't make you bogem people's children in this public place.
The waiter came to our place. "Order what mas, mbak?" Ask the waiter while looking at us in turn.
"I'm grilled chicken and drink orange juice." Said brief.
Oh yea... Btw, the name on this judge is Tian. If I make the name of the extension is KemaTian! Mucus!
"If you order ap.."
"Just like that." Quickly before I order anything.
"I don't want to."
"Why?"
"Because I don't want to be with you in anything!" Finally got out a little emotional too.
I looked at the waiter. "I ordered meatballs and avocado juice. Point of comma."
The servant nodded slightly stiffly as I said it in a high tone like scolding her.
"M sorry mas. I'm not angry at you." Then I glanced sharply at Tian. "But this judge!" Once again I looked towards the waiter in a friendly manner while folding my arms apologizing. "I'm sorry, my mother."
"Eh. Yes, mbak."
The waiter left with little footsteps in speed, afraid of getting involved in our fight.
Because I was lazy to see Tian's face. I better read the menu books near me.
Sets.
He took it again.
"What the hell?!" Angry me.
He just looked at me flat with a slanted smile.
"What?!" I came back to beat him.
Why is my appetite so low during the day when I am so hungry.
"Am I that sejudes?"
"Yes is it." I'm loud.
"I'll stop judging if you ask."
Huh?!
"You you... So kind of you." I shined it sharp. "I know the hidden meaning of your kindness. There must be some foul intent you're planning." I guess with 1000% confidence it must be true.
"..."
I looked at him strangely. She silent?
"Why silence?! Don't be so good!"
"..."
I threw my face away. "Your up. Want you to shut up or keep judes I don't care. That's your own problem." I pulled the menu book and read it again.
.
.
"You angry?" Said gently.
Tumbens.
"What is your business?!" I don't want to be promoted by his sudden kindness.
"Don't get mad. It will get old soon."
"Bodo very! Let me get old fast, it's none of your business!"
"Valent." Soft talk.
He called my name?
Is he weird anyway?
Usually his job is insulting.
I'm not huffing and pretending not to listen.
He stood up and walked to my side and sat down on the bench next to me.
I saw him without turning my head.
"val. If I change. You want to be my girlfriend?"
I shook my forehead in surprise and went back to reading the menu book that was in front of me.
"Val."
"What the hell is."
He's clucking pissed. "The time has to be repeated anyway say it." He took the book in front of me and put it on the other side of our dining table. "Be my girlfriend."
My mind floated in light of my love affair with Jessen. The crumbling and crushing feelings I felt before were unforgivable. I'm so traumatized to love someone, I don't want to get hurt any harder and deeper.
"I can't."
He looked at me disappointed. "Why?"
"I hate love."
"M means Val?"
"You won't understand. I just can't love anyone right now."
"But Val, I.."
"sorry. I can't repay your love." I patted her shoulder slowly. "Find another woman better than me. I'm not the best for you."
I stood up and left this place.
Uh wait. I ordered that, right...
I went to the cashier first to pay. Even though baku does eat.
***
I called Cya while I was on night duty at the hospital.
"Hi beb." Said
"Hi..."
"So much lemes his voice? It hurt?"
"No baby, just a lot of thoughts."
"Hem... Uh, oh yeah. How do you do, beb? Smoothly?"
"Currently." I sadly nodded. "It's so sleepy, there's my night service.."
"Oah. Pantes... Lemes for being sleepy apparently."
"Yes... Hehe."
Actually I lied a little. I'm lemes not only sleepy, but a lot of mind duty and mixed with flashback thinking my love story is very sad with Jessen.
"Hehehe. Actually I'm also on duty tonight. Whuahah."
"Oah. Same dong."
"Hehe, good thing you called. I'm so bored of it."
"Yes, right..."
"Hoooh." After Cya spoke came a noise from Cya's phone.
"Why is that Cy?"
"Eh. We'll call Val. There's a patient who needs to be taken care of."
"Ah. Yes beb. Continue further."
"OKe beb. Bye."
"Bye."
He turned off his phone and left me empty.
I breathed a heavy breath.
"Eh there's a new patient coming in that."
"Oh yes... Prepare all the equipment you need."
All busy with their work I immediately took part that I needed to do.
"val. Check the oxygen tube. Prepare equipment. Our patient is in a bad condition." Said my co-worker.
I immediately took the necessary equipment and checked the whole thing.
The sret sret srererett
There was the sound of an ambulance strecher (a device used to carry and move patients who could not walk or had difficulty walking) moving towards me who was in the hospital corridor.
Degs...
Jessen?!