
" I miss you Lus" repeated Fendi.
Luciana suddenly became a mute tongue, in her heart she also missed Fendi but she was still doubtful about her own feelings.
" Lus, are you still there?" asked Fendi who made Luciana wake up from her silence.
" Hmm..i.ya Fen I heard," said Luciana bluntly.
Her heart beat faster, Luciana suddenly felt nervous. He was panicked.
" Lus, I'm serious I miss you, don't you miss me?"
Luciana who used to usually like to joke with Fendi somehow today suddenly so misbehaved, her stomach suddenly mules.
" Lus, how was that silent, again thrush huh? " he heard Fendi laughing.
" He...he..sori Fen my stomach suddenly mules, want to go to the bathroom, can be closed first with the phone? or are you just gonna wait a minute?" suhut Luciana finally.
" Don't shut Lus down, you go to the bathroom but don't turn off the phone, I'm waiting for you" Fendi replied.
Busyet, Luciana wrongly guessed. He thought Fendi would end their phone call soon.
" Aren't you waiting?"
" Just relax Lus, hunt gih.he said mules...."
It was wet, yes, Luciana went to the bathroom and washed her face wet. His stomach mules not because of a real stomach ache, but because he was nervous.
Luciana was busy calming her heart, she took a deep breath.
After a bit of calm, Luciana came out of the bathroom and took back her phone.
"Hello Fen, you're not sleeping, are you?" joking Luciana who can calm his nervousness.
"Finally finished,"
"The mouth suddenly disappeared Fen," Luciana laughed.
" Don't tell me you mules because of me," ledek Fendi laughed.
" Geeer is really you Fen."
" Lus, are you really missing me?" there was a curiosity in Fendi's heart.
"Honestly, the real miss is Fen" said Luciana finally.
Lucia said honestly, she didn't want to lie.
"If so, may I not ask the answer to my old question, which you have not answered until now?"
Luciana thought hard, she had to give an honest answer.
"You want an honest answer what Fen's not?" Luciana still answered Fendi's question jokingly.
" The answer is honest dong, without coercion from anyone Lus."
Luciana then thought for a while before answering a question from Fendi.
" Fen, actually from a long time ago I also had a liking for you, but honestly I don't want to have long-distance contact Fen."
"I'm not ready to commit, I want to have a guy who's around every time I'm Fen."
" If for example I want to ask you, my boyfriend is there and ready to take me, I want him to gape at me every Sunday night, like that Fen."
" do you know what I mean, Fen?"
" Yes Lus, I also thought about it. But I still have hope, right?"
" I didn't have a girlfriend until now, we'll see if we are a match we can be together, while we've just won, Fen?"
" Okay Lus, ready.ga anything as long as the yellow janur has not waved there is still a chance. Haha.ha..."
"You can do Fen.."
" Yeah Lus, it's late tomorrow you have to work, I close the phone first."
" Okay Fen, bye...."
" Bye Lus.salam to your mama yes,"
They ended the phone call after greeting each other.
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Yanti tries to be ordinary, she has closed her feelings to Aldo.
In the office, Yanti and Aldo still like to joke as usual.
Although the feeling could not be easily removed, at least he kept his heart from hoping.
At lunch, Yanti and Aldo were in the cafeteria across from Aldo's office.
They talked as usual.
" Yan, next week how about we go watch? I'll take Herman, Aunt Dewi's son."
" Tumben Mas Aldo went threesome, what is the event?"
ask Yanti.
" There is no special event anyway, just the other day I had an agreement with Herman when to invite him," Aldo explained.
" Let's see you later, I think yes," replied Yanti.
" Yes, I'll tell you later if so let me tell Herman too."
"Okay mas Aldo, I'll get it."
" Yin..."
" Yes to Aldo..."
" Mas Aldo can ask you something not the same Yan?"
" What do you ask?"
" What do you think Herman is?"
" Hmmm.funny, friendly, nice anyway. What's the same with Herman, Mas Aldo just asked me. Doesn't Mas Aldo know better, he's Mas Aldo's cousin?" ask Yanti a little confused.
" It's okay, Mas Aldo just want to know your opinion as a woman, because Si Herman again likes someone."
" Oh yes Mas Aldo, what about Mas Aldo himself, the business of his proposal is finished?"
" It was conveyed by Aunt Goddess to her person, and already can also answer Yan," replied Aldo.
" In fact the girl who wants Mas Aldo Lamar is Luciana, your cousin Yan."
Yanti was not surprised, because she already knew from her mother's story.
" Why then did Aldo not tell you when I asked?"
" It was a surprise to you, you must be surprised if you have a crush on your cousin."
" What was Luciana's answer? he accepted Mas Aldo's proposal?"
" It's a pity that Yan, Luciana refused Mas Aldomu's proposal, so don't be surprised by you" Aldo chuckled.
Yanti was silent, she didn't know if she should be happy or sad.
On the one hand he has not been able to forget his feelings for Aldo, on the other he pity Aldo. He had the same fate as Aldo.
Just feeling one-sided love, one-handed clapping love.
Love sometimes does not know when it comes, to whom it is directed.
He will not be able to choose whom he will fall in love with.
And the feeling of love cannot be forced, it will come and go by itself.
It is the owner who can choose whether that love will continue to be nurtured or if he has to find another love.
Yanti also realized, he was the owner of the heart.
He will be forced on two options, go ahead or stop.
And her heart chose the second option because she also realized love could not be forced.
He should look for the owner of the heart who has the same feelings as him, the feelings of loving and being loved.
" Bengong aja Yan, look out for the sambet, think what the hell?" Aldo nudged Yanti's arm while laughing.
Yanti woke up from her daydream, she laughed.
" What is Mas Aldo's next?"
" While nothing, but haven't given up."
"Still going after Luciana Mas?"
" Friend first, approach first.who knows later Luciana's heart can Mas Aldomu get."